Chapter Ninety-Seven: I Don't Look at Han Han anymore
"Li Er, your cousin is back."
"I brought you a gift!"
Li Er listened to her mother's words, and put back the book she had been looking at in a daze on the shelf.
Then there was a knock at Lier's door.
When Li Er heard this, he also shouted directly.
"Come in."
Then He came to Li Er's side with the "miscellaneous text" he had selected in the bookstore.
And looking at Youta, who had already come to his side, Li Er's expression was very calm, but his eyes still fluctuated slightly.
Maybe it was because of the light, or something else, but he didn't notice the fluctuation in Li Er's eyes.
He just handed the "miscellaneous text" in his hand to Li Er, and then said.
"This is for you."
And seeing the book that You He handed over, Li Er waved his hand directly and said.
"After all these years, I don't look at Han Han anymore."
As soon as Li Er's words came out, he couldn't help but feel a little lost in his heart.
With the geographical separation and the difference in time together, even he would go to Li Er once a week.
But after all, he couldn't understand Li Er as well as he used to.
Thinking of this, Yu Ta's hand that handed over the "miscellaneous text" unconsciously retracted it.
Then he said a little crampedly.
"Is that so? I thought ......"
And when Li Er saw You He like this, she also knew that You He liked her.
But feelings are the most inexplicable, even if he has been trying to stay by her side for the past three years.
Even as time passed, she thought that she had slowly suppressed her liking for "Xu Yi", but she still failed to fully accept this person who was regarded as her brother at the beginning.
It's not that he is bad, it's just that Li Er can't accept it.
Maybe if the two of them hadn't met as brother and sister who weren't related by blood at first, it would have been possible.
Just as she was able to ...... first
Unfortunately, one of the most regrettable things in life is that everything can only be said if.
Looking at Yu Ta who was a little confused again, Li Er thought about it and took the "miscellaneous text" and said.
"Although I don't look at Han Han anymore, I accepted this gift."
"By the way, how long are you going to stay here when you come back this time?"
However, hearing Li Er's words, his expression became a little unnatural.
Because of coming back this time, Li Er has changed a lot.
If you don't read the book of one of the authors you liked the most, the questions that would have been asked first are gone.
I remember the last time he came back, the first sentence Li Er said was still the same sentence.
"Yuta, did you come back alone this time?"
Then Li Er would use this as a conversation and intermittently ask him about all kinds of news about "Xu Yi" in the back.
But this time it wasn't the same again.
However, he thought about it, and it seemed that Li Er did not come to their school as before last semester.
I remember that at the beginning, in addition to Yu He went to Beihang to find Li Er, Li Er would also come to Shuimu University to find him.
Of course, he also knew the reason why Li Er came to him, so he took Li Er into the library with a clear understanding.
Because the person Li Er met always went to the library at a fixed time on weekends.
And this point in time has become the best time for Li Er to observe that person.
However, after observing for a while, Li Er usually sees a scene that makes her a little sad next.
Because Ning Yuan, who usually stays in the library for a while, will always make an appointment with Jiang Jiao to go to a movie or something like that later.
So every time, Li Er would witness some intimate actions between Ning Yuan and Jiang Jiao.
Of course, all this happened when Ning Yuan had just walked out of the library.
And he recalled that Li Er did not come to Shuimu University again last semester, coupled with the change in Li Er's words today.
He couldn't help but think of a point, only to hear him ask with some excitement.
"You let him go?"
And Li Er didn't have too much surprise when he heard his question.
She just nodded slightly.
And after this action, His mood also became a little complicated.
I was happy that Li Er had finally let go, and I realized that I didn't know too little about Li Er now.
But it doesn't matter anymore, if Li Er lets go of "Xu Yi", then for him, it means that his hope is greater.
And looking at You's somewhat excited look, Li Er actually had some questions in his heart.
Did she really let go? Every time she saw that scene, she would be sad.
Every time she heard You talk about Jiang Jiao and "Xu Yi", she would be a little inexplicably annoyed.
But the more times she was sad and annoyed, she naturally became numb.
It's not that she didn't want to have more contact with "Xu Yi" in the past.
But she always felt that there were some things that she couldn't grab, and she didn't want to lose her self-esteem for what she loved.
Over time, she realized that maybe letting go might be the best choice!
Time can always dilute something, but at the same time, it can make some things thicker.
The relationship will be dull over time, but the unwillingness to ask for it will become stronger.
Li Er didn't know if she had completely let go of it now, but she didn't want to go out of her way to find out about that person anymore.
And for the somewhat happy Yu He beside him, Li Er was also a little helpless.
She is actually very similar to "Xu Yi" to her, but when she is in the position of "Xu Yi", she can't accept You He either.
Perhaps it was such a swap of positions that made her make the decision not to seek the news of "Xu Yi" after more than three years!
At the same time, Li Er's attitude towards You He is actually very clear, and she wants to make it clear to You He more than once.
But he always diverted her words.
Li Er knew that he already knew her attitude, but he had always held on to it, so that she had no way to stop it.
All she can do is express her attitude, and isn't this the attitude of "Xu Yi" towards her?
The difference is that now Li Er has chosen to "let go", but he has no intention of letting go.
Li Er doesn't have much of a mood to care about this, maybe people really can't be responsible for everyone!
Li Er thought that maybe she would change her mind in the future.
But this is perhaps the most cranky thing for Li Er.
After looking at Yu Ta who still wanted to say something, Li Er said first.
"Yuta, you can go out first. I want to be quiet. ”
And hearing Li Er's words, You He just nodded and went out.
Because he has received great news today.
As for the later results, it still depends on his own efforts in the future.
As soon as he thought of this, when he walked out of the door, he couldn't help but have some blind thoughts about the future.
Seeing You He walk out of the door, Li Er also sighed lightly, and then looked at the book that he began to put back on the shelf.
The book looked a little old, and the words "Triple Gate" were written on the cover on one side of the book.