"Mr. Xia Ming, why are you ......?"

Ming Nanyan's eyes widened in surprise, looking at the broad palm that grabbed his wrist.

"Why didn't I pass out?"

Xia Ming looked at her back and smiled coldly, "Compared to these, shouldn't you explain to me what you are going to do when you left me stunned alone this big night?" ”

His gaze was too intense, like two strong lights from the headlights of a car, and Ming Nan dodged his gaze, not daring to turn around to look at his eyes.

There were infinitely complex emotions in her heart, and even she didn't know what it was, but she felt that the big hand that grabbed her was so powerful and warm.

Ming Nanyan, who has lived in the Ming family since he was a child, hopes to get the warmth of others, and is also extremely inferior.

The first time her world fell into darkness and despair, it came from Ming Yuancheng's abandonment, from the collapse of the happy life she thought of was nothing more than a fake.

At that moment, Xia Ming appeared, like a light shining into the dark world, saving her, giving her a real warmth that she had never had.

He is so handsome and kind, not only did he not leave her as a burden, but he also stayed with her to fight against the pursuit from the Ming family, but how could she make him worthy of doing this, why should she be worthy of him paying for her like this?

She became more and more ashamed, more and more frightened, and more and more inferior, and only when Xia Ming asked her to do things could her conscience be at ease.

Only the ugliness and greed in my heart that wanted to stay by his side, wanted to be watched by him, and pleased him and pleased him, suppressed the inferiority complex in my heart for a while.

Before, she was extremely glad that she was driven by the ugliness and greed in her heart to take Mr. Xia Ming's first kiss.

From Mr. Xia Ming's response, from his body's reaction, she finally learned that she was not unattractive in Mr. Xia Ming's eyes, and she might really be able to exchange this humble and worthless body for the possibility of staying by his side.

Obviously, Mr. Xia Ming is so gentle and kind to her, but she shamelessly wants to rely on him for the rest of her life.

This kind of thought could be suppressed before, and the inferiority complex and guilt in her heart could have been barely suppressed, but after learning the truth, she quickly collapsed like a storm.

How she was glad about her actions before, how much she regretted it now, how much she hated it.

If she hadn't acted so greedily and shamelessly, if she hadn't gotten the slightest response from Mr. Xia Ming, and that tiny warm glow, she wouldn't have fallen into collapse and despair so quickly.

Now this human shell is nothing more than a false disguise of being an ugly monster.

She's ...... I'm not even a human anymore.

I can no longer hold hands, hug, and kiss Mr. Xia Ming, I can't bring him joy between men and women, and I can't have children for him......

What qualifications does she have to stay with Mr. Xia Ming, and what reason does she have to hope for a future that does not exist?

This may be the retribution she deserves, and it is God's punishment for her, a bad woman who is shameless and ungrateful in return.

At the moment when he learned the truth, the flame of life that Ming Nanyan was activated by Xia Ming was once again extinguished by despair.

It's like going back to the moment when I was abandoned by my father, and I learned that the father-daughter warmth I had been pursuing, and the warmth of my friend's family was just a false moment.

The dark shadow of despair that enveloped the world overwhelmed her once more.

She didn't know what else in this world was worth her nostalgia for, and surviving as a monster would only make her feel like a knife slashing every day.

She was already determined to live and die, and made a final goodbye to Xia Ming, and after a reluctant last glance at his face, she decided to find a remote and desolate place to burn off her last strength.

Until Xia Ming suddenly grabbed her from behind.

So hard.

Just as the beast was about to take her life, he suddenly appeared, like a beam of light, and pulled her body out of the mire of darkness and despair.

He still treats me so well, but I used to be human.

And now, as a monster, am I still entitled to lean on him, to hug him, to kiss his lips?

The kiss of an ugly and weird-looking monster, no matter how strong Mr. Xia Ming is, I'm afraid he will feel disgusting, right?

"Mr. Xia Ming......"

Tears flowed down Ming Nanyan's eyes like a clear spring, and she didn't know if it was because of excitement, joy, or because of the fear and uneasiness in her heart.

Mr. Xia Ming said that he didn't care what she became, whether she was a monster or a human.

So to speak, when he really saw his ugly and twisted monster appearance, he ...... Do you still think so?

"Did you use crying to explain?"

Xia Ming reached out and twisted her head, forcing her eyes to meet her gaze.

"Crying? It's useless to cry, if you don't explain to me why you want to say goodbye today, don't think I'll give you any good looks! ”

"Wait."

Xia Ming was halfway through his words, when he suddenly grabbed a piece of wood from the side with his spiritual energy, and the invisible force rotated and dug in the center of the wood like a drill, and soon dug a hole in the middle of the wood, shaped like a cup.

Xia Ming put the wooden cup under Ming Nan's cigarette face plate, raised his hand and signaled, "Okay, you can continue to cry." ”

Ming Nanyan was a little stunned by Xia Ming's actions, and even the tears that kept flowing down his face couldn't help but pause for a moment.

"Mr. Xia Ming, what are you doing ......?"

"Don't you like to cry?"

Xia Ming shook his cup and said: "The physical value of the life in the spirit world is extraordinary, no matter where in the body is an extremely cherished spiritual material, you continue to cry first, I will collect it slowly, maybe I can sell these things for a good price in the future." ”

"Hey, aren't you just sad and sad, keep crying, don't be afraid, I definitely won't persuade you to stop or hug you to comfort you or anything, if you cry more, I can sell these things for more money in the future, cry, keep crying, why did you stop?"

Xia Ming looked at Ming Nanyan with a puzzled expression.

Ming Nanyan was at a loss by his actions at the moment, and his brain was down, how could he still cry because of this.

"Stop crying?"

"Don't cry, okay." Xia Ming put away the wooden cup and looked at her expressionlessly: "Since you don't cry anymore, now you can explain to me why you are ungrateful, and I will abandon me after playing, and leave nothing else." ”

"No, Mr. Xia Ming, I didn't think that way...... "Ming Nanyan said in a low voice.

"That's what you did!"

Xia Ming's voice suddenly rose, and a trace of anger appeared on his face.

"Okay, you Ming Nanyan, promise me a good promise, turn your head and perfidiously drug me, want to leave, you don't want to be responsible after it's cool, right? Scumbag! ”

"Talent...... It's not like that. ”

I'm not a scumbag......

Ming Nanyan's weak voice looked so weak under Xia Ming's questioning.

"So what? Don't you feel ashamed of yourself after becoming a monster, and you don't deserve to be by my side, so you choose to leave silently? Then let me ask you, what do you think you need to be a woman worthy of being by my side? ”

Ming Nanyan was silent, embarrassed, and after a long time, he slowly whispered: "Beautiful, generous, elegant, noble, gentle, powerful......"

In her opinion, what can be worthy of the gentle and kind Mr. Xia Ming must be the most powerful, beautiful, and gentle and understanding woman in the world.

It's not her kind of ...... anyway

"Then let me ask you again, do you think that the original you, who was a human being before Ming Yuancheng's experiment and became a spiritual life, have the conditions you just said, are you worthy of me?"

Ming Nanyan lowered his head gloomily.

"Match ...... Not worthy of ......"

It's not as good as that.

Only the most perfect woman is worthy of being Mr. Xia Ming's partner, and she is certainly far from such a woman.

"Then I'm strange, since you don't think that you as a human or as a spirit creature are not worthy of being by my side, why did you think you could stay by my side with peace of mind when you were still a human, and secretly took my first kiss while I was sleeping, ah?"

Xia Ming stretched out his hand and pulled her face, viciously pulling her face into all kinds of strange shapes.

"You little perverted girl, you dared to do something to me at that time, but now you are not even a human being, but you don't dare to do it, ah? Speak, you ungrateful, white-eyed wolf, irresponsible scumbag after it's cool! ”

Mr. Xia Ming is right, since I am not even a human being, why do I still follow the moral feelings of human beings, why don't I dare to abandon those restraints and ...... directly to him

Ah, no, no, no.

Ming Nanyan shook his head violently in his heart.

Because once you choose to break through the moral bottom line and abandon these human natures that only human beings have, then in the future, you will only abandon more and more ways of understanding the world as human beings, values, and even sensibilities and feelings that only human beings can have......

At that time, she abandoned these, would she still be her, could she still be called an individual of "Ming Nanyan"?

Maybe low self-esteem, maybe ashamed, are the reasons why Ming Nanyan chose to say goodbye to Xia Ming, but this is actually the thing she really fears the most in her heart.

When the body of the soul is no longer the object of human beings, the alien inhuman body will in turn affect the evolution of the soul, completely transforming it from personality to cognition into another inhuman individual.

A new spiritual life will truly be born from this, and the girl named "Ming Nanyan" will die.

At that time, could she still maintain such a warm attachment and love for Mr. Xia Ming's kiss and embrace?

Or will he raise his scythe without emotion and harvest his life?

"Mr. Xia Ming, I'm just...... Just scared ......"

"No matter how you explain it, I don't want to forgive you, Ming Nanyan."

Xia Ming clasped his hands on his chest and turned his face away, angry and didn't want to look at her sad and apologetic eyes.

"I don't trust you at all now, not at all, you clearly said that you would repay me for saving my life, but you chose to leave, do you still want to seek death? Don't take this life I saved in your eyes? ”

"I saved your life, and I didn't let you die until I repaid my kindness, how could you do this! Ungrateful! Wolf's heart and dog's lungs! It's really bad to the bone! ”

"Aren't you leaving? Are you going to seek death? You go now! Let's go to death now! You see if I can save you! ”

Seeing Xia Ming's angry mouth, although he knew that he had the ingredients to act, a pain flashed in Ming Nanyan's heart.

"Mr. Xia Ming, I'm sorry......"

She reached out to take Xia Ming's hand.

Xia Ming flicked his hand and shook it off with a snap.

She moved her body to Xia Ming's face, Xia Ming snorted coldly, tilted his head, and didn't look at her at all.

She wanted to get closer to Xia Ming, and as soon as she took a step forward, Xia Ming took three steps back directly, hugged her chest with a sneer, and said:

"What, you scumbag still have the face to come and hug me?"

These women just like to think about things, and then start to lose their temper inexplicably, and then they want to be hugged and coaxed.

Now he also wants to let Ming Nanyan experience what it is like to encounter this situation, and let her also taste what it is like to be troubled!

Let's see if you dare to do this in front of me in the future!

"Mr. Xia Ming, you ...... Don't do that, I know it's wrong......"

Ming Nanyan only felt pain and sadness in his heart, although Mr. Xia Ming had the element of acting, he must have been really angry.

It's because of her fault that I'm angry.

It shouldn't be like this, she has already failed him so much, and it makes him sad and angry......

She remembered the way she had asked Mr. Xia Ming to get forgiveness before, and although she didn't know if it was useful, she still tried to speak:

"Mr. Xia Ming...... I'm sorry, I didn't take into account your feelings, I, I'm willing to make amends, I'm willing to do whatever you want me to do next, really, as long as it makes you happy......"

Xia Ming turned around and looked at her suspiciously: "You scumbag won't lie to me again, right?" ”

"No...... No, it won't. Ming Nanyan waved his hand again and again.

If it weren't for the real despair of life and death, how could she be willing to deceive Mr. Xia Ming?

"Okay, that's what you said, I'll let you do whatever you want."

Xia Ming put away his acting skills, looked into her eyes seriously, and said his request.

"Take off your human body and let me see what you really look like."

Ming Nanyan was stunned.

"Mr. Xia Ming, you say...... What? ”

She didn't expect that at this moment, Mr. Xia Ming would make such a request to her.

"Do you want me to repeat it?"

Xia Ming looked at her with scrutinizing eyes: "Or are you not going to keep your agreement with me, and you want to be a treacherous scumbag again, is that all your consciousness is?" ”

Ming Nanyan was silent.

She thought that maybe one day Mr. Xia Ming would see her true body, but that was not now.

She thought that at least for the sake of Mr. Xia Ming, in order not to make him sad, she had to work hard, to maintain her personality as much as possible, and repay his kindness, until one day he didn't need her anymore and abandoned her.

But she didn't expect Mr. Xia Ming to see the true form of her ugly monster now.

The day...... Or is it coming?

"Ming Nanyan, what are you hesitating about, are you going to disobey your agreement with me again? Quick, let me see! ”

In the face of Xia Ming's stern urging order, Ming Nanyan bit his lip tightly, was silent, silent, closed his eyes, and began to take off his human coat tremblingly.