19. Kawashima Sumino began to regret it
"Rain Dragon...... Is it a surname, or a given name? It should be a name, right? β
"Name. I'm actually Chinese. β
"China?!"
Kawashima Chengno's eyes widened slightly, a little surprised, and then he calmed down again, and said with a light smile: "Then what should I call you, Yulong-kun?" I don't know much about Chinese names. β
"Just call it as you like, just call it, don't worry too much."
"You call it a dragon? Longjun? Dragons? Brother Long? Hey, which one do you like? β
ββ¦β¦ Dragons. β
Unexpectedly, Yahiko Akizuki chose a title that sounded like a child, because it made him feel embarrassed and nostalgic.
"Huh? Dragons? What a surprise! β
Kawashima Sumino subconsciously exclaimed, but immediately realized that he had lost his temper, and quickly apologized: "Yes, I'm sorry, I'm not saying that this title is too childish, I'm just just an accident." β
"It's fine." Yahiko Akizuki shook his head and smiled, "This title, you are the third to call." β
"Hmm...... Who are the first two? Kawashima Sumino was a little jealous, and his little face was puffed up.
"My mom, and my former fiancΓ©e, they're both dead."
Yahiko Akizuki said calmly, his tone steady as if he was telling someone else's business.
"I'm sorry to mention your sadness, I didn't mean to......"
"It's okay, it's been a long, long time, and I'm relieved."
ββ¦β¦β
After that, the two fell into a brief silence, and neither spoke again.
Yahiko Akizuki turned to the side, his head resting on his hands, staring at Kawashima Sumino lying beside him, his eyes were obscure, like a secluded well through the ages, and it was difficult to find a trace of emotional ups and downs.
Kawashima Sumino noticed his straight gaze and subconsciously lowered his head and buried his face in the pillow.
This move made Akizuki Yahiko's deep eyes fluctuate a little, but it was just a trace that dissipated in an instant.
When he confessed to Kawashima Sumino, he was mentally prepared to be avoided by her.
And rightfully so?
Kawashima Sumino doesn't like a guy like him who takes away others.
Moreover, he also took advantage of her feelings for the original owner to satisfy his desires, and only confessed when the wood was already in the boat.
Yahiko Akizuki wouldn't have felt guilty about this kind of thing, but there was no way, Kawashima Sumino was too sincere and flawless.
It was also this sincerity that awakened his slightest conscience.
Just when Yahiko Akizuki was mentally prepared that Kawashima Sumino would propose to leave at any time, Kawashima Sumino made a move that surprised him.
She shifted her body and lay down in Akizuki Yahiko's arms, her little head resting on his thick chest, and whispered:
"Long'er, you are a gentle person, I don't blame you for killing Yahiko-kun I know, and I won't hate you...... Obviously, I should blame you and hate you, but it has come to this point, blame you for hating you, Yahiko-kun will not come back, and we will usher in goodbye tomorrow. β
Since they're going to say goodbye tomorrow, don't quarrel until then, right? lest they leave regret and deepen their grief.
Kawashima Sugino's mind has always been very simple, she is just thinking about it simply, not to embarrass Long'er.
"I'm sorry."
At this moment, the only thing that Akizuki Yahiko can say is to apologize.
"Don't apologize, I really don't blame Long'er!"
"Hmm."
"Long'er, what kind of person were you before? Can you tell me about it? β
"My old days...... If you say it, you will feel sick, frightened, and disgusted. β
"How is that possible! Long Er is so gentle, he must have been a very good person in the past, making everyone around him happy! β
Kawashima Sumino didn't know that her encouragement, in the ears of Akizuki Yahiko, was so sarcastic that it pierced his heart.
"Cheng Nai, my past is the opposite of what you said, because my birth was not blessed by anyone, and I only brought misfortune ......"
Yahiko Akizuki spoke in a hoarse voice, and his tone was extremely depressed and embarrassed.
After that, he told Kawashima Sumino the story called Yuryu, from birth to death.
They lay in the bed, talked for a long, long time, and when they came back to their senses, the sky was already dark, and Kawashima Sumino didn't know when he got up, so he snuggled in his arms and fell asleep.
There were still a few undried tears in the corners of her eyes, and her eyes were red and swollen, obviously crying for a long, long time.
But even when she was asleep, her face was still covered with a lingering sadness and pity.
ββ¦β¦ Good night, Chengno. β
Akizuki Yahiko looked at the petite figure in her arms with soft eyes, touched her head gently, and then closed her eyes and fell asleep.
How long ago did you open your heart and tell others about the past, talking about your ugliness and kindness and integrity?
I can't remember.
He only remembered that the man also called him Long'er, and he killed that person with his own hands.
β¦β¦
Early the next morning.
When Kawashima Sumino opened her eyes, the unfamiliar pure white ceiling came into view, and at this time, she had not yet noticed anything abnormal.
It wasn't until she sat up from the bed, rubbed her eyes, felt a tingling pain, and suddenly woke up, that she subconsciously looked to the side.
There, there was no longer Akizuki Yahiko, and not even the faint residual temperature could be left, so it was conceivable that he had already left.
"Dragon's ......"
Kawashima Sumino instantly fell into a panic, she hurriedly rolled over and got out of bed, and before she had time to put on her clothes, she wanted to leave the bedroom and look for Yahiko Akizuki.
But as soon as she took a step, a sharp tearing pain came from her lower body, causing her to stagger and fall to the ground with a pop!
"Woo, Dragon's ......"
At that moment, the sourness of grievance suddenly flooded her heart, and tears appeared in her red and swollen eyes again.
She shouldn't have hated Yahiko Akizuki, but now she hated - hated him for suddenly disappearing from her side, and she didn't even say goodbye.
It made her feel like everything was a dream.
She also hopes that all this is a dream, so that Yahiko Akizuki still exists in this world, and she can meet him as long as she goes to school.
Whether it's the Akizuki Yahiko she sees, the dragon child, or the Yahiko-kun she knows, as long as she can see it, it's fine.
For her, both of these people are independent and special beings, living distinctly in her heart, and their status is equally important.
"Long'er, where are you! Why leave me! Didn't you say okay, you want me to stay with you all the time? β
"Woo...... Bastard, why did you take Yahiko-kun away from me, and you disappeared from me! β
"I really want to see you again, I don't want you to leave, I want you to stay with me all the time!"
ββ¦β¦ Even if you want to leave, at least say goodbye to me, and don't just disappear without a trace, bastard. β
The words that have been accumulated in the bottom of my heart and cannot be confided are vented when the psychological defense line bursts.
Kawashima Sumino began to regret why he didn't coquettish with Yahiko Akizuki last night and asked him not to do that so-called task, so he stayed with her.