"Become an immortal?"

These two words in blood have been very scribbled and frenzied, which shows that this person's spirit was quite unstable when he wrote this sentence.

Even though Li Heng's spirit was already very strong and stable, he was still shocked by the obsession that came out of this text.

He really couldn't understand that in this era, there are really people who are so obsessed with such a thing as becoming an immortal?

In this era of technological prosperity and mysterious fading, no matter how much it is, no matter how stupid and superstitious people are, they should not be so stupid as to think that immortals really exist, right?

What's more, just looking at these leftovers, this person will never be stupid, on the contrary, he is extremely wise.

But perhaps it was this wisdom that made him unable to extricate himself, and it seemed that he had spent his whole life studying it.

The way to immortality!

These large numbers of codexes, notes, and paper manuscripts are records of different time periods and different progresses.

There are so many of them that even if Li Heng mobilizes all his mental power and uses "quantum reading", he can't read them in a short time.

And looking at these things, Li Heng even had a familiar sense of resonance in his heart.

It's like I've been recording and researching my own experiences in my hometown!

It's just that the direction of this person's research is not quite the same as his own, he is completely delving into the wisdom of traditional Chinese medicine, Dan Dao, Yi Li and Zen Buddhism, and does not involve modern scientific knowledge.

And the time span of his research and recording is far greater than his own.

These records most likely span decades and cover most of his life.

This is a person who is very similar to himself.

Li Heng constantly studied all kinds of knowledge, and studied his own human body avenue in order to chase the extraordinary, and this person was erudite, ancient and modern, and the Buddha asked, and studied astronomy, easy reasoning, and mathematics, and Danfang was to become an immortal!

However, the difference between the two is that he did not become holy.

This is obvious, although this person has studied and practiced for many years, and has a deep attainment in Taoism, Buddhism, medicine, Yixue and other theories, he is still a mortal body after all, and he is not supernatural.

Like the great scientists, they have a deep understanding of the laws of nature in their respective fields, far more than ordinary people, but this knowledge does not help them to reshape themselves.

Knowledge brings power, but knowledge does not equal power.

And this is obviously deeply troubled, no matter how profound his knowledge is, no matter how thorough his understanding is, it is impossible for him to cultivate into an immortal in this mortal world!

In this regard, the change in his temperament is almost very clearly reflected in these manuscript notes.

In addition to a large number of scholarly annotations, he also left many of his own thoughts, and the change in his mentality can be clearly seen between the lines.

From the beginning of his curiosity and inquiry, to years of dedicated study, to the various questions that constantly appeared in the annotations in the later period, it all means that he has fallen into self-doubt.

"What day Dancheng? What day Dancheng? ”

"Qi, what is it? Is the 'Qi' I understand really the so-called Jingqi? ”

"The primordial god is an external object of heaven and law, from the virtual to the real, how can it be done? How can it be done? ”

"Bodhi has no tree, the mirror is not a platform, there is nothing originally, where is the dust...... If my mind is free of external objects, I will have no motivation to seek the Tao, and if my heart is stained with dust, I will be ignorant of the spiritual platform."

So far, I have only questioned the Zen Taoism I have studied, and reflected on my own differences.

But as Li Heng continued to flip, as his practice continued.

"Am I wrong again? Am I wrong again? ”

"If the spiritual root is not revealed, the true nature is unknown, how can mortals peek into the mystery of the sky?"

"Dan is not successful, it is not done!"

"Another year...... Thirty years...... Thirty Years ......"

"Ahh

You can even see between the lines a mumbling delusional madness.

Later, these changes showed that his psychological state had contradicted the Taoist Zen principles he had studied, and he was completely unable to be calm and calm, and his emotions and thoughts were completely dominated by this obsession of becoming an immortal.

But Li Heng can also understand to a certain extent that this pedantic and talented seeker has come with purpose and desire from the beginning.

In the beginning, he also had a calm mind, his mind was peaceful, and his mind had no external objects just to seek the Tao, otherwise it would never have been possible to study and seek for thirty years, just like an ascetic who did not seek any fame, fortune and wealth, and even finally moved to this kind of deep mountain cave where no one was left to meditate.

With this perseverance and sincerity, it can be said that the vast majority of the so-called humanist monks in Buddhism in the world today are inferior to the slightest.

However, time does not wait for mortals, thirty years have passed, even if he has learned the wisdom of ancient and modern times, the mortal body is still a mortal body after all.

"There is a true spiritual law in the world, but there is no legal person"

In a text that was discarded in the corner, Li Heng found such a sentence, the handwriting of this sentence was loose and weak, and there was no spirit at all, you can imagine how pessimistic and powerless the author was at that time.

In just one sentence, Li Heng saw the desperation of a modern immortal seeker.

However, from the words he wrote, it can still be seen that he firmly believes that there is a real spiritual platform in this world, and there is a so-called "true spiritual law", but there are no human beings who can accept this law.

Li Heng pondered this sentence and thought in his heart:

"In other words, there really is a transcendent existence in the world, but this transcendent cannot be obtained by human beings?"

Li Heng couldn't help but "look" at the panel in his mind, and there were still a few simple words, marking his few simple attributes and extraordinary abilities.

This sentence has to be associated with the [Mortal Sanctification] that he has.

Could this be the so-called "True Spiritual Method"?

Am I the only human being who can accept this law?

However, he has neither studied nor understood the truth, nor has he practiced penance for half his life, so how can he accept this "true spiritual law"?

Li Heng immediately shook his head and stopped his thoughts.

"You can't get caught up in this spiral of thinking, everything here is just the person's conjecture and speculation, and you can't deduce thinking about it as an established truth."

"A modern practitioner, a persistent immortal seeker, his thoughts and gains can be referred to but cannot be used in their entirety, and they cannot be believed or disbelieved."

His mind remained calm and calm, taking the astonishing findings at ease.

"That's ...... so"

With the follow-up reading notes, Li Heng could already determine that the headless corpse buried at the foot of the mountain was the owner here, the immortal seeker who wrote these things.

There is no other reason, and time waits for no one.

Thirty years have passed, and his life has reached the twilight of his life, but the immortal path is slim, and the possibility of him becoming an immortal has not appeared at all.

He had already studied and tried all the techniques of the righteous path.

The only thing left is the Qimen bias method that does not enter the normal stream.

Looking at his records, there are also mentions such as blood collection, soul hooking, life sacrifices, and human pills...... and other bloody and terrifying methods, but all of them were abandoned by him.

After all, he has been practicing for half a lifetime, and he can't accept these life-threatening techniques in his heart.

In the end, he chose this little-known [Tree Immortal Method], which originated from a book written by someone and written by an unknown dynasty.