9. Disappear and stay together
I typed, the contract has been signed for my mother, and I quickly transferred to my apartment, and I don't have much to bring, clothes for training, daily sweatshirts and shorts, toiletries, etc., well, it's quite a lot.
After taking a shower and drying his head, Kazusaimori habitually sat down at the desk again, staring blankly at the neatly arranged books on the bookcase.
"Haven't you found it yet?" ,It's no longer a childish young girl's voice.,It's exactly the same voice as the current Kazamatari Mori.。
"How do you... Isn't it gone? Kazai Mori choked for a long time without saying a word.
"When did I say it, I just got to the point." , Mature Edition (?) Ah Piao is different from the previous tone, a little more banter.
“… Oh. Feng Saisen didn't know what to answer, so he could only respond.
"So I said, haven't you found out yet?" The banter disappeared, and as she asked, the voice seemed to be accompanied by some kind of power, and the mottled memories in Kazamori's mind began to wash away, and the scene from 11 years ago was recreated.
As time passed, a suppressed roar continued to come out of Kazamori's mouth, his eyes closed in agony, and the intense stress response caused tears to flow.
Chaos and disintegration, Kazatsumori's sanity was disintegrated by the ice, and the dream of careful maintenance was shattered, until a cold touch touched his brain, and the hysterical pain gradually disappeared.
"Understood, everything is just a marquee for each of us to die, after all, as a person, the first memory to have, subconsciously will think that it is their own." , The girl's voice when she said this was at the intersection of maturity and youth, as if her current self was talking to herself with her young self.
"We're all taking responsibility for each other, it's just that I failed, and you succeeded." After a pause, the young voice disappeared, leaving only maturity.
"It's painful, I've been watching you for the past 11 years, watching you close yourself step by step, pretending to be nothing, even if you have my memory, you can't ignore everything."
We struggled and indulged.
"You're a fool, a fool who longs for happiness more than anyone else."
"But, that's the biggest motivation to keep you alive, isn't it?"
"Use the memories I gave you to gain something, you deserve it, just think of it as my reward for observing you silently for 11 years, and now, I'm really leaving." Please be happy, after all, I want you to be happy more than anyone else when I see you like that.
The invisible soul was shaking with overclocking, and the tiny gravity of 0.7 carats that belonged to the Kazesaimori pounded into the tearful heart of the Kazemori in front of the desk.
As her words fell, the cold feeling disappeared, and she seemed to be really gone.
More and more miscellaneous memories appeared in Kazamatarimori's mind, which belonged to her, and even more so to "Kazamatarimori". The brain is swollen, but it is not painful, the rift in the heart is being repaired, it is being repaired by the wind priest, and the missing piece of the puzzle in the heart is just fitted into it.
For a long time, the sense of alienation that I had been identifying as being outside the world just disappeared.
The wind blows through the forest, and the trunks of the trees that are deeply rooted at the bottom are unmoved, and the tender green branches and leaves are swaying in the wind, multiplying, and stretching outward.
“…… I hope you can be happy too. Kazamori was silent for a long time, and finally sighed lightly and said this.
I will, I will find my own reason to live. And it will be happier.
The dream of careful maintenance was shattered, and the fragments turned into spring rain, and one drop or two fell quietly in Kazai Saimori's mind, and this feeling was like a childhood mother gently holding herself in her arms and shaking, humming a lullaby in her mouth, warm and hee.
A little sleepy, Kazusaimori got into the bed, closed her eyes and fell asleep, in the world she couldn't see, maybe there was really such a person, who was looking at her gently.
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As soon as the alarm clock rang at seven o'clock, Kazumori's muscle memory went up, and he unexpectedly didn't want to entangle with the bed, and sat up with his hair messy, thinking about everything that happened last night, washing, dressing, and going out for a run.
After taking a shower and setting everything in the house, I thought hard for a long time and finally brought a guitar.
Two suitcases, a backpack, and a guitar stopped a taxi downstairs and headed for the hotel where accommodation was temporarily provided.
It's a month-long training session. Kaza Mori sighed in his heart, he hadn't lived with someone for a long time, and he didn't know if there would be any problems, thinking of this, he sighed again.
It's here. So fast... After taking out the luggage from the trunk, I said goodbye to the driver like a driver, and looked up to find that there were also many girls rushing to the hotel with large bags.
After stepping into the hotel, Ikuta's eyes lit up, and she looked at the familiar sweatshirt and shorts, and hit them directly into someone's arms.
"Komori! \(^▽^)/! ”
"Long time no see!" ,Genki beautiful girl,I like it!
Kazumori's hand unconsciously touched her head again, and it still felt so good, fluffy.
Several girls who knew each other in the selection also came to her as a axis, and Ikuta Erika in front of her didn't want to come out of her arms, so she explained to her, and let go for a while, and waited for herself to put the backpack and luggage, and hugged it in again, isn't it just that underage beautiful girls love to be spoiled, understand!
Mai Shiraishi came up and saw this scene, she already recognized her life, her face was stinky, and the iceberg breath was even more violent, but she still adjusted her mentality and said hello to the wind sacrifice forest gently.
Kazesai Mori glanced at the person in his arms helplessly, and responded with a smile like Mai Shiraishi, the person in his arms seemed to have hugged enough, and took the initiative to withdraw from his arms, but his hands pressed the hand that Kazamori put on her head, as long as Kazamori wanted to pull his hand away, she would look at Kazamori with resentful eyes.
Kazumori was a little amused in his heart, his hands were twitched and rubbed, and he deliberately didn't look at her eyes, Ikuta Erika was the same as a face-changing master, the expression on his face was quite rich, and he was still a child. ^^
Mai Shiraishi (angry), I want to touch my head, and I want to hug me too! Why only touch her! Suddenly, as if there were two resentful glances, Kazamori was a little confused, and as several scholars came in with the form, Kazamori's funny actions also stopped, and his eyes were attracted.
A short-haired girl pursed her lips, but finally didn't step forward to greet Kazamori.
"Now I want to issue a key card for the room, it is a room for two people, please read the name together later, come to me to get the key card, and it is also convenient for everyone to meet the roommates for the next month."
"Mai Shiraishi, Nagajima Sainte"
White linen, sink! Don't do this kind of thing! Mai Shiraishi roared in her heart, I really want to live with Komori, I really want to live with Komori, this sentence echoed many times in my heart, and the already resentful eyes became even more resentful.
Feng Sai Mori was stared at strangely, his hand left the head of the pear flower, touched Mai Shiraishi, and whispered to her, let's go, the mood of the girl in front of me, I felt that it had changed all of a sudden.
Kazamatarimori: ?
"Nanami Hashimoto, Mai Fukagawa"
……
"Ikuta Erika Blossom, Nakamoto Day Bud Fragrance"
Ikuta Erika felt that there was a small flower on her head, and now it had withered, and the hair that had been shunned just now seemed to be about to explode, and she looked at Kazumori with some tears in her eyes.
Kazamatarimori: ?
What's wrong with the world? Feng Saisen was even more confused, and took the initiative to hug Ikuta Erika, and smoothed her hair, and the mood of this flower instantly improved...? Touching the head and adding favor? Is this a love game?
"Komori! Be sure to come and play with me! I'll definitely go to you, too! ”
Looking at the back of Ikuta Erika jumping away, Kazatsumori didn't know why, and the sight of the two resentful eyes disappeared, but one turned into joy.
"Nishino Nanase, Kazematsu Mori"
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She is closed by jealous and discriminatory words, has a pair of parents who are not good at expressing words, and love is also misexpressed, only material, not spiritual.
She ended her life in the chaos of the world, and unexpectedly, observing a girl of the same name for 11 years, her body and broken heart were stitched together, leaving her everything that belonged to her
Happiness, everyone is in pursuit of happiness.
You are gone, on the earth called hell, to pursue your own happiness.