18 May

Anyway, it's hard to ride a tiger now, and I'm tired, so I can only persevere.

When I got home, I gritted my teeth and did all the work I had to do, and I didn't get up the next day. In fact, there are a lot of weeds in the vegetable furrow in the yard, but I really can't get up today. Looking at the marks I drew on the wall, I have been here for almost a hundred days, three months, and I have been working almost every day.

After returning to the cage and awakening, I felt comfortable. I thought it was good, I had a day off today, but I watched the weeds in the vegetable furrow resign themselves to work.

As soon as I squatted down, I felt a pain in my stomach.

Chen Miao stood up and suddenly remembered that he had never had a period since he came here. I don't know if this girl has had a period before. Although I am fifteen years old, I can also develop my breasts, but I don't know anything else.

I took a big hoe to weed, and I was doing it, and suddenly my face was not good-looking. It can't be pregnant, right?

Chen Miao stopped what he was doing and stood in the courtyard, although it was only once, but it was possible.

It's already so hard to be alone, if you have any more children? The wheat was able to make do with it, and at that time it was more than five months. But by the time the corn was harvested, it had been almost seven months, and everything was very dangerous. I hate that Shen Jianfeng to death, how will I live this life if I really have a child?

But another voice in my heart said that it was a gift from heaven to have children of my own. It's so lonely to be alone.

In the previous life, after the age of fifteen, he was left with himself. has been working hard for life, thinking about waiting until he is thirty years old to find a down-to-earth man to live. Who would have thought that he would come here without waiting for himself to find a man to live.

I have a man in this life, but I don't know if there will be any future, if I really have my own children, there will not be only livestock in such an empty yard. There are also people who accompany them to live later in life.

Chen Miao smiled and continued to work. If you have children, it's not that you can't support yourself, and it's easier to be alone without children, whatever you want.

Although I really want to. But when I work, I pay more attention.

After the vegetable furrow was cleaned up, the chicken coop was fenced with the branches cut back, and a simple chicken coop was built. Even if it rains in the future, it's fine.

Because there is a possibility of pregnancy, Chen Miao eats more. There are a lot of maternal and baby products in the warehouse, of course, folic acid, DHA, whether you are pregnant or not, it is not wrong to eat.

After that, I had to drink milk every day, because I wanted to be in good health and take care of my children in the future.

Those vacuum-packed foods such as ham sausages are eaten as little as possible. Luckily, there were dozens of baskets of eggs. There are still a lot of chicken, duck, fish, meat and seafood in the cold storage, and there is no problem at all if you want to live a good life.

Chen Jiang came over, "Third sister, have you finished all the work at home?" ”

"yes, it's all done. The mountain is also cleaned up, but what about the family? ”

"It's all done. Dad asked me to follow me to get rid of the soil embryo, and I was too lazy to go to you to take a look. ”

"Big brother, they're going to build a house?"

"Well, the eldest brother is in the north of the village, the second brother and the third brother are in the south of the village, but the two families are also quite far away."

"Are you eating here?"

"No, you don't have much food, I'm going to work, or I'll be angry at night."

Chen Miao knew that it must be the sisters-in-law's broken mouths. After Chen Jiang left, he lay down early and went to bed after cleaning up.

It may be that I think about it day and dream at night, and I dream of a child at night, and I can't see the face clearly, but I just think it's cute.

I woke up the next morning with my eyes open and staring at the roof, my hands on my lower abdomen.

It feels a little bulge. This body is thin, and it is easy to feel the abnormality of the lower abdomen. It's really pregnant.

Chen Miao is now thinking about how to live in the future. This year's autumn harvest should be completed. If it doesn't work, do it slowly, and if it doesn't work, spend money to hire someone to do it.

But what about money? Where does the money come from? It's all a thing.

The hand kept rubbing the lower abdomen, no matter what, the arrival of the child was their fate, and they would not be alone in the future.

Thinking of this, Chen Miao got up, and there was still a lot of work, putting the chickens into the chicken coop, going outside to pull some wild vegetables, chopping them and mixing them with cornmeal. In the future, it will be your own nutrition, so you must be careful.

The little donkey was also fed, and then he ate himself. Today I have to go to the field and check the weeds in the cornfield.

I know that when the corn seedlings reach the knees, you can open the green, which can reduce the fall of corn stalks, and of course, there is almost no need to weed.

However, before the green, we had to weed.

There are people working in the fields of every house, and the country people are industrious.

Another layer of grass has grown in the ground, and we have to continue to dry.

I knew I was pregnant, so I called it a day at eleven o'clock and went home.

The weather in May is really comfortable. She slept for more than an hour and woke up with nourishment. A bag of milk, an egg.

Although she was never pregnant, she often accompanied her to the hospital when her sister was pregnant, and the doctor told her not to eat too much and to be nutritious. However, the child should not be raised too big, otherwise he will suffer when he gives birth. I went out and happened to run into the next door.

"Auntie, are you going to the ground?"

"Don't go, Xiaofeng's family, you don't know about your mother's family?"

Chen Miao shook his head, "I don't know, I removed the grass in the morning." ”

"Your sister-in-law and your mother did it, and your father beat your eldest brother and blasted it out."

Chen Miao was stunned for a moment, thought about it, and didn't look at it.

"Auntie, I've removed the weed."

"It's good that you don't go."

"My mother won't suffer."

"Yes, I'll take a look."

Chen Miao carried the hoe to the ground, and at his own speed, it is estimated that he can finish hoeing in five days.

I didn't go home until dark, I packed up, and I locked the door and went back.

In fact, I know the approximate location of the house, but I can't find it, and I saw Chen Jiang come out.

"Third sister?"

"Hmm."

"Why did you come out so late?" In the past, the third sister didn't dare to go out when it was dark.

"I heard that there was an awkward disturbance at home, so I came over to take a look."

"I was going to find you."

Chen Miao followed Chen Jiang into the courtyard, and it was quiet inside. When he entered the house, it was smoky, and Chen Dongsheng sat on the kang and smoked.

Chen Miao didn't speak before. When I came in, I called my father.

"It's okay, let Chen Jiang send you back."

Chen Miao couldn't wait to leave quickly, she was pregnant, it was all the smell of smoke, and she was afraid that it would not be good for the child.

"Daddy, I'm going back."

The two sisters and brothers walked back, "Third sister, the eldest brother's family was kicked out, and the eldest brother was not given a copper plate, but the eldest brother was asked to give five yuan, and it will not matter in the future, and the father-son relationship will be severed." ”