First of all, there are no eunuchs, no eunuchs, no eunuchs.

It's not because something big happened suddenly, it's not because something happened in the family.

It all started five days ago.

Five days ago, I clicked on the starting point app as usual, ready to find a random copy to read.

As an author, I must continue to read in order to learn and accumulate, and I often read the books of other authors, and often sigh at the subtlety of their writing, the ingenuity of their foreshadowing, and the sophistication of their layout.

Then, something terrible happened.

When I was bored and clicked on a book of more than 4 million words (I won't say what the name is), I thought that I would read dozens or hundreds of chapters as usual and feel bored and not read.

I fell in.

I can't get out.

It's like the outrageous little brother in a foreign country who quit his addiction by reading online articles, I have been watching and watching.

Can't stop!

Can't stop!

I started reading it in the afternoon, and I saw that in the evening, I didn't eat, and when I saw that it was almost eleven or twelve o'clock, I looked, today's 4,000 words have not been updated, it's over!

After thinking about it, the full attendance has long been broken anyway, the half-year award is gone, and it is too late to write it now, so it is better to make up 8,000 words tomorrow, and then continue to read, continue to read!

Seeing the early hours of the morning, seeing the all-nighter, seeing the noon of the next day, I didn't eat a mouthful of food halfway, and I only went to the toilet once, until my eyes were blurry and I couldn't read the words on the screen clearly, and I started to sleep.

As soon as I woke up, I hurriedly took out my mobile phone, hurriedly ordered takeout, and continued to watch!

Originally, it was night when I woke up, and when the takeout arrived, I hurriedly shaved two mouthfuls of rice to fill my stomach and continued to watch, and before I knew it, it was eleven or twelve o'clock again.

Finished!

The thought of writing 8,000 words today, no, even if it's just 4,000 words, it's too late now.

The most important thing is that the damn author is too good at grasping the rhythm and mood, and this plot is just about to reach the climax after the foreshadowing......

Read this paragraph before writing!

Damn, why is this orgasm over, and the next one is coming!

Keep watching!

Can't stop, can't stop at all!

Write again tomorrow! Tomorrow 12,000 words will be added!

And just like that, the vicious circle began.

I believe that many readers should have had a similar experience, when they found a good book, it was really a waste of sleep, forgetting to eat and hate, and had to sleep, without eating, drinking, and Lazar, just holding the mobile phone and reading it all the time.

In this way, after five days, I only ate one meal a day, stayed up all night every day, and watched and watched and watched.

Even if the editor came to me halfway through and asked me why I stopped changing, I couldn't stop, I couldn't stop at all!

I even dreamed of the plot of that book!

And this book is not the same genre as what I am writing now, it is completely a genre that I almost never touched before, I dare not touch, and it is difficult to read!

Until today, I have finished reading this book of more than 4 million words.

I finally stopped.

I think I'm crazy.

After reading this book, I couldn't help but want to write this type of book myself!

After reading the book and stopping, I finally slowly calmed down, felt guilty, and felt sorry.

I haven't updated it for five days.

I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.

I'm like a playful student who is about to finish his homework during the summer vacation and hasn't moved a word, but finds a playful student who likes to play games.

Seeing that the day of school is getting closer and closer, I hold my mobile phone and play games every day, thinking every day, there is still tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow, greedy for play, addicted, and self-abandoned.

Yes, this book is really well written, very, very good, except when I was chasing "Breaking the Sky", there is no other book that can make me watch it like this for five days and five nights in a row without eating, drinking, or doing anything, like an addiction, like crazy.

But why is this happening?

Can't I really stop and spare a few hours to finish my work first, write the words that should be coded for today before I read them?

The root is still my inertia.

Writing a book is something that needs to be persevered, at first it depends on enthusiasm, and then it depends on perseverance, and the more you write to the back, the more you feel that writing a book is a boring and painful thing.

When I can't think of a follow-up plot, I will scratch my ears and cheeks, and I will be angry and crazy, but there is no inspiration in my head, and I just can't come up with an interesting plot or an interesting story.

When there is a follow-up plot outline, it feels boring and boring, because the later plot has already been read through in your head, and I myself have already been refreshed, and I have entered the time of the sage, ah, I still have to write it?

Especially when writing the foreshadowing plot, how to overdo it, how to foreshadow, how to write this paragraph interestingly, and not let the reader skip the book, it is really painful.

It's just that such a plot can't be less, because there is no foreshadowing, no lubrication, and no accumulation of these foreplays.

Throwing the main course up with a slam will only make people stunned, make people feel rough, painful, speechless, and not feel cool.

As for what, every time I work hard to type hundreds or thousands of words, I am reported to be blocked and asked to be modified, resulting in no code word mood for a day or something, I won't mention it (my problem, my writing skills are not up to par).

None of this is the main reason.

The main reason was the moment when my full attendance and semi-annual bonus were broken.

A breath in my heart.

Scattered.

I'm a procrastinator, lazy person.

It's easy for me to give up halfway, it's hard for me to persevere, and I haven't had a book that has more than a million words.

And when I found a book that made me obsessed with madness, when I procrastinated once, thinking that I would make up for it tomorrow and write 8,000 words.

When tomorrow comes, I feel that it is better to delay it until the day after tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow I find that I have to make up 12,000 words......

Naturally, I felt a sense of fear in my heart.

Naturally, I began to escape, began to become more addicted, and fell more into the world, as if I didn't have to face my mistakes, I didn't have to face the fact that I had been dragging on for a few days, and there were readers in the background who were constantly urging and scolding.

I have already made an excuse in my heart.

Anyway, it's been delayed for a day, and it's okay to delay it for another day......

Anyway, it's been delayed for two days, and it's okay to delay it for another two days......

After reading this book, after reading this book, I will resume the update, and I will not delay any longer.

Absolutely not!

However, many times, a book is naturally eunuchs under such delays.

Because I know that even if I finish reading this book, I will naturally have an escape thought in my heart.

Anyway, this month's full attendance and semi-annual bonuses are gone, so it's better to ...... Will we resume the update next month?

And then there's -

It hasn't been updated for so many days.,The readers who are chasing the update must have almost run out.,The data must have dropped almost nothing.,Now the money you make in ten days of updating may not be as good as the previous day.,It's not as good as ...... Cut it.

It's better to open a new book.

Escape, fear, fear......

I don't even dare to turn on my computer these days, because when I turn it on, it seems to remind me that it's time to start working, it's time for me to code.

Yes, until now, I didn't dare to open the background to read the reader's reply, I was afraid.

I finally finished reading this book today, and it's time for me to resume the update.

However, when I sat in front of the computer, when I was about to press the power button, I subconsciously clicked on the phone and subconsciously opened another ......

I'm going to put it off again.

If it drags on until next month, I guess I will want to cut the book, eunuch.

I really...... Is this going to be a eunuch?

I remember that when this book was opened, I said to the editor, I hope this book can write a million words, I have not written a book to more than a million words, I remember that many authors say that a book after a million words and before a million words are two different landscapes.

I really...... Can't write it?

I really can't...... Hold on a little longer?

It's only 250,000 words left.,The story of my fourth heroine hasn't been written yet.,I'm able to write more than a million words this time!

I finally pressed the power button anyway, a few days after the break.

I decided to keep writing.

Write at least a million words, and at least finish the story of the fourth heroine.

I don't dare to say that I dare to make up for the number of words that have been broken in the past few days, I am afraid that I will be afraid of difficulties in my heart, and subconsciously begin to procrastinate and escape, I decided to start with the simplest step and resume 4,000 words a day.

That's it, guys, I'm really sorry for the break for a few days.

I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.

(End of chapter)