Therefore, Ximen Zhong didn't know that these seafood that were widely circulated in the official family and were most liked by the sons of daughters were actually watered with blood.

He shuddered, and when he went back, he must throw away all those things, even the eternal face paste that his mother regarded as a treasure!

Zhang Yuanqing was silent for a moment, he looked at Zhao Yuanling, and asked word by word: "Will you believe what I say?" After speaking, he didn't wait for Zhao Yuanling to answer, he chuckled self-deprecatingly, and seemed to no longer care about her answer.

"In my dream, Nanzhu asked me to kill her."

Ignoring everyone's surprised gazes, he said slowly, "I've been asleep and have had many strange dreams, but this dream has appeared many times in my dreams. ”

His expression was confused, as if he was remembering.

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"Kill me, kill me, please kill me......"

The voice in the dream is melodious and tactful, like the voice of a warbler, but the words are mixed with pain.

I hadn't heard her voice for a long time, and Zhang Yuanqing's expression was abrupt.

In the dream, he asked, "Why did I kill you?" ”

"I won't kill you, you're my benefactor."

"Can you tell me what makes you so miserable?"

However, she just repeated these three words, "Kill me, kill me......"

Zhang Yuanqing has been haunted by such dreams for half a year, but he can hear her voice all the time, and his coma seems to have become less painful.

It wasn't until he stepped into Lianyun City that he dreamed of Nanzhu again.

The sun was shining in the sky, and she was sitting on a huge reef, Miaoman's figure was facing away from her, and her beautiful figure caused infinite reverie.

He couldn't help but lower his head with hot cheeks, and then couldn't help but look up.

The sparkling tail of the fish slapped against the sea water again and again, and everything looked so peaceful and beautiful.

"Nanzhu!"

The fish scales are like small fans, shining on them with colored light, changing color regularly with the movement of her tail.

Beautiful, enchanting.

"Kill me."

Zhang Yuanqing has heard this sentence countless times and answered countless times, "Why?" ”

Surprisingly, this time her answer was no longer a mechanical repetition.

"If you want to save Winter Sakura, kill me."

"Save Winter Sakura? What's wrong with her? Why kill you to save her? ”

There was only silence in his answer.

After that, he never dreamed of her again.

"I wanted to see him, so I went to my brother, but he didn't agree with me, he said it was too dangerous, and I had to die to force me."

His expression was gloomy, "But I still couldn't get out." ”

It wasn't until he met Mo Bai that the other party recognized him at a glance that he had shark beads on him.

So he made a deal with him to help Nanzhu fulfill his wish, and he gave him the shark beads.

He didn't know how long he had to live, and he didn't have the ability to find her.

Most importantly, he was tired.

"Actually, I'm not a human, I'm a spirit possessed by the little son of the Zhang family, and he was stillborn before he was born."

His words were like a bolt from the blue, and all eyes were on him for a while.

Ximen Qing looked at him in a daze, this trip out really refreshed his knowledge, the little guy on the side handed him a stool when he saw this, and Ximen Zhong sat on the stool, looking like a crowd eating melons.

The little guy also intimately handed Zhang Yuanqing a glass of water and looked at him with concern, "You speak slowly." ”

He looked dumbfounded, but he also listened with relish.

Zhang Yuanqing's back was slightly straight, looking a little cramped, as if it was the first time that so many people were watching.

He took the water, took a few sips with a gentle movement, and then said, "I used to be a spirit, who traveled between heaven and earth for hundreds of years, and fourteen years ago I got lost in the mountains and forests and became separated from my companions.

So he had to wander around in the woods, not daring to step into the outside world.

After only a year of wandering, no companions found me, so I gave up on myself and waited for death.

One day, a woman who had gone up the mountain to chop wood saw me, and not only did she not covet me, but she brought me food, and when she was later, she brought me home.

She has a five-year-old son who heard that her husband was in the barracks and didn't know when he would be back. And she was two months pregnant, and I looked at the orphan and widow, so I couldn't bear to stay and help them with their work, and eat a bite by the way.

I was relieved to see her happy in the midst of suffering, even if life was difficult, as long as she could smile at the thought of the child in her belly, I planned to wait for her to give birth to the child before leaving.

Until she was nine months pregnant, she could no longer walk upright, and every day was in pain.

But with a smile on her face, she said she was going to have a big fat boy. I couldn't laugh at this time, because I couldn't feel the life beating in there, it was a stillbirth. ”

Zhang Yuanqing's eyebrows deepened, "I remember very clearly, on the day she was about to give birth, a man who looked like a Taoist priest came to the house, he was wearing a black robe, and came in to ask for a bowl of water to drink.

Seeing the woman's big belly, she said, 'This is a stillbirth.' The woman cursed madly and told him to get out, and she almost ran out of breath.

However, it is so hard to accept just telling her the truth, and if she finds out that it is true after she is born, I can't imagine the consequences.

So I went to ask the Taoist priest, and he said that as long as I put all my essence into this stillborn fetus, the fetus would be able to come back to life.

I don't know if it's true or not, but I do know that if the essence is given to the fetus, it will be me who will die. ”

The spirit is condensed by the essence of all things in heaven and earth, and without the essence, it is equivalent to having no life. He hesitated and didn't agree.

But the Taoist priest said, "Don't worry that he will live, but live in another capacity." ”

"My choice, you should also know, I give up my spiritual identity, this is a way to change my life against the sky, I am destined to live no more than ten years old, but I think that in ten years his husband has already returned, and her eldest son has grown up, and he can always slowly accept the facts."

He paused, without any ups and downs in his eyes, as if it were a still lake, without a single ripple, making it impossible to see whether he had chosen to be happy or regretful.

"Later, I became the youngest son of the Zhang family, and because of this, the luck of the Zhang family was affected by me, and the essence of heaven and earth and the blessings I had accumulated over the past hundred years were all fed back to them in the past ten years, and my body was weakening day by day.

If I had withdrawn in time, I would still be a spirit that could roam freely in the sky, and I would have lived a thousand years.

But as long as I continue to be the youngest son of the Zhang family and live to the age of ten, I will be exhausted. But every time I saw a happy smile on the woman's face, I couldn't bear to destroy this perfect home. ”

His appearance made the family brighter, Zhang Yuanqing's father sat on the position of general, and his brother Zhang Yuanji also grew up smoothly and safely.

They have been carefully cared for since he was a child, and his spirit is born between heaven and earth, and he doesn't know what maternal love is, even if he is with his companions, it is just a group of people who huddle together to take care of each other.

It was the first time he had experienced this feeling, and even though he knew that it was paid for, he was still reluctant to let go.

"You are our family's little lucky star, your father became a big official as soon as you were born, our family can no longer eat and drink, and finally glorify our ancestors."

He was regarded as a lucky star for the whole family, his mother took care of him, his father also cared for him a lot, and even his brother never fought in the face of his father's partiality, and was more lenient and tolerant of him.

His father was a military general, and Zhang Yuanji also inherited his mantle and practiced martial arts every day, but if he did something wrong, he would be severely reprimanded.

However, he didn't need it, compared to being like their children, Zhang Yuanqing felt more like he was being offered, eating and drinking well and sleeping well every day, and living a carefree life.

There was no need to learn anything, and there was no need to do anything, and my father always said, "As long as you are good, we will all be fine." ”

Whenever he sees his father and mother keep the best food for himself, but his brother can only eat what he has leftover, and there is no complaint at all, he always feels a little guilty.

They treated him very well, but that "good" seemed to be separated by a veil, which always made him feel a little ethereal.

But after his body deteriorated day by day, the Zhang family was also shrouded in haze a little bit.

By the time he was seven years old, his body had become so weak that he could only stay in bed, coughing up blood overnight. It's like being sucked up by something, and only the flesh remains.

Even his stern and solemn father couldn't help but shed tears when he saw his half-dead appearance, "What would we do without you?" ”

The three meals a day have never stopped, but the body still does not improve. My father's career was also hit hard, he was relegated to the border, and his old illness also recurred.

The mother washed her face with tears every day, and the elder brother was ostracized in the martial arts, and returned home with a blue nose and swollen face every day.

When he saw his crying mother and sick and weak, he couldn't help but vent angrily at him: "It's all you who hurt you, if it weren't for you, how could my father be degraded to the kind of place where birds don't?" How could I be looked down upon! ”

"Don't say that, Yuan Qing......" His mother cried and pulled him away, however, Zhang Yuanji cried and shouted: "Where is he a lucky star, he is a broom star!" Let him eat and drink well every day, and his body is still like this, and he does not get better inexplicably. It was because of his father who was demoted, and now he has to drag his seriously ill body to the frontier, he caused me to be laughed at by others, and I was looked down upon and bullied by others......"

Zhang Yuanji vented all the unwillingness in his heart, "If it weren't for him, how could we be like this!" ”

The mother hugged Zhang Yuanji and cried together, but she didn't say anything.

At that moment, Zhang Yuanqing felt that he was redundant in this home.

He has at most three years to live.

But now, the number of bad luck is approaching, and there is no need to let bad luck spread throughout the house.

So he offered to go to retreat.

He ran far away, came to Lianyun City, and saw the magnificent and majestic sea, only to feel that life was so slim.