Chapter 18: Growing Up

He understood what she meant, and the corners of his lips curled slightly, "No, my son put it here." ”

Son?

For a moment, time stopped, the whole world fell silent, even the sound of the rain outside the car window was gone, and only the face of his lips curved slightly before her eyes was replayed, the first time she had seen him smile except for the patient, when she mentioned his son.

She felt the skin on her face freeze, and then she struggled to squeeze a few lines out of her face so that she wouldn't be so stiff. So she laughed, and she could hear the sound of the ice cracking in her skin, first a crack, then more, and as she finally chuckled, the ice crumbled, and shattered.

"Really? How old are you? She opened a bag of biscuits and handed it to him.

He shook his head and motioned no, "Four." ”

At the age of four, they officially divorced for five years, which is really fast......

She still maintained that smile, "I ate him, and he will be upset when he goes back to the car and finds that it is gone?" ”

"No, it won't." He replied softly, then added, "He put it here for me to eat." ”

Well, I have to say, he raised a good son, you should really feel sorry for him......

She chewed the biscuits slowly, and also used it to sort out her mood, there must be sourness. What is a saying about the ex? Knowing that you are not having a good time, I am relieved. Probably ordinary people have this mentality, and they are still struggling, so as an ex-husband, you are married and have children, you can't make people sour?

But after the sourness, I thought, what did I think when I got divorced? One parting and two wide, each life rejoices.

That's what she thought at the time. She still remembers the last words she said to him on the day of the divorce, in this car: Senior, don't feel guilty, I have never regretted marrying you. You always feel that I have wronged me by marrying you, but you don't know that for me, it is actually my own fulfillment, because I really love you! You gave me a chance to love you, I took care of you, I felt sorry for you, and I enjoyed you, now that we have come to this point, I can only say that I have used up all the love I can give you, and I can no longer continue to take care of you in the future, you have to take good care of yourself, be happy, and I, will also happily continue to walk my future path, both of us have to be good, okay?

Biting the biscuit, this passage passed through her mind word by word, and the sour ups and downs in her heart finally gradually subsided.

She smiled again, this time from the heart. The reason why I had an awkward day was just because I was reunited after a long absence, and I was not used to how to face it.

"Laughing at what?" He saw it in the rearview mirror and asked her.

She blinked, the shallow wetness had faded, and her smile shrouded in a soft glow in the dim lights of the car, "I'm imagining what it would be like for a little boy to call you daddy." ”

He also smiled lightly, "It's not bad, I'm trying my best to be a good father." ”

She believes that he can be a good father, just because he can be so patient with her back then, and it is good to see him smile so calmly in life.

"By the way, tell me about your training." He changed the subject.

"Okay." Work can make people's minds clear, she chose the focus of the surgical rotation and said, "I am very lucky, the teachers who took me are very good to me, and they are willing to let me try, especially in the general outside, let me do a help, and do some minor surgeries on the stage by myself, well, five times I have a large gastric resection by myself, 5 times partial thyroidectomy, and 9 cases of radical gastric cancer ......"