Chapter 154: The Girl Didn't Want to Escape
Xia Ming's palms were wide and warm, and they also transmitted a kind of warm heat through his clothes.
She finally made up for that day's regrets.
But......
"Theresia, what are you doing?"
Xia Ming looked at her calmly.
The palm of the hand was quiet, and there was no movement in a proper manner.
Theresia bit her lip silently, her cheeks quickly climbed up the fiery red clouds, her eyes glanced at Xia Ming with shame and fear, and drifted into the distance faintly, is that shame or complaining?
The girl's expression has a hint of charm in the youth, and she looks charming and lovely.
Xia Ming didn't expect that he was attacked by the night again.
"Xia Ming, I'm sorry, I ......"
"I may not be able to be so firm for a while, and I feel ...... like that as I act like that and imitate Valkyrie-sama Exhaustion and pain. ”
There are some things that I can't tell my brother, and what I say only makes him more troubled, and the girl's depression and depression in her heart have to be mentioned to another person.
"So you're running for a night attack? Take the palm of my hand to soothe your wounded heart? Xia Ming looked at her eyes with burning eyes.
Theresia was ashamed to look him in the eye: "I just ...... I just ......"
Xia Ming silently withdrew his hand.
In an instant, loss, amazement, and emptiness once again invaded the girl's heart.
Her heart was still beating hot just now, beating shyly because she was discovered by Xia Ming.
But a basin of ice water poured down, and her heart suddenly froze into a ball due to this cold contraction, losing all its temperature and strength in the cold wind, and twitching slightly.
If he could, Xia Ming couldn't sacrifice his palm a little to comfort the girl.
The premise is that this can promote the will and development of the girl, so that she will have more courage to face the weak self.
But in Xia Ming's view, the truth is quite the opposite.
"Theresia, do you know, you do this to prove that you are still running away."
"You can't bear the pressure in your heart, and you still don't want to accept facing that kind of future and yourself, so you urgently need to use physical happiness to numb yourself and shrink yourself in the shell of a snail in this way of drinking and quenching your thirst."
"Theresia, you have to think about what you're running away from, what you're afraid of, face it, face it, and not come to me for comfort."
"This is a war between your own heart and will, I can't help you, I'm even more afraid that the more I help, the more I will make trouble for you."
"So ......"
Xia Ming's eyes were so clear and transparent, but his gentleness seemed to Theresia to reveal a cruel coldness.
"I'm sorry."
He took his hand back and hid it under the covers.
"Please go back."
The flush on Theresia's face disappeared completely, and her eyes turned into dazed and overwhelmed fear.
Maybe Xia Ming is right, she still hasn't been able to face herself, and her daytime imitation only aggravates the fear and escape of becoming that of herself.
The air in the room suddenly became solemn and oppressive, and even the dust in the air was like a boulder weighing heavily on top of her head.
The wind and snow outside the window were blowing, and she knew that what Xia Ming said was right, so she was just drinking to quench her thirst to numb herself.
But......
It's such a depressing and heavy atmosphere again.
Even Xia Ming is the same.
She really has to face such a cold and cruel reality, and she really has to accept that fate and become a new generation of Valkyries.
Is it true that you are not qualified to get a little space of your own, to accommodate a trace of your own personality and nature?
She bowed her head and walked out of the room in silence.
She hadn't realized what she was really afraid of running away from.
In the days that followed.
The play and imitation of the Valkyrie continues.
Treed was a little apprehensive and a little irritable.
He didn't know how his sister suddenly became like this, and she didn't say what happened that day.
He felt nothing but a suppressed mania, like a headless fly spinning.
It was clear that Theresia had been like this before, when he hated himself for not being able to draw his sword, although he also felt irritable, depressed and depressed inside.
But maybe it's because I've seen the lively and happy smile of my sister who I haven't seen for a long time in the past few days.
The photo that seemed to have faded into memory dates back to ten years ago, when the fog had not yet engulfed their town, and the firefighters of the Ember had not yet found their brother and sister.
But now, the picture is alive again, clear, and has become a bloody thorn stuck in the bottom of his heart.
When the smile disappeared and the familiar and unfamiliar Theresia returned, the emotions in his heart were already a little irrepressible.
He even took the initiative to find Xia Ming.
"Xia Ming, I'...... Take back the previous warning to you. Otherwise......"
He looked at the figure outside the house who had once again placed himself alone in the cold fog and snow, clenched his fists, and said with red eyes:
“…… Otherwise, go talk to Theresia and let her stop working so hard and tired. You can keep entertaining her with your pretty words, and Theresia...... Intimacy. Even if you have to do anything next, even if you ...... Even if you make her belly bigger, I'll turn a blind eye......"
It's hard to imagine how Ted could have said such a thing.
He had been so firmly opposed to this kind of thing before, full of hostility and wariness towards Xia Ming, and even took the cut carrots, cucumbers, and sausages as naked warnings.
But now he had such a humble attitude and asked Xia Ming to coax the girl to be happy, just wanting her to feel happy and smile again......
Xia Ming suddenly understood why Theresia asked him not to tell the truth to Tried.
He remembered the clenched fists and the resentful look in his eyes when Tried talked about Theresia's daily schedule in the kitchen.
If he really knew that they couldn't get out because Theresia was running away inside, she didn't want to meet that fate.
This sister may really feel that she can't get out, as long as her sister is happy, the three of them will stay here forever.
Even......
He might do everything in his power to thwart anyone who wants to get out.
However, what Xia Ming didn't know was that in just a few days, although Theresia continued to play the act of imitation, trying to face her heart.
But the more depressed I became, the more I wanted to escape.
The more painful it is, the more I recall the fleeting happy memories, the more I want to regain this sweetness.
Unrelieved hearts will only accumulate more and more flood-like pressure to break the levees.
There was already a dark and dangerous change in her heart.
This change was destroyed like a storm in just a few days before she knew it, reshaping her heart.
Night.
She appeared in Xia Ming's room.
She took the young man's warm and generous palm and pressed it again to the familiar place.
Xia Ming opened his eyes.
"Theresia, are you ...... again" he just tried to pull his hand.
A huge spiritual energy descended out of thin air, directly suppressing all his movements.
"I'm sorry, Xia Ming......"
"I need you to help me with this painful suffocation."
(End of chapter)