At the same time, I also have an ability that they don't have, that is, the yin and yang beads in my body!

If I really chose Zheng Xiaoxia and joined the Zheng family, Huang Wenyi and Wu Hua would definitely support me, but I don't think so.

Does this count me as cheating on her? She thought that these things were in her hands and could convince me, but what she didn't know was that when the yin and yang beads were completely fused, they wouldn't be able to remember me at all.

What's the use of that? It's worthless, she is equivalent to losing her wife and losing her soldiers, why bother?

Of course, I want to take advantage of that relationship, and it does help now, and I don't need to be responsible.

What a difficult choice, just kidding......

Therefore, at this time, I already had a choice in my heart, I looked at Zheng Xiaoxia with a light smile, Zheng Xiaoxia looked at my smile, and her face changed, thinking that my inner thoughts had been shaken and I wanted to join the Zheng family.

However, my next answer will surprise Zheng Xiaoxia, and at the same time, Zheng Xiaoxia will be deeply disappointed, I know what the choice in my heart is.

Then I slowly said what was in my heart.

"Zheng Xiaoxia, I'm sorry, I still have to refuse your kindness, I know that joining the Zheng family is a lot of benefits for me personally, but this is not what I want, what I want is not only those benefits and benefits, there are many things that you and the Zheng family can't give me, if you say that you want to pull me in now, I really won't agree, if you come to ask me this question again in a few years, I may have other options, but at present, it seems that I have only one refusal option!"

I replied to Zheng Xiaoxia lightly, Zheng Xiaoxia originally had a smiling face, but suddenly her whole face turned green, and her face was even a little angry, but for me, my heart was a lot more relaxed.

I know what I want and what I don't want, I have to follow my inner thoughts, if I forget my roots and join the Zheng family now, and abandon Huang Wenyi and Wu Huaye, I will feel guilty for the whole team for the rest of my life.

I don't want this kind of feeling, I don't think about it at all, tell Zheng Xiaoxia the answer, I don't have any regrets, but I am happy and happy from the heart.

Zheng Xiaoxia's facial expression changed rapidly, and then she sighed helplessly, looking at me with a little resentment in her eyes, as if complaining about why I didn't join the Zheng family, but I think what I think in my heart, telling Zheng Xiaoxia and not telling Zheng Xiaoxia are still the same.

"It seems that you already have the answer in your heart, then it won't be useful for me to ask you again, alas, it's come to this, it seems that I have failed again, because we attach so much importance to you, nineteen you really disappointed me, if you can join the Zheng family, for you you have everything, do you still need it like now?"

Zheng Xiaoxia said helplessly, but I kept shaking my head, for me, what I think is not important, I have already rejected Zheng Xiaoxia, and I also rejected the Zheng family, such a huge family wants to invite me to join.

That made me see the shining point in my body, I can't just waste it in vain, I want to tap my own potential, look for the shining point in me, what do they think, will value me so much.

I have to find out all this on my own, and I believe that in the near future, I will be able to know why they value me so much.

Perhaps, by then, my ability will be upgraded to another level, after all, everyone will grow, and I am just getting started, and there is still a lot of room and room for improvement.

It's just that the time is relatively short now, and after a long time, I will find out little by little, and by then my understanding of myself will be more complete.

"No way, we think differently from each other, if you want to say this, it's a pity that I still let you down, because that's what I think, you can't change other people's minds, and what you rely on behind you is a towering tree, but this big tree is dispensable for me!"

I said unhurriedly, and extinguished the last bit of fire in Zheng Xiaoxia's heart with a basin of cold water, making her completely disappointed in my whole person, which is also good news for me.

has been targeted by a huge family, and I don't know when, I may be killed by such a huge family.

Therefore, in the next time, I should pay more attention to myself and pay attention to the surroundings, we must not go wrong in our search for the ruins of Longzhaoguo this time, and when we find the ruins of Longzhaoguo, we will leave from the ruins of Longzhaoguo.

I will find a way to persuade Huang Wenyi and Wu Huaye not to cooperate with Zheng Xiaoxia and the Zheng family anymore, this kind of cooperation is tantamount to seeking skin with the tiger, and our pressure is too great.

It's just that what we are in contact with now is the surface of a huge family like the Zheng family, if we come into contact with a deeper situation, we will be like a deep quagmire, and we can't leave the quagmire for a single step, but we will fall deeper and deeper.

"Okay, if you don't have anything else to say, then I suggest you leave, because there is nothing more to say between us, and the rest of the things will wait to find the ruins of Long Zhaoguo, rest assured that we will not be cheating and slippery in this matter of finding the ruins of Long Zhaoguo, our every move is in your sight, if you can't find the ruins of Long Zhaoguo, then you can't blame us!"

With a wave of my hand, I had already given the eviction order, Zheng Xiaoxia glanced at me helplessly, and then shook her head.

"I know you won't hide it, but this time the ruins of Long Zhaoguo are important to me, you know, you must not have any differences, otherwise there will not be a good ending between you and me, and at the same time, you also have to tell Huang Wenyi and them, so that they can have points in their hearts, remember what I said to you tonight, don't tell others, but it doesn't hurt to tell, you have already aroused the interest of our Zheng family!"

Speaking of this, Zheng Xiaoxia smiled and didn't continue, but stood up and left the room.

When I heard the door of my room shut, I had an indescribable feeling in my heart, I didn't know whether I was happy or sad, and I suddenly wanted to smoke a cigarette to relieve my restless heart.