Chapter 1 Sensible
The man's eyes were gilded with a faint green halo, which was restrained, making his whole person look mysterious and weird......
On his bookcase was a painting of nine people, the one in the foreground was exactly the same as the man who was still painting in a hurry.
The man was writing on a blank space in the scroll, and with each word he wrote, a dazzling brilliance of the word disappeared, and when he was finished, he put away his pen and the whole painting was complete.
I saw that there are nine people in the picture, all of them are the most beautiful posture in the world, the name of the painting is "Beauty Fu", there are three rows of vertical small characters next to it, the sky will descend to the people, must first suffer its mind, work its muscles and bones, starve its body and skin, empty its body, act chaotically, the sky will be chaotic, the strange people will come out, the beauty is different bones, destined.
The dark light in the man's eyes disappeared, his eyes were black and white, no different from ordinary people, but his pupils were as black as grinding, like a deep pool......
Qi Huimin was flipping through the Buddhist scriptures, so she casually pointed to a scripture and asked, "What does Mom mean by this?" β
Qi Huimin naturally knew that Mo Fei was just asking casually, but she was not annoyed, and she didn't just fool around because she was young, she explained, "The meaning of this sentence is that all sentient beings are naturally dependent on cause and effect, and all sentient beings come from sin, and their lives originate from sin......
"Mom? Why does his life come from sin? Doesn't it say that at the beginning of man, his nature is good? Mo Feifei blinked a pair of big watery eyes, she asked immaturely.
"No," said my mother, shaking her head, "in fact, we are born with sin, and sin is passed down from the karma of our ancestors and the cycle of life. β
After listening carefully to her mother's explanation, she seemed to understand something, so she asked again, "Mom, do you mean that everyone in this world is guilty, so why did everyone bring sin to this world?" β
Qi Huimin doted on Mo Feifei's immature face and immature child's voice, looking at her flickering big eyes that seemed to have something like a clear spring, at this time there was a glimmer of light, her eyes were very beautiful and beautiful, sometimes even Qi Huimin felt that her daughter's beauty should be a gift from God, because her daughter's eyes had a sea of stars, shining brightly.
Qi Huimin smiled faintly, she said, "Because people should be healed when they are sick, people's sins need to be redeemed, if people can't eliminate their sins, then the reincarnation of this world is meaningless, people come with sins, they should atone for their karma!" β
Mo Feifei thought about it, but she still seemed to understand, "Oh! Then he couldn't wait to ask, "Then how can I atone for my sins?" β
"Break seven emotions and sweep six desires." Qi Huimin replied very happily this time.
"Break the seven emotions and sweep the six desires......" Mo Fei repeated reluctantly, "Mom, I still don't understand." β
Qi Huimin showed a kind smile and said, "Because you haven't grown up yet, when you grow up, you will know, people's hearts are all sin, people's hearts are all sin, people's hearts are busy for sin, and they don't know it, and they are constantly having seven emotions and six desires, how can they achieve bliss?" β
She didn't continue the topic, because if it continued, she couldn't understand it even more.
"Definitely? You have to remember that people have to learn to let go of life, only by letting go of desires and letting go of obsessions, people will be happy, happiness is bliss, a thought to become a Buddha, a thought to become a demon. β
If you let go of everything, isn't that really going to be a monk? I don't understand the happiness of monks, eight-year-old Mo Fei is a relative in her heart, she curls her mouth, I don't want to become a monk?
However, with my mother's daily routine is these Buddhist scriptures, accustomed to my mother's belief in Buddhism, I naturally understand some Buddhist principles, Buddha pays attention to cause and effect, pays attention to yin virtue, pays attention to good and evil, pays attention to reincarnation, these things in Mo Feifei's childhood growth, the impact is still great, her good thoughts are also under the mother's subtle teaching to grow up.
The naΓ―ve days always seem to fade away with growth, and when he was ten years old, Mo Feifei's parents divorced.
This is the first time Mo Feifei has done multiple-choice questions, multiple-choice questions in life always seem to be more difficult than textbooks, Mo Feifei's watery eyes are full of fog, her heart is very tormented, even if she is tormented, she also understands that her heart is biased towards her mother, because of her father's work, her mother is accompanying her during her growth.
It's just that...... Let her rashly separate from her father, leave the original life, and try a new life with her mother, she is really a little afraid, that is from the worry of the future and the unknown.
In fact, there is no need to do this multiple-choice question at all, because the two of them have already discussed everything, Qi Huimin said, "Yes, yes!" Go follow your dad! β
"Mom?" Mo Feifei looked at her mother in surprise, she didn't expect her mother to let her follow her father, her tears couldn't be controlled in an instant, she hugged her mother's waist, her heart was very, very uncomfortable, she didn't want them to separate......
She burst into tears, "Mom, don't go......"
Watching her cry, Qi Huimin's heart also hurt, she slowly squatted down, Mo Feifei's height was much taller, she looked up slightly at Mo Feifei's eyes, and finally she was ruthless, she said, "Child, you are still young, you need a better life, follow Dad, you will be happy, don't be like Mom, Mom has seen through the red dust, and she has looked down on life, you will only suffer if you follow me." β
Qi Huimin was actually very painful, she thought that she could leave very calmly, but when she saw the attachment to herself in Mo Feifei's eyes, she softened her heart, but ...... She eventually gritted her teeth.
"Uh......h Mom...... I don't want you to be separated...... Woo ...... "Mo Feifei said while crying, she rarely cries, her father often can't see the shadow, and she is usually the only one with her mother, and her mother has been subtly teaching her to be calm for so many years, which has developed her sensible character, but she still cried at the thought of separating from her mother, and she cried a lot.
Qi Huimin hugged her thin body, her heart was also hurting, and only Mo Fei Fei would make her hurt, her eyes were gradually covered with a layer of fog, but she didn't cry, because she knew that if she cried, then Fei Fei would definitely not be able to let go.
"It's okay, it's okay," Qi Huimin gently patted Mo Feifei's back, she comforted her in a soft voice, "Don't cry, don't cry, child, you haven't lost your father, you haven't lost your mother, we're just separated, it's not that we can't see each other, you just need to know that we love you!" β
Qi Huimin's comfort seemed to have an effect, but after thinking about it, it was also the case, and her heart was no longer so painful.
Otherwise, how can you say that the child is so coaxing! Mo Feifei gradually stopped crying, Qi Huimin also let go of her embrace, she sorted out her mood, with a kind smile on her face, she said, "Your father is busy with his career outside, he can't take care of people, and in the rest of the days, you have to learn to take care of yourself, and you have to learn to take care of your father." β
Mo Feifei nodded and agreed softly, "Hmm." β
Qi Huimin thought about it, she still didn't say anything, let her daughter go by herself in the future! It's time for her to learn to be independent, too.
As soon as Qi Huimin left, Mo Feifei's heart only felt empty......
At first, it was the hardest, she could wash her underwear and underwear by herself, but those big clothes, hey! Forget it, let's pile it up first!
On the third day after his parents divorced, Mo Nian said, "Isn't it? You see that Dad is usually too busy to take care of you, do you think this will work, Dad will find an aunt to take care of you? β
"Are you looking for a nanny aunt?" Mo Feifei finally heard something happy, she was looking forward to a nanny at home these days, but she didn't expect her wish to come true, since her mother left, she has been eating takeout for three days in a row, and her father sometimes socializes late at night, and rarely can have a meal together.
She misses her mother when she is lonely, she wants to chat with her mother, but she doesn't reply to her mother's WeChat, and her mobile phone has been turned off when she calls. At least she should have made a phone call.
"Sort of!" A trace of embarrassment flashed in Mo Nian's eyes.
Sort of, right? What is the answer? In short, there is a "yes" in this answer, which is what she likes to hear the most, so she is very happy......
"Definitely? You don't blame Dad, do you? Mo Nian was referring to the divorce, although he didn't say anything, but today he still said something considerate.
If you want to say that you don't blame your father, it's impossible, Mo Feifei is not a saint, in fact, she can't understand why her parents divorced, the two usually don't quarrel, and there is no cold war, this family looks quite harmonious, but the two of them said that they left and left, and they didn't give Mo Feifei a chance to breathe, which is the most uncomfortable, as if falling from heaven to hell, there is not even a buffer process.
Mo Feifei was quite happy to hear her father say that he was going to hire a nanny for her, but when she heard her father ask, her mood was a little low, she pursed her lips, drooped her eyelids and whispered, "Dad, I don't blame you!" β
"It's good that you don't blame Dad, Dad has been busy with work for so many years, and he may ignore you, I hope you can understand!"
"Dad, actually...... Mom doesn't blame you, Mom has been believing in Buddhism for so many years, she thinks about it, she lets it go! She didn't say that she understood, but said that her mother let it go, her idea was very simple, let her mother understand anything!
Mo Nian didn't care about Qi Huimin's thoughts, he cared more about his daughter, but if his daughter could say this, it also showed that she had grown up, Mo Nian nodded with satisfaction, "My daughter has really grown up...... You are now mainly studying, and you can come to your father's jewelry store on weekends and see you for a long time. β
After Mo Nian said this, a hint of cunning flashed in his eyes......
"Yes, yes, Dad." It's because I still can't ask for it.
She actually wanted to go to her father's jewelry store for a long time, after all, she would also have curiosity, but at that time, her father was busy, and her mother felt that she should not spend her mind on things other than studying, so even if she knew that her father ran a jewelry store, although she was curious, she was not stubborn to the point that she had to go.
But what Mo Feifei didn't expect was that jewelry would open a new door for her, and it was also a door to trouble......
"Tomorrow there will be a newcomer in the house, you guys get along well!" Mo Nian didn't mention that there was a nanny at home, but used the word "newcomer".
"Got it, don't worry, Dad, I'll definitely get along well with the nanny and aunt." Mo Fei had to agree very cheerfully.
After saying this, Mo Feifei felt that her father's expression was very unnatural, and her face was strange, but at this time she didn't know how to figure out people's hearts, and at this age, she couldn't understand people's micro-expressions.