Chapter 131: Divinity and Humanity
"You say, is it a pleasure for a person to write his name on another person's nameless book dropped by him?"
Lu Guqing blushed, holding his cheeks with both hands, and muttered quietly
Zhao Yue smiled slightly when he heard this, "If you have affection, you are not." ”
"But I'm curious, why did you dare to pull me to drink when we first met?"
Lu Guqing shook his little head and said softly: "I don't know, the feeling you give me is the kind of friend I haven't seen for a long time, and there is always a feeling with you that I have never had, this feeling is very special and very down-to-earth." ”
Zhao Yue picked up the wine glass and drank it when he heard this, "There is frost in the red leaves, and I am drunk all day long, and it is lovesickness to the depths." ”
..... year
Everything was a big mistake caused by his own confusion back then, if he was not obsessed with the throne, would he be able to spend the rest of his life in peace?
The more you care, the more you lose.
He finally understood this sentence, no wonder some people are willing to give up the throne, but unfortunately it has long been irreversible.
"Wine is not good at anything, but dare to tell the truth when you are drunk, maybe I should have let go a long time ago..."
Hearing this, Lu Guqing held his cheeks and asked, "Oh? Do you have anything unhappy about? Can you tell us about it? ”
Zhao Yue looked at the wine glass in his hand and shook it gently, and was silent for a long time, and then said: "Back then, I was obsessed with one thing but forgot that she had been with me for a long time, and when I woke up, she had already left. ”
"I came to the world for a trip, I wanted to do a big job, but unfortunately the world is cold, the dream finally becomes a fantasy, my heart is full of melancholy, and my face is full of vicissitudes, after all, I lost my ambition and ruined my original appearance."
Zhao Yue looked at the wine in the cup, and his original appearance appeared in the wine, practicing with her, eating together, hunting together, etc.....
How beautiful is that, but it's a pity that if you don't cling to the throne, isn't everything different?
When he came back to his senses, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, in his impression she was still so beautiful, a fairy in the world, a saint in the fairy world, and the words Xi Shi in the eyes of a lover would never be wrong.
It's a pity that in the end it's just a big dream, a greedy joy, a game, a dream, she is so good in his eyes, so good that it is not too much for him to be the enemy of the world.
Everyone in the world can believe that she will change her mind, and they will never believe that he will change his mind.
You can see his heart in three months, his people in three years, and everything in ten years.
Zhao Yue drank suddenly, she is still so special, can't she forget it after all?
Lu Guqing watched him drink and persuaded softly: "Memories can kill people, because you don't have a new story, so you will never forget the past." ”
"Three years of waiting proves what you think, and it's better to let go of the past than to stay in it."
"People haven't been looking for you for three years, so why should you force it?"
Zhao Yue was stunned for a moment when he heard this, and smiled bitterly, three years? She won't come back even if it's been a hundred years.
Cultivators do live a long life, but they can't enter the path of reincarnation, they have long been out of reincarnation, and once they fall, their souls will be scattered, and there will be no trace of her in the world.
Cultivation can indeed transcend the Great Dao, there are advantages and disadvantages, and the truth remains unchanged through the ages.
Reincarnation and detachment, cause and effect, yin and yang, pros and cons, all things in the world are born and restrain each other.
Lu Guqing took a big gulp of wine, blushed and said loudly:
"Every road is lonely, everyone is a passerby, every memory is a past, you have to understand that some roads can only be walked alone."
Zhao Yue didn't speak, looking up at the ceiling, he didn't know what he should do, revenge? Except or revenge? Seeking the throne? Who do you live for? How do you live?
Voices swirled deep inside him
How do you want to live in this life?
Seeking the throne?
Revenge?
Resurrect her?
Rewind time and space and go back in time?
How did he not expect that he was just a joke in the end, what about the throne? I don't even know how to live anymore.
His emperor's heart has long been broken, it is impossible to return to the throne, he can't go back, and he already knows it.
As early as the moment she left, his imperial heart was already doomed.
The emperor's heart is unstable, the emperor's throne does not exist, and the same together has long passed.
When he knew why he was cultivating, he would be able to return to the throne.
Zhao Yue's eyes flickered suddenly, but he still forcibly endured the blood in his mouth and did not spray out, waved his hand and ran out.
Lu Gu Qinggang wanted to shout, but after thinking about it, they were all classmates anyway, and when the time came, there was time, and seeing that he was far away, and there was only one person left to drink alone, so he checked out and left here.
When Zhao Yue came to a clearing, he felt more and more dizzy, what was going on with him, why did this happen?
Zhao Yue sat cross-legged on the ground, the exercises were running, and the moment the exercises were running, the blood in his mouth could no longer suppress the wild spray.
Why is that? Is it because I have no desires or desires? ”
"It turns out that when a person has no desire and no desire, everything will not be cared about? Cultivation will regress in mana, no purpose, no goal, how can it be a big thing? ”
Zhao Yue knew that his cultivation had begun to gradually regress, the golden pill was about to collapse, his mana was weak, and everything except his divine sense was regressing.
Zhao Yue raised his head and laughed: "That's it!" That's it! I am no longer the persistent teenager I used to be, even if I am burdened with endless blood and hatred. ”
"Since the emperor's heart is no longer stable, then I will rebuild, and today I will scatter the emperor's heart!"
Zhao Yue's hands were covered with golden light, and he hit his heart to break the broken yellow ancient bell.
Clang!
If one hit doesn't work, then two hits!
Clang!
Clang!
The yellow ancient bell was finally broken, and when it was broken, Zhao Yue also spat blood, the emperor's heart was broken, from today onwards, he was him, and there was no dragon emperor.
"The emperor's heart has never been used to define people, but people define the emperor's heart, the world takes the emperor's heart too seriously, but they don't know that it is confusing others, those who have a heart have no humanity, and those who have no heart have humanity, this is really good!"
When the emperor's heart was broken, he realized that the so-called emperor's heart was just used to suppress the human side, no wonder she was in pain when she died, but she couldn't feel it.
Human nature and divinity can never coexist, either die from divinity or suppress divinity.
Divine indifference and human nature are full, and you can't have both.
Zhao Yue raised his head and laughed: "Dreaming back to my previous life, I mistake memories for lovesickness." ”
"That's it..... That's it....."
"Let her stay in the past as promises from the past!"
Departing for Modu University, it's time to experience life.
The corners of Zhao Yue's mouth rose, he had lost the indifference he had at the beginning, it turned out that it was not his indifference but the so-called emperor's heart that affected him, now that the emperor's heart has been broken, why should he be superior?
He is a human, not an emperor, and not an immortal.
He once commanded the world in the name of the Immortal Emperor, and now he will return in the name of Sword Cultivation.
The road to immortality is long...... The fairy road slowly .......
Early the next morning, Zhao Yue, who had just finished cultivating, stretched his waist and said to himself, "It's almost time to go to school."
The rental house is not very far from the school, walking slowly and leisurely on the road, the weather is very cold, but for Zhao Yue's practice, even if it snows, he can wander the street naked, but he doesn't want to be so blatant, maybe he will be caught as a hooligan and eat for a few days.
Zhao Yue walked slowly to the school, swiped the school card and entered, Zhao Yue was slightly stunned as if he didn't know where the classroom was, and he forgot to ask yesterday.
Zhao Yue was about to use his spiritual sense to look around, when someone patted him.
"Hi"
Zhao Yue looked back and saw that it was Lu Guqing, looking at the pink sweatshirt and white calf socks wrapped around her calves, she suddenly showed a sweet smile, that smile was enough to make people open their hearts, that smile was like a touch of morning glow in the blue sky, that smile was like the fragrance of flowers, and that smile made people linger.
Zhao Yue said politely: "What a coincidence"
Lu Guqing was as sticky and cute as a hamster, and said softly, "I guess you should be lost."
Zhao Yue nodded helplessly.
"Let's go! Come with me to your classroom next door to me."
Zhao Yue was helpless, this was the second time he was led by Lu Guqing, and he was a little embarrassed, but he still followed.
"Na! Your classroom is here, and mine is next door to you. Lu Guqing pointed to another classroom next to him and said, "If there is anything you don't understand in the future, you can ask me, then I'll go first." ”
Zhao Yue looked at the bouncing Lu Guqing, and couldn't help but feel a little moved, when he didn't become an immortal emperor, there was also a woman like her, but unfortunately it disappeared in the end.
How can there be a happy ending, that is just people's ideals, if there are no regrets in life, how good it would be! Zhao Yue shook his head and walked into the classroom.
The love of the student days is beautiful, but it can't last long but it is rare.
When the classmates saw this handsome young man, they couldn't help but ask, "Classmate, did you make a mistake?"
Zhao Yue shook his head and said, "Hello students, I am a new transfer student, please take care of me when I first arrive."
Because of Zhao Yue's sister-in-law's relationship with Zhao Yue, Zhao Yue was brought to Modu University, and it would inevitably make people laugh at letting a person who did not take the college entrance examination enter Modu University.
But he can't help it, his aunt is so hard, why eat soft rice? This is called soft rice and hard eating! Envy can't be helped, this world is like this.
The classmates suddenly coaxed, Zhao Yue shook his head, walked to the back door, and sat up on the empty seats in the last row.
Zhao Yue thought that this demon capital should be more harmonious as a first-tier city, and hoped that there would be no demons and monsters to bother him.
Because he hasn't gone to class yet, Zhao Yue thought about it, but he still planned to take a look at the textbook, and he couldn't say that he came to the university and dragged his feet, and he remembered this knowledge casually with the ability to break the eyes of the void, and when he didn't come to school, he would come to the exam, so that he wouldn't delay his practice and wouldn't have to be scolded by his aunt, which was simply beautiful.
"I don't know if Yaqiqi has reached the frontier, and now my strength has begun to gradually regress, and I really have the heart but not enough strength."
Zhao Yue shook his head, the frontier was in flames and he was here to survive, was this really him? He didn't know it himself......