At the time of "Eleven", Du Juan and Bai Yang got married as promised.

In the first month, Bai Yang could always return home with Du Juan when he got off work, and then cook together, chicken, duck, fish, and meat were naturally indispensable. In those days, Du Juan was dizzy and immersed in a kind of happiness.

A month after the wedding, Bai Yang seemed to have changed first, when he got off work, sometimes he couldn't come back on time, and sometimes after he came back, after eating, he said to Du Juan with a pair of chess: "I'm going to the bachelor building." ”

The days passed in pimples, and inadvertently Du Juan became pregnant. Bai Yang and she have always been very careful, they didn't want to have a child so early, but the child still came.

Du Juan gave birth to the child, a girl. The days are busy all of a sudden, the child is crying day and night, Bai Yang seems to have lost a lot of weight for the child, he no longer goes out early and returns late, although he sighs every day, but he also knows that he is guarding this home. Du Juan thought again, this is not bad. But as the child grew up and had a mother with him, Bai Yang became free again.

Bai Yang became obsessed with dancing again, and when he went to work during the day, he changed into casual clothes and danced at night, and it was naturally late when he came back. Du Juan started to get angry again, and made a few noises, but she couldn't stop Bai Yang from dancing. Du Juan could only be silently angry at home alone with her daughter.

Once, her daughter had a high fever in the middle of the night, and Bai Yang had not come home from dancing, so Du Juan had to go to the hospital with the child in her arms.

From then on, the two began to quarrel again. Du Juan now really regrets marrying someone like Bai Yang.

Once the two quarreled over Bai Yang's refusal to go home, Bai Yang pointed at Du Juan and said, "Look at you now, you are simply a housewife." ”

Du Juan said: "What's wrong with housewives, of course I'm not as good as those little girls." ”

Having said that, Du Juan was still surprised by her changes, she had never danced since she was pregnant, and her figure was naturally not what it used to be. She is no different from other women now, with a loose stomach and sagging breasts. Sometimes, when she saw the eighteen- and nineteen-year-old girls in the group walking in front of her eyes, she would be jealous to death.

Bai Yang now secretly took these little girls to dance all night, and the army had a rule that soldiers could not go to the local dance hall to dance. But Bai Yang and they can always take advantage of loopholes and go out secretly. Bai Yang's dance partners are naturally those little girls who are like flowers.

Bai Yang came back in the middle of the night, and Du Juan looked at Bai Yang angrily. Bai Yang said: "Don't look at me like that, I'm not a criminal, isn't it just a dance, what's the big deal, if you are unbalanced, you will go tomorrow." ”

Du Juan naturally didn't have the heart to go, when she was alone, she thought about what happened when she was unmarried, when she was in the prime of her youth, she could feel her presence in the eyes of men. She was proud then, and naturally happy in her heart, but now? She thought of Da Mei again. Damei's Father-in-law and Minister Wang have retired. Soon after his father-in-law retired, the regiment decided to let Damei change jobs. Da Mei has been so idle in the group for several years. Da Mei has no specialty, can only dance, now the body is fat, dance can not be done, Da Mei had to go to the Youth Cultural Palace, that is also a frightening unit, only in the winter and summer vacations, there are children to the Cultural Palace to study.

After changing jobs, Damei's body is getting fatter and fatter, and it is said that her lover Wang has a house, but the house is far away from the city, and it is inconvenient to commute to work, so she has not been able to live. Every time Du Juan sees Da Mei, Da Mei is constantly eating snacks, when they used to dance, what they were most afraid of was eating snacks, and Da Mei seemed to want to make up for the snacks she had eaten less before. She sighed to Du Juan while eating: "What is the career prospect, I can see through it now, and I can live this life as comfortable as I want." Then she "giggled" at Du Juan like a street woman.

Du Juan seems to see her future from Da Mei, she can't dance now, and she is leading students like Da Mei before. Maybe one day, the leader of the regiment will talk to her and tell her that it is time to change jobs, and then she will also go to the Children's Palace to report to the unit. Is this her life? This is what Da Mei once said, and it is also the happiness she thinks about day and night?

She felt a little uneasy.