Chapter 380: Brother??
Shen Xingzhi's face changed significantly, and he couldn't help but clench Nanxing's hand, blaming himself for what she said.
She even said, "I thought you didn't care about ......"
How bad did he do in the first place to make Nanxing have such thoughts.
He still remembered that Nanxing loved to laugh so much when he was young, she was always carefree, like a happy fairy in a field of flowers, but now, she doesn't like to laugh anymore, she has become sentimental, she has experienced too many things that she shouldn't have experienced, she became like this, all because of him......
"Ah Xing, it's me who is not good." But such words are too pale, what is the use of saying this, the damage caused to her is irreversible.
He's such a bastard.
What the hell did he do to her.
Nanxing didn't speak, just sat beside Shen Xingzhi and kept looking at the evidence that had been sorted out in the mailbox.
It turns out that his love is hidden in these invisible places.
"Ah Xing, how could I not care, the car accident at the beginning ......" Shen Xingzhi was like a fish in his throat, and his heart hurt fiercely every time he said a word.
In the three years since he married Nanxing, she has suffered too many grievances.
"Ah Xing." He whispered her name: "Do you still think that I don't care about that?" ”
Nanxing came back to his senses and looked at Shen Xingzhi, who had just looked at the evidence, and now noticed that Shen Xingzhi's eyes had become scarlet and bloodshot all over.
"What?" She didn't hear clearly.
"I wonder if you still think that I don't care about you." Shen Xingzhi gently squeezed Nanxing's hand: "I'm afraid you'll think I don't love you, Ah Xing, I really love you, I don't know how to prove it to you." ”
It's really, really love.
The kind that loves to the bone.
The more this is the case, the more Shen Xingzhi blames himself, he hates himself for forgetting the love in his heart, and even hates Diana for pretending to be Nanxing and making him recognize the wrong person.
If it hadn't been forgotten, nothing would have happened in the aftermath.
But there are no ifs, and all he can do now is to make up for his past mistakes.
Nanxing looked at him quietly and replied truthfully: "Well, I doubted your love for me, I don't know how much you love me, I don't want to pay so much stupidly, I feel very tired and tired inexplicably, I want to forgive you, but the process of forgiving you is very painful, I really want to part with you, but ......
Ten years, Ah Shen, how many decades can I have in my life, I can't let go at all, and I can't say that I don't love you if I don't love you, fortunately you remember who you are, otherwise I can't hold on. ”
Ten years, they know each other for ten years.
When he forgot, she loved him alone for many years.
"I'm a damned sinner, Ah Xing, I don't ask for your forgiveness, I just beg you to give me a chance."
Shen Xingzhi looked at her apologetically, which made Nanxing couldn't help laughing, she didn't know how the atmosphere could become like this, okay, why did she suddenly become sad?
And......
Nanxing gently held his face: "You know what, I'm pregnant. ”
Shen Xingzhi looked at her puzzled: "Didn't you tell me an hour ago, Ah Xing." ”
"But there's one more thing you don't know."
"Huh?" Shen Xingzhi began to get nervous, and he asked cautiously, "Ah Xing, what's the matter?" ”
Nanxing lowered her head and gently stroked her lower abdomen, she told Shen Xingzhi: "I didn't die in the car accident at the beginning, it was because our child protected me, I know it's a little unbelievable, but I have always believed that it is because the baby desperately protected his mother that I can survive,
And I dreamed of my mother last night, she was holding a very cute child in her hand, that was the first time my mother took the initiative to talk to me, she said that the baby was lost, she brought the baby back to me......"
"Okay, do you believe it, it's our child who came back, I think, it was he who forgave you, so he was willing to return to us, the baby doesn't blame you, how can I blame you."
"I feel amazing now, do it, promise me, don't let our children go missing again, don't leave me again, hurt me, trust me, and always be by my side and my baby."
Before Nanxing's words were finished, she saw Shen Xingzhi secretly wiping her tears, and she leaned over and asked in a low voice.
"Are you crying?"
Shen Xingzhi shook his head in denial, but just held Nanxing's hand tightly and hard.
"Ah Xing, I'm sorry." Shen Xingzhi held her in his arms, and when he heard her say these words, his sad heart was dripping blood.
"I promise you, it won't happen again." Shen Xingzhi hugged her tightly: "You and the child, I will risk my life to protect it, and when the baby is born, I will take you out of Beijing, and we will go back to your hometown, Ah Xing, I will accompany you, and we will settle there." ”
Nanxing silently wiped away the tears on her cheeks, she hummed, stretched out her arm to hug Shen Xingzhi's neck, and when the two of them hugged each other tightly, the door was suddenly knocked on.
There was the sound of an argument outside the door.
When Nanxing and Shen Xingzhi looked at the door, Diana was rushing in, and when she saw Shen Xingzhi, she suddenly knelt on the ground, crying and shouting.
"Brother!"
Nanxing: ?
Shen Xingzhi: ......