Chapter 140: I Just Want to Watch You Silently
"Sister Caiqing, thank you for taking care of you these days, go back and have a good rest."
"Feiyan, thank you for waiting, you must be tired too, let's talk about it later."
Wen Ling's appearance broke the momentary stalemate.
Xia Ming left the two big beauties in the room and followed Wen Ling to the outside of the corridor.
While walking, the two left the dormitory area and walked to a rockery in the college.
A petite and cute black cat was lazily leaning on the side of the rockery, and when it saw an outsider intruding into its resting place, it did not run or make trouble, but pouted its hind hips, stretched its feet forward, yawned and stretched its waist.
Its fur is smooth and shiny, especially a pair of eyes that are smart, and it looks particularly cute and charming.
After the little black cat stretched his waist, he tilted his head and stared at Xia Ming for a moment, and then moved to his feet lightly and slowly with elegant cat steps, as if he felt that this warm thing was more comfortable to lean on, and his tail was slightly rolled up Xia Ming's trousers, and he lay down lazily at his feet.
"What a cute kitten." Wen Ling looked at the black cat lying at Xia Ming's feet, and unconsciously felt a trace of inexplicable love in her heart.
Xia Ming snorted, and also felt that this kitten was quite suitable for his eyes, for cats and dogs, he had always only admired its cuteness from afar, but he didn't have any idea of keeping it as a pet in his heart.
But at this moment, looking at this cute little black cat that showed his soft belly to him, he unconsciously felt a trace of closeness in his heart.
"Wen Ling, after that...... Your body is fine, and you haven't been affected by the evil god to produce any abnormal changes, right? ”
"No, I still want to thank Xia Ming for your rescue, I actually saw it when I was hiding in the small dark room, and you confronted the consciousness of the evil god head-on for me......"
Xia Ming smiled lightly and said lightly: "It's all classmates, how can I not save it when I see death?" ”
"Classmates ......"
Wen Ling stared at Xia Ming's face, and smiled lightly, there was a trace of helplessness, a trace of sigh, and a trace of relief in this smile.
She remembered the story her sister had told her after being carried home by her sister and having a frank exchange between the sisters.
"Ling'er, in fact, a crush and obsession like yours, I ...... There used to be. ”
On the side of the railing that was dyed yellow by the setting sun, in Wen Ling's eyes, her sister, who had always been heroic, showed a bit of amazement and weakness.
"At that time, perhaps attracted by the heroic back and faith of the section chief, I longed for him, admired him, and worked hard to pursue him. But no matter how much I tried to get close to the section chief, and wanted to get close to him, all I met was cold rejection again and again. ”
The section chief said that people like him are not qualified to fall in love with others and live up to their youth. I know it's because love will distract his mind and energy, and he doesn't want to slack off on his work for personal matters and save one less person. I also know that he is more worried about the fact that one day he will die in heroic martyrdom, leaving behind the lonely and lonely life of the surviving who did not feel much happiness. ”
"But at that time, I didn't care about these at all, I just tried my best to show my mind to the section leader, and went crazy to train and cultivate, thinking that if I could become strong enough, the section leader might not have these worries, and I could become a person worthy of him, and a person who could be qualified to walk side by side with him."
"And then?" Wen Ling asked.
"Later?"
Sister Wen Ling stood against the railing, looking out the window at the sunset slowly sinking into the horizon, the afterglow of the setting sun was gradually infected by the deep blue night, and the yellow railing also became deep and dark.
"Later, I almost made a big mistake because of my crazy cultivation, and at that time, just like the section chief's younger brother saved you, the section chief also appeared by my side at the most dangerous moment and saved me. His flame was so warm and so blazing that he didn't blame me, but his tired eyes kept me awake all night in agony. ”
"Not only did I not become a person worthy of him, but I became a burden and a burden to him. My qualifications do not allow me to follow him and burn with him, but I should never be the obstacle that stops him from burning forward, the damp and dark raindrops that prevent him from shining brightly. ”
"Since then, my mind has changed, Ling'er. I still like the section leader, I like him very, very much, I look forward to him, I admire him. But I will never go crazy to pursue him, pester him, and become a problem and trouble in his life. I tried to be his helper, to help him when he needed it, to assist him, and even though I couldn't stand with him, I felt like I was just there for him in a different way, waiting for him. ”
"I don't think that even if the section chief miraculously has a relationship one day and marries another woman, I am afraid that my soul will not feel so painful and jealous. Because in life and work, I can still continue to accompany the section chief, become his helper, friend, and help him solve problems and solve difficulties. I no longer just want to possess him selfishly, this kind of companionship is enough for me, and I want him to be happy more than anyone else. ”
"Ling'er, I don't want you to learn from me. But if you really like someone, and that person doesn't like you, you can either let it go or look away. I choose companionship, what about you? ”
My sister's inquiry is still lingering in my heart.
Looking at Xia Ming's eyes, Wen Ling actually already had the answer in her heart.
Schoolmate...... Is it?
"Xia Ming, in fact, I came to you today, and I also have something serious to say to you."
Wen Ling stood opposite Xia Ming, her fingers clenched, and the water waves in her eyes trembled uneasily, but she never dodged and escaped.
"What I said last time, it must have bothered you a lot, obviously you expressed your dislike, and I still made my own affectionate entanglement......"
"I'm sorry, I won't be like this in the future!"
She bowed heavily to Xia Ming.
"Wen Ling, who are you?" Xia Ming looked at her performance in surprise.
"I ...... I admit that even at this moment, I still like you Xia Ming, and even because I was saved by you, I like you even more! But I will not pester you like this in the future, and become your trouble and distress. I just want to be your classmate, your friend, when you need me, when you think of me, I can be there for you, help you solve your problems, and listen to you talk about your troubles......"
"Xia Ming, I'...... I will try to restrain the emotions in my heart and never cross the line. I can be quietly alone in the corner watching you, waiting for you.
"If you don't need it, I will never show up, and if you need my help at any time, you can always message me and call, I just hope you don't...... Don't forget about me and treat me like a stranger, okay? ”
(End of chapter)