Chapter 244: Could it be that this is their past life?
The scene in the dream always changes quickly and irregularly, the last moment Xie Shuangge was still looking at Chu Wuxie, and the next moment it became Shen Hanyu.
She and other noble ladies raced horses, the horse went crazy out of control, and took her to gallop on the horse farm, seeing that she was about to fall, Shen Hanyu suddenly appeared, grabbed the reins, and did not control the horse, he jumped off the horse and caught her with open arms.
The two of them fell together, and Shen Hanyu cushioned her with his hand, making a long cut.
At that time, Xie Shuangge was severely touched by this scene, but now that she looks at it again, she doesn't feel anything, it is because of this incident that she is getting closer and closer to him, and she will be together, and now she ......
She turned her head to look to the side, and saw Chu Wuxian, who was running this way, and stopped halfway through and saw Shen Hanyu with her.
Looking at his eyes, Xie Shuangge was also a little uncomfortable in his dream.
In addition to this, she noticed more things, the crazy horse was secretly led away, and the horse leader looked evasive, looking weak.
Xie Shuangge's eyes moved, could it be ......
She had a pimple in her heart, but the dream continued.
She saw that she and Shen Hanyu met and fell in love, these were the same as in her memory, but it was Wei Jiuyuan who blocked the sword for the emperor when she was in the palace, and it was Chu Wuyu who killed the killer hiding in the shadows, she was not injured from beginning to end, and naturally there was no soul leaving the body.
Xie Shuangge suddenly felt a little ridiculous, this dream was gradually outrageous?
Wei Jiuyuan was meritorious in saving the driver, and he was trusted and favored by the emperor, Mei Guifei was in the limelight for a while, and the prince and queen were overwhelmed.
After returning to Jindu, the emperor decreed that she and Shen Hanyu would be married, and the two got married, and Chu Wuxian was invited to see their wedding.
Xie Shuangge was uncomfortable, trying to get out of this dream, but he couldn't wake up.
She was a little anxious, the picture suddenly changed, she moved to the Boyang Marquis Mansion to live and serve her in-laws, but Liu's attitude towards her was not cold, and even faintly guarded, always talking about her identity.
She told Shen Hanyu, but Shen Hanyu always persuaded her to endure it, saying that it was not easy for her mother.
Xie Shuangge looked at that "self" in disbelief and really endured it.
She watched herself change from a delicate princess in her prime to a numb and emaciated woman in the house.
And Shen Hanyu used the identity of a concubine to mix in the wind and water in the court, rising step by step, and the Marquis of Boyang Mansion became an upstart in the golden capital.
She has no children, and she is often nagged by the Liu family and Boyang Hou in secret, and wants to give Shen Hanyu a concubine.
She didn't agree, and Shen Hanyu didn't force it, she thought that no matter how hard life was, Shen Hanyu still loved her, and this love became her last straw.
In the past two years, Wei Jiuyuan's foundation has become more and more stable, and he has fought against the prince, and even faintly pressed his head, but the emperor's body has deteriorated, and he can no longer get out of bed.
And Chu Wuxian is still the commander of the Jinyi Guard.
Southern Xinjiang suddenly sent troops to attack, Chu Wuxian went into battle and left Jindu, and Shen Hanyu began to go out early and return late.
She noticed the clue and paid attention, and one day she smelled a faint smell of fat powder in his clothes, and there was a lipstick mark on the inside of the placket.
Shen Hanyu was drunk and fell on the bed, but Xie Shuangge felt like falling into an ice cave.
How dare he?
She sat all night, her eyes were red, and when she asked the next day, Shen Hanyu said that it was left by those singers during the entertainment, and he didn't touch it.
She believed it, but she didn't quite believe it, and she sent her maid to keep an eye on it.
In the end, it was found that he had a woman outside, five or six points similar to her, holding an infant baby.
She took a look at it, and when she came back, she threw up in the dark.
Xie Shuangge's eyes were red, and he couldn't wait to rush in and strangle Shen Hanyu.
The self in the dream has been seriously ill since then, and he is getting thinner and thinner, Shen Hanyu is taking care of him by the bedside, his eyes are full of pity and pity, but how much is this look true and how much is it false?
When she was drowsy on the sickbed, she vaguely heard the conversation between Liu and Shen Hanyu, saying that now she has got everything she wants, what else is she doing?
Besides, the child avoidance medicine has been drunk for so long, and it has long been unable to give birth.
At this moment, the simple and dull self in the dream finally had an epiphany.
She can't give birth, it's just that people don't want her to give birth and don't want her to be good.
Finally, on a brilliant spring night, she rarely drew a delicate makeup, her hair was in a high bun, she wore a phoenix crown, and a bright red skirt, which made her look much better.
In the bronze mirror, she faintly glimpsed the demeanor of Princess Jianing back then.
She dismissed all her servants and maidservants, took the candlesticks and lit a fire everywhere, and when she saw the fire burning, she stood motionless in the room.
Xie Shuangge burst into tears at some point, and she heard Shen Hanyu's voice.
The voice was shocked and frightened, "Jianing-"
She looked back at her dream self together, and their eyes met across the sea of fire.
Shen Hanyu stretched out his hand, his eyes full of panic, "Jianing, what are you doing?" Come out! ”
She pulled her lips and raised her hand, "It's me who is blind, I have been deceived by you until now, and you have been using me from beginning to end, right?" ”
Shen Hanyu was silent for a moment.
It was this moment that completely broke off her last bit of delusion, and she held the candlestick and laughed, "Okay, okay—hahahahaha—"
She laughed bitterly, and Shen Hanyu's face became more and more ugly, "You come out first, let's talk about what you have to say." ”
"There's nothing more to say, Shen Hanyu, I'm stupid in this life, and I've been played by you, if there is an afterlife...... Well, there is no afterlife. ”
She chuckled, the last bit of light in her eyes went out, she shook her hand, and the candle flame ignited a large fire, and she turned and threw herself in without hesitation.
"Jianing—"
Xie Shuangge woke up violently, sweating profusely.
The cold white light outside fell from the window lattice, Xie Shuangge slowly came back to her senses, she looked down at her hand, intact, and there were no signs of burning.
"Is it a dream?" Xie Shuangge was dazed for a moment.
The things in the dream were so real that she couldn't tell whether it was a dream or a reality later.
But if he really marries Shen Hanyu, the ending should be no better than in his dream.
That's what she feels real.
Xie Shuangge got out of bed and poured a cup of tea and drank the shock, although it was cold, it made her sober a lot all of a sudden.
Is it because he knows that Shen Hanyu is dead, so he has this kind of dream?
Could that be their past life?
Such a guess suddenly appeared in Xie Shuangge's mind.
"No, it's impossible, if it's a previous life, why has this life changed so much? Can fate be changed? ”
Xie Shuangge patted his face, "Forget it, don't think about it so much, there will be no more Shen Hanyu in the future." ”
She let out a long exhale, turned to go back to bed, but suddenly heard a slight movement by the window.
She was startled, and held on to the edge of the table tightly, there is a thief?