Xia Ming completely relaxed and lay on Ming Nanyan's lap and accepted his defeat.

Lost.

Lost completely.

But so what?

Although he lost, he was happy.

Although Ming Nanyan won, he held back under this series of pretentiousness, stuck there, unable to go up and down.

Who's really the one who has the last laugh, needless to say, right?

Xia Ming smiled proudly in his heart, looking at Ming Nanyan's flushed face.

Hmph, little pervert, this time you have the upper hand for the time being, but what did you gain in the end in order to win this victory?

Anyway, it's not me who is uncomfortable right now.

He patted Ming Nanyan's ass and motioned for her to continue feeding him.

I just had a big battle and consumed my energy, so it's time to replenish my energy.

has enough energy to continue to bully this perverted girl and suppress her arrogant arrogance for a while.

Ming Nanyan couldn't sit still and brushed the oil and barbecue on the baking tray again, couldn't help but rub her legs secretly, and was immediately spanked by Xia Ming, who was pillowing on her lap.

"Don't move, it's my pillow, don't use them for strange things, barbecue!"

Ming Nanyan suddenly felt even more uncomfortable, she obviously won, and she won so smoothly, but it seemed to be ...... No?

On this day, under Xia Ming's teaching, Ming Nanyan learned new knowledge and skills, and also found a weakness in Xia Ming.

She finally let Mr. Xia Ming show a trace of unbearable appearance in front of her, which brought her a trace of temporary peace of mind and suppressed anxiety at the same time.

Reassuringly, she regained a trace of feminine confidence from Mr. Xia Ming's reaction, although she has become an outlier, but at least her body can still make Mr. Xia Ming feel happy, and she is still attractive to him.

However, she was anxious that although she won the victory, she did not get the spoils she deserved, but was stuck in the doorway, and she had no strength to push the door open.

Afterwards, Mr. Xia Ming told her that sometimes people lose something and sacrifice something in order to gain something, which is a painful truth.

She...... Kind of understood.

Because in the days that followed, although she was bullied by Mr. Xia Ming, she often used the weaknesses she mastered and the knowledge and skills she learned to blow the horn of counterattack, suppress Mr. Xia Ming's arrogance, and solve his big problem.

There are many hands, and there is also the beauty of many hands.

But afterwards, the person who couldn't calm down for a long time and was tormented was her.

But she just couldn't help it, she just couldn't help but want to see Mr. Xia Ming under her attack, and there was a trace of desire in his eyes that unconsciously revealed to her.

I want to see Mr. Xia Ming show such an unbearable appearance under her gentleness.

Because only then, only in that moment, can she feel that she is unique to Mr. Xia Ming, feminine and attractive.

But Ming Nanyan's heart was always entangled with a question.

Yes, my inhuman body can still attract Mr. Xia Ming's gaze and make him happy, but ...... Isn't this really pretending to be because he's afraid I'll be sad?

People sometimes want to gain something, but they also lose something and sacrifice something.

This is a painful truth.

Ming Nanyan understood this truth more and more deeply.

However, she would rather not be satisfied, would rather endure such a tortured state again and again, and only want to see Mr. Xia Ming smile with satisfaction under her gentleness.

In fact, she never completely untied her heart because of Xia Ming's words.

She's not human anymore, she's just a monster that still bears a slight resemblance to a human.

She was scared.

I've been scared for a long time.

"Nanyan, you've been ...... lately Are you really cultivating well? ”

A few days later, before he was about to set off to find a random town to replenish supplies, Xia Ming suddenly asked.

"I ...... There are those who are working on it. ”

In this way, how can she concentrate on cultivation!

Xia Mingmei said that this was an exercise for her.

If a psyker draws spiritual energy from the spirit world, it is like a fisherman with a rope tied to his waist plunging headlong into the vast and deep sea, and every time he dives into the sea, he can only get a small and insignificant gain, and once the air in his lungs is exhausted, he must pull the rope back to the ship.

Then for spiritual beings like Ming Nanyan, they are creatures living in this vast and deep sea.

Even if she was only a young whale now, she could swallow a large amount of fish and shrimp that ordinary psionics could not obtain with all their efforts in cultivation.

Moreover, the time that psionics can cultivate every day is limited, but Ming Nanyan can draw nutrients from that ocean endlessly anytime and anywhere, and continue to grow.

Although in just a few days, her spiritual energy strength had already broken through to the second order, easily surpassing Xia Ming's achievements in the real world that Xia Ming had worked hard for several years, which was a little incredible.

But Xia Ming still felt that this had not yet reached the upper limit of Ming Nanyan's potential.

He vaguely felt that Ming Nanyan seemed to be deliberately slowing down the speed of becoming stronger.

Not because of these hands and feet of his hands, but for some other reason.

Xia Ming looked at Ming Nanyan's eyes, and Ming Nanyan's eyes dodged slightly.

Now that the biomonitoring chip installed in her body has been unplugged, it is difficult for the Ming family to accurately find their traces from this vast wilderness.

Therefore, as long as she is still the weak girl who needs Mr. Xia Ming's care and relies on Mr. Xia Ming, she can stay by his side for a longer time by needing Mr. Xia Ming's guidance.

However, once she began to grow stronger rapidly, strong enough to surpass Mr. Xia Ming, strong enough to have the strength to start revenge on the Ming family......

Of course she hated, hated the deception of more than ten years, hated the pain like ten thousand ants devouring her heart every time she was injected with medicine, hated Ming Yuancheng who had stripped her of her human identity and completely turned her into a monster.

But once she chooses to start taking revenge on the Ming family, she is unwilling and unable to let Mr. Xia Ming continue to take risks for her.

Even if Mr. Xia Ming was willing to accompany her, she couldn't convince herself to do so.

Mr. Xia Ming has done so much for her, no matter how selfish she is, it is impossible for him to continue to fall into the whirlpool of confrontation with the Ming family for her.

So, being strong means being separated.

means leaving.

People sometimes lose something and sacrifice something in order to gain something.

She doesn't want to be strong, at least for now.

She also wanted to continue to covet his warmth......