One night, in a short period of time, the simple Du Juan experienced two men confessing their love to herself, Lin Bin was subtle and calm, and Bai Yang was direct and enthusiastic. Du Juan didn't know what to do for a while, she covered her head in the quilt, but her eyes were wide open, her body was hot, and her brain was empty. She wanted to think calmly, but for a moment she couldn't think of a clue, her mind was chaotic and empty, and she tried to calm herself down.

She had no experience with men, especially in such close contact with men, their dance team was divided into two teams, male and female, and she also had the opportunity to work with male dance team members, at that time, their physical contact was close, and they had to do all kinds of movements together.

The first time she experienced a man's body was not long after she joined the army, she was still a student of the dance team, watching the performance of the veterans of the dance team. played "The White-Haired Girl", when "Da Chun" came on the stage, he only wore a body pants, and his lower body was naturally exposed. She sat in the front row and clearly saw Da Chun's lower body, and that night, the part of her mind that was always "Da Chun" was presented. She kept saying in her heart that men were like this.

When she saw the actor who played "Da Chun" the next day, she couldn't help but blush. It took a long time for her to lose this feeling.

Later, I had the experience of rehearsing dances with male actors, and physical contact was naturally indispensable. At first, she was always shy, and when she did the action, she deliberately kept her distance from the actor. Their dance captain is a person from the past, so he naturally knows the psychology of their group of little girls well. The captain said, "The body of a dancer is language, there is no man or woman." ”

The captain said so, every time she rehearsed with the actor, she silently recited the captain's words, but it still didn't work. As a result, an action will be repeated more than a dozen times, sometimes hundreds of times, before it finally passes. Day after day, she gradually lost that feeling, and the actor in her eyes was just a dance symbol, or even a piece of wood. After a few years, when she watched the actor again, her heart was as calm as water. That's what professionalism is. Later, the captain commented on these actors.

What she didn't expect was that Lin Bin and Bai Yang activated her body at once, they were not actors, but two living men. In the face of men, Du Juan couldn't help but be excited and couldn't help but lose sleep.

Calming down, Du Juan asked herself over and over again: Which man do I like?

Du Juan couldn't sleep anyway, she had no idea, and then she remembered Damei. Da Mei is simply a person from the past in her eyes, although they are almost the same age, everything, including meeting with two men this time, is Da Mei's idea, and now there is a new problem, she wants to consult Da Mei. Thinking of this, she jumped out of bed and turned the light on at once.

Da Mei was already asleep, her two white arms, and half of her fleshy shoulders were exposed outside the quilt, Da Mei looked very satisfied and happy. Du Juan suddenly found that Da Mei was fat again. Da Mei was stimulated by the sudden light and rubbed her eyes.

Da Mei said, "What are you doing, your head is in water?" ”

This sentence was a popular colloquial phrase at the time, and most young people would say it.

Du Juan sat back on her bed, covered her lower body with the quilt and said, "Damei, I can't sleep." ”

That's when Da Mei opened her eyes.

Da Mei said, "What's the matter? Did you let two men do it? ”

Du Juan could only nod.

Da Mei said, "What did both of you say to you?" ”

Du Juan cut corners and told Da Mei about the general situation of the two men.

Da Mei said: "Where is this, it's early." ”

Du Juan said: "Then I can't have two boyfriends at the same time, I have to choose one." ”

Da Mei said: "What did you choose, who of the two said to marry you?" ”

Du Juan shook her head.

Da Mei said: "Du Juan, don't be stupid, when you encounter this kind of thing, men know that they have to pick one, so we are not allowed to pick one?" Didn't I tell you, these two men have their own characteristics and strengths, it depends on who can give you happiness in the end, and you will marry whoever gives you happiness. ”

Du Juan still said uncertainly: "Then what should I do now?" ”

Da Mei said: "What should you do, you can do whatever man asks you out, you go to see it." ”

Du Juan said, "What if they ask me out at the same time? ”

Da Mei said: "Then you choose one to meet." ”

Du Juan listened to Da Mei's words, but she was still embarrassed, she didn't know what the consequences would be if she continued like this. Who will make her happy? Happiness at this time is like the moon in the water and the flowers in the fog for the simple Du Juan, which cannot be seen or touched.

Da Mei's words still had an important impact on Du Juan.

At noon in the cafeteria, Du Juan saw Bai Yang. At that time, Du Juan was sitting at the table eating, Bai Yang was holding the rice bowl and looking for something with his eyes, at that moment, Du Juan hoped that Bai Yang would come over, but he didn't want him to come over. As soon as she saw Bai Yang, she thought of what happened last night, he was so quick that he hugged himself in his arms in three clicks. At this time, her heart was also conflicted, on the one hand, she hoped that Bai Yang would be so bold, and at the same time, she hoped that Bai Yang would stay away from herself and talk to herself like Lin Bin.

Du Juan was thinking about it when Bai Yang walked up to her side and sat down on an empty seat.

He looked at her, then at her, and then said, "Don't go anywhere at night, I'll go to the dormitory to find you." ”

His words seemed to be an order, but she didn't hear it at all, and blushed and said, "Maybe it's a rehearsal in the evening." ”

Bai Yang said: "I asked your captain, your dance team studied politics in the afternoon, and there was no arrangement in the evening. ”

After Bai Yang said this, he went to the captain's table to eat with a bowl, what they said with a smile, she didn't hear a word, and Bai Yang's words echoed in her ears: You wait for me in the dormitory at night......

Da Mei in the same dormitory, did not eat dinner in the cafeteria, was taken to the house by Counselor Wang to improve her life, Du Juan knew that when Da Mei came back, the dormitory would be full of the smell of chicken, duck and fish. Seeing Da Mei like this, she was a little envious and felt very lonely.

After dinner, Du Juan had just returned to the dormitory when she heard a knock on the door. She thought, it must be Bai Yang who is here. Sure enough, Bai Yang walked in, Bai Yang was not wearing a military uniform, only wearing military pants and a white shirt, looking refreshed.

The lights in the dormitory are on, the rectifier is humming, and the female companion in the dormitory next door is secretly listening to Teresa Teng's song "Night Shanghai". Bai Yang was not as Du Juan feared, in short, Bai Yang had been looking very civilized that night. He sat in a chair, and she sat on the edge of her bed. That night, almost all Bai Yang was talking alone, saying how he was homesick after he was sent to the army by his father at the age of sixteen, and secretly ran back, and his father knocked him on the leg with a stick and sent him back to the army. Later, he was promoted to work, became a platoon commander, and when the troops were training, he lived in the villagers' homes, the north and south of the Kang, and the villagers lived in the south kang, and men and women lived together. He also said that when he was training, he was greedy and exchanged military cotton shoes for eggs with his fellow countrymen......

Bai Yang said very interestingly, and Du Juan listened to it very freshly, and she covered her mouth with her hand from time to time and laughed for a while. Bai Yang didn't smile, he was serious, and he looked bitter and hateful. Gradually, she had the image of Bai Yang in front of her eyes, a mischievous and cynical military image. Before I knew it, it was almost time to turn off the lights again, and Da Mei hadn't come back yet. Bai Yang got up and said goodbye, at this time, Du Juan didn't know why she was a little lost, why she was lost, she couldn't say it clearly. When Bai Yang walked to the door, he turned around again, he stretched out his hand and patted her face, she didn't hide, and there was no need to hide, but her eyes moved from Bai Yang's face to the ground.

He turned around and said, "I'll look for you again in the future." ”

When the lights out horn sounded, Da Mei came back, and then said with a smile: "It's Bai Yang who is here, right?" ”

Du Juan asked with some surprise, "How do you know?" ”

Da Mei said, "I'll smell it." ”

Every time Counselor Wang came to the dormitory, she couldn't smell it, she could only feel Counselor Wang's presence through the changes on the big plum bed.

While lying on the bed, she smelled the smell of chicken, duck and fish. Her stomach rattled, and she wanted to have a home.