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Chen Miao smiled and nodded, "Okay, I'm not over there, Mr. Xiao and Luo Bingyuan are the same." ”
"Understood."
Xiao Tongran has already calculated the amount of money here, and the gold directly given here. He carried a money bag, followed by two young men, carrying a lot of things.
"This is food and cloth for you. Don't grieve yourself. ”
"How could I have wronged myself? Don't worry, take all the food back to Miao. ”
"There's everything at home." Xiao Tongran said and gave the money bag to Chen Miao, and he stretched out his hand towards Shen Jianfeng.
The little girl didn't want to be hugged by Xiao Tongran, so Chen Miao took out a piece of candy and put it in the little girl's mouth. Then a packet of sugar was given to Xiao Tongran. took the little girl and put it in his arms.
"Miao, mom will pick you up in a while. You follow Uncle Sugar. The little girl nodded with a smile.
"Got it?" Xiao asked Tongran.
"Well, the little girl is very smart."
"Okay, I'll send it to An Guoqiang today, don't worry, you can eat everything at home."
"Okay, you're tired,"
"Suddenly, I really can't get used to being so polite to me."
"Isn't it okay to be polite?"
All the goods have been loaded. Chen Miao watched Xiao Tongran and Kaslov get on the plane and watched them in place.
"I can't bear the little girl."
"Didn't you say you were going to pick her up?"
"yes, I have to pick her up."
The three planes took off and watched them take off, Shen Jianfeng grabbed Chen Miao's shoulders and looked up.
Both men on the plane looked down. Kaslov looked at Xiao Tongran's expression, "You see that people are husband and wife, she and men can hug her, if you have any actions, she will definitely not agree." ”
"I want you to talk more." Xiao Tongran replied angrily.
"Tsk, I didn't expect you to be such a loving person."
"What the hell is going on with you? I'll go when you get the news. ”
"I don't have any money to give you."
"I'll figure it out myself, who wants your money?"
"Free?"
"Hmm."
"Okay, I'll get back to you. Where are you going down? ”
"Old place."
Shen Jianfeng got into the car with his daughter-in-law in his arms. This time ammunition and diesel fuel are available. Solved a big problem.
"It's a little uncomfortable for the little girl to be here." Shen Jianfeng was sincere and a little emotional.
"Yes, it's not convenient to have children around to do anything. Now that I'm not around, I'm not used to it. ”
"Daughter-in-law, you're going to leave in the next few days?"
"I have to wait for news from Kaslov, in fact, the approximate location is known. I didn't leave with you because I didn't worry about you. ”
"What's not to worry about? I won't go looking for Hongjing again. ”
"I'll go with you tonight about the boat."
"That's not going to work. If you go, I'll go. ”
Chen Miao shook his head, "You really can't go out anymore, it's not a joke." ”
"I know that you have confidence that there will be no danger, and I have that confidence too."
"That's different. Identity is the biggest difference. ”
Shen Jianfeng shook his head: "There is no difference." ”
"There are more than 10,000 people under your command, you go out willfully, what if there is really any danger for you to let them?"
"You have a man and a son, what if you are in danger for us? My brothers are gone, I still have someone else to come over and command, what if we don't have you?
In fact, you are more important in our hearts. But I can't refuse what you want to do. ”
Chen Miao didn't know how to say it, empathy, it was true that what Shen Jianfeng said made sense. Taking risks on your own is always reassuring for your family. At the same time, they worry about their families and interfere with their decisions.
It's mostly space, but that doesn't tell them.
Shen Jianfeng held his daughter-in-law's hand tightly. He did speak a little heavily. But that's the real thing.
Seeing her daughter-in-law frowning, she softened her heart again.
Chen Miao suddenly had a feeling of powerlessness, as if he had not handled the family relationship well at all.
Now I think that I should always treat the world and my family with a superior attitude. But why do you have such a posture?
According to common sense, I should be on the weak side.
"Daughter-in-law, I'm sorry, I'm just worried about you."
"Yes. Okay, don't talk about it, I'm going to think about it. ”
Shen Jianfeng was a little nervous and scared. You didn't say a lot of words, did you? Why is the daughter-in-law's expression solemn, and she is really concerned.
"Daughter-in-law. It really doesn't mean anything else. Since I have promised you to go, I will not have any other thoughts, except that it is too dangerous for you to go out on your own, and I have not had time to accompany you. ”
"Shen Jianfeng, you said that I am a wife, is it unqualified to be a mother, I feel as if I am controlling you under the banner of family care."
"No, absolutely not. How could you think that? Only family members will control on the basis of worry. ”
"But I'm very unhappy if you control me, and I want you all to listen to me. In fact, I am much weaker than you, so what can I do to control you? ”
It's really bad now, how can my daughter-in-law think so?
"No, how can a family be superior?"
"Let me think about it. I'm sorry this time, I will refuse in the future, and I promised not to go and I can't explain to my friends. ”
Something really has to happen, right? Shen Jianfeng was very nervous and scared. But the daughter-in-law didn't want to say anything.
There were no accidents along the way, and it was a smooth return. Chen Miao returned to the tent, thinking a lot, and felt that his problem was too big.
Caring is chaotic, this is not just to say to yourself, family members can also use it. They are also worried about themselves.
packed up the little girl's clothes and supplies. You really can't carry this thing with you. can only let Shen Jianfeng.
Now she's very unsure what she's going to do next? When you come back, do you continue to follow Shen Jianfeng or accompany the children? Or go outside and live on your own?
She is very unsure about her family, thinking that she is controlling them, and this is what she hates the most, but she has become such a person.
It seems that he is not suitable for a family at all, and a person can have any ideas. But it doesn't feel good to have people who are worried about themselves and let them follow their worries, whether they are too selfish. Whatever you do, you are self-centered.
Shen Jianfeng went back to the tent after explaining here, but he was really worried about his daughter-in-law.
"Aren't you going to see them off? It's all explained? ”
Shen Jianfeng hugged her tightly in his arms.
"Daughter-in-law. Don't think nonsense, let's talk when I get back. Don't think about it now. Why don't you come with me? ”
Chen Miao shook his head, "No." It's okay, I can figure it out myself, and it's not a question you asked, I'll wait for you to come back and we'll talk, it's okay. ”
(End of chapter)