Liang Liang never dreamed that the person in charge of talking to him in the receiving unit was none other than Li Jing. At that moment, Liang Liang thought he was dreaming.

Li Jing seemed to be mentally prepared, her appearance was calm and calm, she faced Liang Liang so calmly, he didn't understand why Li Jing was sitting here. In the end, Li Jing opened her mouth first, she flipped through his personal information in her hand, and said: You also changed jobs?

He didn't look at her, looked at the corner of the table and said, "Yes."

She seemed to sigh softly, and then turned the pages again, she didn't look at him, and continued to ask: Do you want to work in our unit?

He didn't speak, his eyes fixed on the pages that belonged to him in her hand.

She stood up and said as she cleaned up the things on the table: If you want to come, come and go through the formalities in a few days.

After Li Jing finished speaking, she didn't look at him, she walked into the office inside and left him there alone. Afterwards, he had time to think about Li Jing. Li Jing is still so young, although she is a little fatter, but Li Jing who does not wear a military uniform is even more moving, the appearance when she jumped off the building in grief no longer exists, and she is a plump and beautiful woman. Only later did he learn that Li Jing had changed jobs not long after she was transferred to the General Hospital of the Military Region, and she was now the personnel section chief of this unit.

In fact, he has not forgotten Li Jing for so many years, at the beginning, he wishfully thought that Li Jing deceived him, since that fight with Chen Dahu, he began to have a sense of remorse, this feeling is very complicated, not only for Li Jing, but also for himself. After he married Zhu Daju, he didn't realize the happiness and joy that Zhu Daju brought him. Zhu Daju was indeed complete before marriage, which is also what he pursued and hoped for, when Zhu Daju became a part of his life, he did not cherish this life, he wanted to be happy, but he couldn't be happy. Zhu Daju does care about and understands him everywhere, but he is not happy. This kind of unhappiness is not because of the existence of Li Jing, if there is no Li Jing, he and Zhu Daju would not be happy. In the depths of his consciousness, he didn't forget Li Jing for a day, and at some point, fragments of his time with Li Jing flashed in his mind, and these fragments made him nostalgic and nostalgic. This is indescribable, like a negative, more and more clear in his heart.

After he reported to his new unit, he was assigned to the trade union of the organ, and he still gave full play to his strengths in the army, writing and drawing, and was also responsible for the welfare of the organ and some spare time activities. The trade union and personnel department of the organ work on the first floor, and he can often see Li Jing's figure, which is still as beautiful as it was back then. When he learned that Li Jing was not married, his heart rang with a "bang", which was a huge shock to him. From that moment on, he paid attention to Li Jing's every move, that is to say, Li Jing at this moment was deeply attracted to him again.

After he came to work in the agency, he lived in the dormitory provided by the agency, on the basement floor, and only went back to his home in the army on weekends. It's not that he doesn't want to go back, because it's really inconvenient, and it's dozens of kilometers to go back and forth. In this way, he has a lot of time, and he is almost the last one to leave the office every day.

One day, when he left the office, he saw that the door of the office of the personnel department was open, and Li Jing was talking to someone on the phone in the room. When he found out that Li Jing was alone in the personnel department, his heartbeat suddenly increased in rhythm, and then he clearly realized that he had been looking for an opportunity to meet Li Jing alone. He stopped at the door of the personnel department, and after Li Jing put down the phone, he knocked on her door in time, only to hear Li Jing ask inside: Who?

He pushed the door and walked in, and Li Jing glanced at him, not at all surprised. While she was busy with the things in hand, she said: It's you, something?

He sat on the sofa in the room, didn't know what to say to her for a while, and was silent for a while before he said, "Thank you."

She raised her head, looked intently at him and said, "Thank me for what?"

Thank you for accepting me. He whispered.

She smiled and said, "This is it! Who let us be comrades-in-arms, your conditions are so good, this unit doesn't want you, other units definitely want you.

His heart trembled again, she still thought that his conditions were so good, and that he was proud of his conditions for a while when he was in the army, and at that time he thought that his future must be limitless; After getting married, this sense of superiority disappeared little by little with the washing of time; This time I changed jobs, and I can say that I lost the residual sense of pride. At such a time, she also said that he was in good condition? A warm current suddenly welled up in his heart. This sentence seems to have brought the relationship between the two closer all of a sudden, at least that's what he thinks.

He plucked up the courage and said: Back then, I couldn't stand you. After speaking, he quickly glanced at her.

When she heard this, she seemed to have been hit by a shot, her face turned white, and her eyes suddenly turned red. After a while, she said: That matter has long passed, why do you still mention it?

He looked at her and felt even more guilty in his heart, feeling that he had a thousand words to say to her at this time, but he didn't know where to start for a while. He twisted his hands vigorously and said helplessly: I really regret it now, I regret that I shouldn't have done that to you in the first place.

At this time, Li Jing had calmed down, she put a pile of things on the table in her bag, and looked at him calmly.

He also said, "I heard that you haven't married yet, and I feel even more uncomfortable."

She smiled: There is no causal relationship between this and that incident, you and that Zhu Daju are okay.

He nodded wordlessly, then shook his head again. She didn't seem to look at him, took the bag and slung it over her shoulder, and stood up. He knew that she was leaving, and he hurriedly stood up and stepped out of the office of the personnel section one step ahead of him. When she closed the door, she said: You and Zhu Daju were a pair of celebrities in the army back then.

She didn't seem to want to hear his answer, so she walked towards the elevator entrance, and as soon as the elevator door opened, she walked in without looking back. The moment the elevator doors closed, he saw her arranging her hair in front of the elevator mirror. He stood there and saw the elevator stop on the first floor. It took him a long time to press the button of the elevator.

That night, he couldn't sleep in his dormitory bed. Everything he had before and Li Jing flashed out again and again, Li Jing was satisfied with himself at that time, and even admired him, and that feeling still made him feel satisfied when he recalled it now. However, now, he has become Zhu Daju's husband, Zhu Daju is satisfied with him, but when the two were communicating, Zhu Daju was not satisfied with Liang Liang's current situation, and thought that her husband would have a bright future in the army, otherwise she would not have resolutely married him in the first place. Not to mention that Zhu Daju is disappointed in himself, even he looks down on himself. The dream of youth is always an ideal, and the reality is always a reality, this is his summary of life. He thought of this, and thought of what was in front of him, he changed jobs and became a civil servant in a state agency, and he went to work every day just to receive that month's salary, and the time passed day by day, but what about his ideals? This kind of life will doom him to live peacefully and plainly like all living beings until he is old. The fierce ideals of the year have left him, and men in their early thirties can only learn to be pragmatic. Speaking of real life, he can't help but think about Zhu Daju and the newborn child, he loves them, right? He couldn't say it himself. Thinking of Zhu Daju, he thought of Li Jing again, and when he thought of Li Jing, he had that feeling of a warm heartbeat on his face, just like his first love with Li Jing. At that time, he felt the same way. When he was in love with Zhu Daju, he was almost passive, and when he didn't feel anything, he got married in a daze.

He lay in the darkness of the dead of night, and had a faint premonition that his relationship with Li Jing was not over, because Li Jing was in his life. It was she who left herself in this unit, and all this must indicate something. After thinking about it, his body began to get hot.