Chapter 137: Love and Hate
On this day, it snowed heavily, white snowflakes covered the earth, and the branches of the trees were covered with heavy white armor.
"Is it the beginning of winter? The weather suddenly cools down, and the story should be turned over. ”
Zhao Yue stretched out his hand and let the snowflakes fall into his palm.
"It is said that winter is suitable for missing, but it is more suitable for meeting, so when can we meet."
Zhao Yue looked up at the air, letting the snowflakes fall into his handsome face, cold and cold, cold and cold....
"I don't seem to be able to get the love and impulse I had anymore, and love has become a burden for me."
They didn't meet or see each other this winter, she would be a burden to him, and he didn't want to lose her again, even though he knew that she had already planted a seed in his heart, but he would eventually die......
Cultivation is stagnant, and even slowly regressing, and it is still unknown whether he will be able to withstand this winter.....
Zhao Yue clasped his hands together and whispered a wish: "If I don't die this time, I think I should go and explain it to her." ”
"If I die..... Forget it......"
He has never believed in fate or Buddhism, but this time he is willing to make a promise for her, maybe this promise is very perfunctory, but this is the only thing he can do.......
Ye Xuan, who was behind him, shook his head helplessly when he saw this scene, why hide it if he liked it?
"I don't have much time, instead of falling in love with her for the rest of my life, I should fight before I die, and I will pull them into the water when I die!"
Hearing this, Ye Xuan first sighed and waved his hand: "Before he died, he was reluctant to let the family know, why do you bother?" ”
Zhao Yue immediately laughed when he heard this: "If everything goes well, then it is not called life." ”
"My life is full of ups and downs, the throne, power, love, career, I used to have it all, but when I chose the former, I had already lost, and I lost a mess, and my cultivation heart has long since declined."
"Knowing the world but not the world, being able to laugh at oneself without mocking others."
Ye Xuan was silent for a moment and said, "Are rights really important to you?" Isn't this just for the sake of happiness? Is it really worth giving it up for the sake of power? ”
"I used to think it was worth it, but now it doesn't seem that important."
"Then you ....."
Before Ye Xuan could finish speaking, he was interrupted by Zhao Yue
"Everyone has youth and frivolity, and in the end, only a lifetime of regrets and unruly quotes are left."
"People say that 30 years in Hedong and 30 years in Hexi, don't bully young people to be poor, but how do they know the hardships behind success?"
Ye Xuan looked up at the snowflakes that kept falling in the air and said in a deep voice: "Three years and no three years, can your plan really succeed?" Even if you succeed, how can you survive for three years? Are you really going to make her wait three years? ”
"You know her, she can open a way for you to leave Longdu, she can silently follow your growth when you have nothing, and even the number of people who have chased her for more than ten years has been her unwavering choice of you, even if you reject her, she has never changed her mind."
Ye Xuan grabbed his collar and scolded loudly: "Dare to ask who in the world can do it?" She's so attached to you, and you? How do you do that? ”
"Dead, dead, even before you die, you don't want to admit that you like her reality? It's so hard to say I love you? How many years has she waited for you? ”
"Aren't these years important to her? How many years are there in a person's life? ”
Zhao Yue didn't speak, he admitted that he was really sorry for her, but now his time is running out, and his time is running out.....
Ye Xuan hated iron and scolded: "Even if you don't have much time, you go to admit a word, just like that, don't you dare?" Do you really want to make her so confused? ”
Ye Xuan slowly let go of his hand and said, "Forget it, it's your own business, whether you want to be a coward or a hero, you choose." ”
Looking at Ye Xuan's departure, Zhao Yue muttered in a low voice: "I have lived for tens of millions of years, it's time to leave, but why are you so unwilling?" ”
"Is this really the right plan?"
Zhao Yue looked up at the air, her eyes were full of confusion, she hadn't been so confused for a long time, after she passed away, she seemed to be a different person, she didn't care about the world, she didn't care about everything, who she lived for, how did she want to live.....
.....
"Another winter?"
Nong Ling'er stood by the window, looking out at the heavy snow, wearing a white sweatshirt with a cat printed on it, very cute.
I still remember going to the snow, she hid in the corner and looked at him secretly, at that time he was still a young man, but also a happy boy who had no worries about food and clothing, but when he was expelled from the house, everything changed, he became so strange and indifferent, everything in the world has nothing to do with him.
He has become stronger, and he is no longer the boy who relied on his family back then, but a hero who doesn't need anything to rely on, should he be happy for him? Or is it sad? It's as if I never knew him.
Nong Ling'er muttered in a low voice, "Is he still him?" ”
In his hand, he still holds the purple phoenix he once gave him, which is full of cracks, and although it has been restored, the surface is still broken.
There are still cracks in the broken and restored mirror, let alone jade?
Still, I'm very happy to be able to restore it.
"He is he or not him, you can look for people who are better than him, the world is so big that there are people who are better than him, is it worth giving up the whole forest for a bouquet of flowers?"
A loud voice came
Lan Nuo slowly walked out from behind him, dressed in white and dressed in martial arts, he can be described as a hero in the world.
Nong Ling'er didn't look back but retorted: "Aren't you the same? ”
Lan Nuo shook his head when he heard this and said: "It's different, we have always been different, Aotian and I are destined, and you and him are not fated to be fated." ”
Nong Ling'er laughed softly: "Fate? I have never believed in this mysterious thing, and I will not believe it, I only believe that love can change everything. ”
She has never believed in the gods and Buddhas, let alone worshipped, she has no worries about food and clothing since she was a child, and she believes that fate is always in her own hands.
She can find someone to protect him from Longdu safely, he can find someone to protect him for the rest of his life, but she prefers to believe that he can have everything.
If she wanted to, she could have kidnapped him here before he left the dragon capital, and told the world that he was here, and if he had the ability, he could come and find him.
But she didn't, she still wanted to believe him, and he didn't disappoint her.
Lan Nuo asked softly, "But he still let you down, didn't he?" ”
Nong Ling'er turned to look out the window and shook her head, but the corner of her eyes was sincere, "He has never let me down." ”
Lan Nuo didn't continue to answer, "Hopefully, I heard from Aotian that they have a plan called Sunset, and the most important part of this plan is him. ”
"Him?"
"Sunset?"
Nong Ling'er's memory instantly surfaced, when his grandfather was alive, he had eavesdropped on this plan, this plan represents the top secret of the martial arts world, once the martial arts world is opened, it will be bloody, and once the martial arts reshuffle is over.
But she didn't know what the specific content was, but she was sure that someone who participated in this plan would definitely die, and the cause of her grandfather's death was because of this plan.
But so many years
Could it be that he wants to restart?
A sense of fear filled Nong Ling'er's whole body, did he have to be like his grandfather?
Thinking of this, Nong Ling'er suddenly knew everything, and trembled like a thunderbolt on a sunny day
"He ....."
At the same time, Zhang Yulong, who was far away on the frontier, was also a little powerless, he naturally knew the content of this plan, but he couldn't change Zhao Yue's mind.
He wants to fight against the entire rivers and lakes with his own strength, just like a praying arm as a car, and he can't do it himself.
Once he succeeds in the reshuffle, but once he fails, he will be doomed.
"Does he really want to do that?" Jakiki asked
Zhang Yulong shook his head, "We can't change his mind, only she may have a glimmer of life." ”
Yaqiqi sighed: "Actually, there is another way, why do you have to choose this path?" ”
remembered that when he came to look for him alone, he originally thought that he was guarding the frontier, but who knew that he was going to live to die, and he knew that he would not agree to him in this way.
"Have you ever thought about the consequences of this?"
Zhao Yue nodded, "I naturally know, and at the same time, I also know that she may regret it for the rest of her life." ”
Yaqiqi scolded: "You know the consequences of doing this, so you still choose this path?" ”
Zhao Yue shook his head, "If you don't do this, how can the rivers and lakes be peaceful?" If we don't do this, how can China be at peace? ”
Yaqiqi scolded angrily: "Would you rather want the world than her?" Do you really want to be so ruthless? ”
Zhao Yue was silent for a moment and said, "You are wrong, if I can, I am willing to take the whole world as an enemy and live up to her, but unfortunately I don't have much time." ”
Jakiki asked, "When did you know this?" ”
Zhao Yue sighed: "I encountered the dark impermanence of the dark pavilion long before I came to look for you, and I was also left with a secret wound by his palm, plus my state of mind has fallen, it is even more difficult to restore the cultivation of the year, and I no longer have the desire I had back then." ”
"I used secret methods to force back the black impermanence, and then left a secret wound, plus the cultivation retreated, the mood is unstable, for all kinds of reasons I know that my time is short, whether I can survive this year is still unknown, in what I can, I want to do my last worth, even if I die, I am not afraid!"
Yaqiqi retorted: "Heaven and earth are so big, wouldn't it be better to find a miracle medicine to treat your secret wounds?" And why take the risk? ”
Zhao Yue laughed when he heard this: "Do you know the feeling that a person doesn't even have the desire to live?" ”
I still remember her sentence, "I used to be stupid and like to get to the bottom of things, but now I smile shallowly and don't say anything, allowing myself to be myself and allowing others to be others." ”
"This is the great realization, it turns out that the time when I know is in the past."
Three thousand avenues, how to walk, how to walk, how to choose, realize for yourself.
Everyone has their own opportunities, and they don't have to be in the same stream, and they are happy to have friends from afar......