Dear readers, as the title suggests, this is a letter of apology, of course, it is not that this book is going to be a eunuch, but just to say sorry for the interruption of the past two days.

First of all, let's explain the reason.,When I updated two days ago,,Write to the chicken master of Beishan.,Those who know more about the fox demon know that there are relatively few Beishan in the comics.,Insufficient information.,In order to write according to the original plot setting as much as possible.,I've been deducting the details of the original plot when I wrote it.。

When I wrote it two days ago, because I didn't confirm the information of Beishan Jiye's cave, I went to carefully pick out the original plot after I finished writing, which caused me to not pay attention to the time for a while, missed the opportunity to release, and the full attendance was gone this month.

In addition to the 1500 attendance reward, this full attendance also includes a part of the share, simply put, this negligence caused me to lose 4,000 yuan in this month's manuscript fee.

Four thousand yuan, for me, as long as there is no big expense, it is enough for me to spend half a year, because I am a person with low desire, so this money is not a small amount for me.

Of course, no one can be blamed for all this, it is my own Shabi who wrote it and did not send it first, did not code words in advance, in short, summarized afterwards, all the problems are on me, no one is to blame, but because of this, my heart is even more uncomfortable.

I know this feeling is very hypocritical.,But there's no way.,I'm a person who is more sensitive to these.,More emotional.,So for a while, my mentality collapsed.,Now as soon as I open the codeword software.,My heart is very messy.,There's no way to calm down and think about the plot.。

So, that's what caused me to put it up directly in the past two days, and I didn't update it, I was wrong, I'm really sorry.

But since I said this, I will take the opportunity to say a little more, in fact, this problem, I have had it very early, I went out to work after graduating from high school, changed more than a dozen jobs in five years, and basically maintained the state of working for half a year and half a year, that is to say, when I worked, I basically had to change two or three jobs for about half a year, and the longest job in five years was done for more than half a year, because of this problem.

In the end, I really didn't want to deal with those troublesome leaders, I didn't want to get those troublesome communications, so I quit my job completely and went back to my hometown to start writing novels.

My mentality is not good, I have known for a long time, when I worked before, I was often affected by all kinds of small things, from conflicts with leaders to small ones because of overtime or work mistakes, which may lead to my mentality being unbalanced and autistic.

When I was at work, I was autistic, I was nothing more than touching the fish when I went to work, and if it was more serious, I would resign directly, but now after I started writing books, I found that I couldn't touch the fish, because I was cheating on the boss when I was fishing, but when I was writing a book, I was going to lie to myself.

It's easy to lie to the boss, but it's really hard to lie to yourself, I can't control my thoughts, and I don't even have a place to vent.

I don't have a very good relationship with my family, my grandmother who has the best relationship, the older generation can't understand my thoughts, and my parents, because of family reasons, there is also a direct conflict, I and my mother, we don't necessarily make a phone call a year, normally speaking, we are separated, among the peers, there is basically no contact.

Moreover, I don't have any friends now, my classmates in school are basically not in touch now, and I haven't made a close friend after working for five years, and someone else's WeChat has sent messages from time to time, and my WeChat is full of messages from various public accounts, and there are almost no contacts.

I once had a best friend, my junior high school classmate, and I thought we would be friends for life, but he broke up with me for some unknown reason, and he didn't even want to make one up for me.

I don't want to sympathize with me or anything, but I can't find anyone to listen to me, so you just read my books, but you don't know who I am, so I'll tell you, and I can be regarded as venting.

In fact, when I first started writing books, I didn't think about making a lot of money by writing books, at that time I thought that writing books can earn two or three thousand a month, enough for my expenses, and the first book is indeed like this, counting the guarantee, it is more than two thousand and less than three thousand yuan a month, so I only wrote the first book for four months, and I began to write this book before I ate full attendance, just to keep full attendance, and at that time I relied on full attendance to eat.

But this book is an accident.,I didn't expect this book to be so good when I wrote this.,But I've seen a lot of people.,My pressure has come up.,Began to suffer from gains and losses.,When I wrote the world of less songs before,Chasing and declining again and again.,I'm anxious in my eyes.,Plus the end of the previous song.,The bug I made myself caused the ending to be more and more difficult to write.,It's a headache.,Directly ask for leave several times.,It's also the root cause of this problem.。

It's hard to return to the fox demon world.,I'm slowly entering the state.,I'm going to take this opportunity to write about the fox demon world in my heart.,I've finished the draft.,Go up the north mountain and down to the south.,Reach a relative peak in the circle.,During the period, I went to the dragon world to save the little monster as a spice.,It can be said that I think it's very good.,As a result, I was negligent for a while.,Directly lost the full attendance.,The mentality collapsed directly.。

But I can only blame myself for this matter, plus I have nowhere to vent, the more emotions accumulate, and I directly collapsed myself, I haven't had a good sleep in the past two days, basically I stayed up for nearly 20 hours without sleeping, I really couldn't bear it to fall asleep, and then I woke up after a long time, and continued to sleep.

In the past, my monthly salary was only about 4,000, and suddenly because of an oversight, it was a really big blow to myself, and the money was okay, I said, my desire is very low, eating, drinking, living and traveling, I don't care, but now I just can't pass the level in my heart.

Originally, this book seems to have been on a recommended position these days.,It shouldn't be interrupted.,But I'm really helpless now.,It's a mess in my mind when I think about the plot at the beginning.,It's very uncomfortable.。

I haven't been anywhere in the past two days, I've been in bed for two days, and I haven't gotten out of bed except for eating, although I'm usually like this, except for eating, I'm lying in bed, but this time it's different.

To tell you a joke, I've been out of passion for watching movies for the past two days.

I used to like to look at beautiful girls with everyone in the group.,Two-dimensional pictures or something.,Now,QQ WeChat I haven't opened it for two days.。

I'm actually a talkative person, but I can't find anyone to talk to, I have a lot of things to say, and I don't know who to say them.

Eh, I've said a lot, and I've been holding back for a long time, I really can't find anyone to say these things in my heart, so I just poured them out, and I'll tell you, anyway, you don't know who I am, and I'm not a social death.

After speaking, I finally felt a little better, I basically didn't sleep well in the past two days, I was ready to sleep well, this time I slept for more than ten hours, and I couldn't sleep, maybe I adjusted.

Finally, I would like to say to you, I'm sorry to live up to your expectations, I am really sorry to have you like the story I wrote.

Above, the book of the little six children.