Chapter 6: Tear the scar off again
"Huh? …… I? ”
Ming Nanyan was stunned, looked at the knife handed over blankly, and pointed at himself.
"Or else?"
Xia Ming shrugged.
"It's not enough for me to save you and help you kill these dangerous beasts, don't you even want me to feed you with my own hands when you are hungry and want to eat?"
"No...... No. ”
A sense of shame quickly surrounded her, and Ming Nanyan lowered her head in shame and took the knife.
"I'm sorry, Mr. Xia Ming, I'll go now."
She blushed and hurriedly got up and walked towards the corpse of the wild beast outside the fire, not daring to look at Xia Ming's smiling eyes.
Just now, these beasts were all wiped out by Xia Ming before they could get close, and at this moment, even the closest corpse was more than ten meters away.
When Ming Nanyan walked to the side of this corpse, the warmth and light from the bonfire behind him seemed to have blurred to another world, and the deep darkness in front of him seemed to make the corpse of the beast under his feet even more terrifying, and the pungent and unpleasant smell of blood filled his nostrils.
She tightened the knife in her hand and glanced back.
Xia Ming was lying on the grass squinting comfortably, not to mention the meaning of helping, and he didn't even look at her.
Also, you shouldn't continue to trouble him.
Ming Nanyan took a deep breath, looked at the faintly shining light on the knife in his palm, and cheered himself up in his heart.
And Mr. Xia Ming's stomach is also hungry, I can't blindly rely on him, and I continue to hesitate here, to put it bluntly, I have no qualifications and no reason to ask Mr. Xia Ming to continue to do something for me.
Instead, I should have done something to repay him.
For example, cut off the flesh of these beasts and roast them to fill Mr. Summer's belly.
Although it was the first time to do it, Ming Nanyan still tried to suppress the nausea and discomfort in his heart when he saw the blood and corpses, and clenched the knife and tried to cut the flesh from above.
Xia Ming lay on the grass, raising his eyes from time to time to glance at the progress of Ming Nanyan.
Although the grass was not as soft as the girl's thighs, and the pillow was comfortable, it still made him feel a faint pleasure in his heart to call a girl to do things for him like a servant.
Not to mention, this big man who will be second to none in City No. 2 in the future, the queen of the Ming family, is a high branch that countless companies and small consortia dream of climbing, and even the mayor has to show a respectful and even a flattering face in front of him.
And now, the great man was trying to cut the fur and flesh from the beast in order to solve his hunger problem, and the little white face, which was usually not stained with dust, was already covered with fine sweat, and the wisps that hung from his ears were wet.
This taste, this enjoyment, not to mention!
Finally using a knife to cut some meat, Ming Nanyan took the meat to the campfire and tried to build a small campfire, found branches to stand up and built a simple grill, so that the meat could be roasted on it.
I was in a hurry again, and I failed several times before I barely succeeded, my eyes were smoky, and my little face was stained with several gray black marks.
She was already hungry, and she had to endure hunger to complete this task that was not easy for her, and by the time she was busy with everything, she was already weak and out of breath, and she was so tired that she wanted to fall to the ground to rest in spite of the image of a lady.
And Xia Ming was even more unmoved and watched her complete the whole process from beginning to end, without the slightest hint of soft-heartedness to help.
Ming Nanyan didn't open his mouth to ask him for help.
In other words, although the process is very troublesome and hard, it is this tedious and hard work that makes her feel a sense of self-fulfillment, a sense of being needed.
I'm not a cumbersome waste, at least...... I also have a place where I can help Mr. Xia Ming.
After a while, the meat was roasted.
Ming Nanyan picked up a piece of barbecue that was inserted in a branch and walked to Xia Ming's side.
"I'm sorry, Mr. Xia Ming, I made you wait so long, I'm so stupid, it took so long to get it right, you must have been hungry for a long time, right?"
Xia Ming took the barbecue, but he didn't rush to eat it, but suddenly mentioned it:
"Your story is almost the last point to be told, right?"
"Yes...... Yes. ”
"So as a dessert, why don't you finish the last paragraph of this story and then eat?"
Although Ming Nanyan was already hungry, he did not refuse Xia Ming's request.
She was silent for a while, and then slowly began to tell the last part of the story, which happened to her today, the ending of being abandoned by her father.
The story is over.
The night breeze blew the flames, and the atmosphere fell silent.
Ming Nanyan raised his head and glanced at Xia Ming, and then silently lowered his head.
Why was she willing to say these things in front of Xia Ming, to tell these stories that meant sadness and pain to her?
Is it because you want to be comforted by Mr. Xia Ming?
Is it because you want him to sympathize with you so that you can stay with him?
She didn't know.
She just fidgeted in this silence, nervous, with a trace of inexplicable little expectation, and waited uneasily for Mr. Xia Ming's response.
After a long time, Xia Ming spoke.
"So, is that why you were thrown into the wilderness?"
"I was used as an experiment by my biological father, and I was discarded casually after losing my value, and even because I was worried that your body would collapse and pollute the laboratory after death, I directly ordered my subordinates to throw you into the wilderness, and I was reluctant to give you even the most humble funeral." Xia Ming concluded.
Ming Nanyan bit his lip silently, and the pain in his heart couldn't help but turn into tears overflowing in his eyes.
And Xia Ming's voice continued.
"So, when you see that Eater of Souls leopard coming towards you, you're about to end your life."
He brutally uncovered the girl's heart and tore the scars in her heart once again.
"You didn't resist and let it show its fangs at you, because by then you were so desperate that you thought it would be better to die like this?"
"Mr. Xia Ming, please ...... Say no more. ”
Ming Nanyan sobbed quietly, and the bean-sized teardrops fell on the grass like pearls with broken threads.
He didn't comfort her.
Originally, telling outsiders about the tragic experience that happened to her was equivalent to tearing open a scar in her heart, but Xia Ming's words once again forced her to face up to and accept this unbearable fact, and take advantage of the victory to chase and stab her in the heart.
She didn't want to, she didn't want to remember everything that happened today, she didn't want to remember the pain of losing everything.
"Okay, I'll not talk about it, eat meat and eat meat."
Xia Ming picked up the barbecue and changed the topic, so that the girl's sobbing stopped.
"You're probably trying to cook in the wild for the first time, right? I'm a little curious about how you cooked for the first time, and I don't know how this barbecue tastes. ”
Flavor...... How is it?
Ming Nanyan was also cooking in the wild for the first time, and he was not sure how the roasted meat tasted, and he was also a little apprehensive.
If it doesn't taste good, I don't know if I will be scolded by Mr. Xia Ming.
If it was delicious, would he ...... What about complimenting me?
The anticipation in my heart floated up inexplicably like a bubble rising from the bottom of the water.
Seeing Xia Ming take a bite from his mouth, Ming Nanyan hurriedly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, raised his head slightly and asked him in a low voice:
"Mr. Xia Ming, it's delicious...... Is it? ”
Her heart began to look forward inexplicably again, expecting to be praised by Mr. Xia Ming.
"It's unpalatable."
Xia Ming replied calmly.