Chapter 52: The Maiden's Pleading
...... named Sheena Dolls?
The townspeople of the entire town of Para are ...... Dolls?
Before today, Sheena had never thought about it, she was just following the Bishop's teachings and seriously approaching that perfect image.
She thought that today would also be the day when she finished her work as a nun as usual and then ended, but she didn't expect that the confessional monologue from Xia Ming at the end gave her an incomparably big shock.
I am...... Dolls?
She opened her eyes blankly, looking helplessly at the ashamed expression on Xia Ming's face, once again losing the gentleness and calmness she showed on weekdays.
The stunned and enlarged eyes looked so empty, as if the worldview that had been established all along, suddenly collapsed, and the setting, temperament, character, and emotions accumulated in this world also collapsed like a bubble.
The shell that had been built all along, the whitewashed castle was destroyed by a relentless typhoon, revealing the empty and empty heart inside.
How she got to Parra, she has no memory.
I only remember that since she can remember ten years ago, she has been taught by the bishop what rules to follow and what kind of person she wants to become.
In the past ten years, she has also been working hard to get closer to that perfect image.
She doesn't seem to have given birth to her own will and ideas from the beginning, and her hollow heart is like a machine without a program, and when the Bishop asks her to do something, her machine finally has a program, like a doll wound up.
Gradually, she became more and more of a holy nun, and she almost never thought about why she was the person she was.
Being respected and loved by the townspeople, and praised by the priests and nuns in the church, this should be a happy and happy thing, but she never felt any happy emotions because of it.
Their expressions were so unified, and their applause was so tacit at the same time......
They...... Are you thanking me for complimenting me...... Or are you respecting and loving this image called a nun?
If one day, I abandon the image of a nun, will anyone still look at me with the same gaze?
I am...... Dolls.
They...... Also.
I...... What exactly?
What I thought in my heart...... What you desire...... And what is it?
For the first time, a fragile and painful expression appeared on Sheena's face, and she looked at Xia Ming, who had told her the truth in the name of repentance.
Xia Ming, please tell me, what should I do...... Okay?
"Sister nun, tell me, what should I do? How am I going to face Miss Sheena in the future? ”
Xia Ming did not answer the question in her heart, but became more and more distressed in front of her, asking and begging, seeking an answer.
But such an answer Hina herself can't give.
I want to be a kind and perfect nun......
It is clear that such a request cannot be refused......
For the first time, Hina had a trace of resistance in her heart, a trace of self-rejection.
"I ...... I don't know ......."
"I'm sorry, I don't know ......"
The puppet girl named Hina, the beautiful nun's big sister, showed a broken and tearful expression for the first time.
The little face with the rain has lost the holy love that can be seen from a distance and cannot be blasphemed, and it looks so delicate and pitiful.
She never refuses a request or asks for help.
She is like a doll, a programmed machine, never taking the initiative, only reacting when someone comes to the door.
But at this time, she made a request to Xia Ming with such helpless and pitiful eyes.
"What should I do, Xia Ming, please...... Help me ......."
"Help me ......"
She let out a cry that bordered on mourning.
"Want me to help you?"
Xia Ming held his chin in his hand, admiring Shena's rare fragile crying appearance, revealing a triumphant smile.
"Isn't it common sense to show your breasts if you ask someone?"
Sheena's crying froze, and the whole person was stunned, and was caught off guard by Xia Ming's sudden skill.
She went to untie her clothes like an obedient doll, Xia Ming waved her hand and said:
"Forget it, I was joking just now, just show your belly. Wait, you're really going to show your belly! This sentence is also a joke! ”
The nun suit is one-piece, whether it is to expose the chest or the belly, in fact, it is almost the same as to take off all the underwear, and Hina silently put back the hem of the dress.
"Anyway, since you're still very entangled and don't know what to do, let's continue to live like this first, anyway, it's still a long time, maybe you'll figure it out and have a new idea?"
Xia Ming gave a solution that was not a solution.
He had expected that the mind-controlled Sheena would be indifferent to the nonsense he had just made, or that some program would be triggered to go berserk.
Unexpectedly, everything went so smoothly, and the hollow heart of the puppet nun named Sheena had begun to sprout her own emotions and will.
It seems that this route to save Hina's heart is not very difficult.
In the next time, I only need to figure out Lao Pi's trick and get him done, and this mission should be completed, right?
It's as simple as that?
Xia Ming had a feeling that something was wrong in his heart, and he always felt that things would not end so simply.
And so it went by, another five days.
Sheena is still living a very normal life as a nun.
It's just that something has become different in everyday life.
"Sheena, get up."
Sheena opened her eyes in a daze, looked at the perfect and handsome face of the young man in front of her, muttered, and greedily lay on the bed for a while, before lazily straightening her arms, tensing her feet, inhaling a large breath of cold air to sober herself, and the temperament of holiness and love returned to her body.
As always, she didn't seem to care about putting on her clothes in front of Xia Ming, and in the process, Xia Ming's admiring eyes kept staring at her beautiful and pure body.
She was like a calm mother, loving and tolerant, letting his unbridled eyes wander around her, but her lips unconsciously pursed slightly, and a slight shyness and indescribable sweetness slowly rippled in her heart.
Eating the breakfast Xia Ming prepared for her, looking at his gaze, perhaps because of the hot bread and hot milk, his body was slightly hot.
There were crumbs and milk stains left on the corners of her mouth, and Xia Ming reached out and used her fingers to hook away these bad things that ruined her nun's temperament, put them in her mouth and ate them.
Her gaze couldn't help but fall on the finger that Xia Ming put into his mouth, and she couldn't help but wonder what the fingertip that touched his lips and teeth tasted like......
For five days, nothing seemed to have changed.
But in Sheena's empty heart, a violent earthquake and tsunami have changed her entire mental world.