Chapter 51

"Then why do you want to repeat the same mistakes?" Ayako Amamiya doesn't understand, won't she suffer the same grief in the future?

Suddenly, Amamiya Ayako seemed to understand something, and looked at Lin Yi in a daze.

"Figured it out?" Lin Yi smiled slightly, with a sense of relief.

"I don't have a home, so I build mine. Eventually, I will die there, by his side. ”

"I won't be in pain because I've given up on the future."

"I finally had the courage to embrace death."

"I will sleep peacefully on the night of death, and say goodbye to my loneliness."

Amamiya Ayako fell into a deep silence, she didn't know what kind of pain and despair could make such a crazy soul.

Is Kurosawa a salvation or hell for her? Is love a gift or a curse for her?

She didn't know, she didn't know if she wanted Lin Yi, but this was the best ending she had chosen for herself.

People who have once gained the sun but lost it will not feel warmth even if they stand in the sun again. Amamiya Ayako is clear, and Lin Yi is also clear.

"Why choose him? You...... Love him? Ayako Amamiya finally asked the question.

Lin Yi raised his head, closed his eyes, and felt the swaying of the water on his skin, as if his lover's hand was gently caressing his face.

"Because he's the person I want to be the most but can't."

"He has a stronger will than anyone else, a colder heart than anyone else, he can do anything to achieve his ends, he will never really give up on himself, even if there is even the slightest possibility that he will turn it into reality. He will always have his sights set on those he is loyal. ”

"I love such a strong and fearless soul."

"And I have become a being watched by him and loyal to him, even if I am as desperate as I am, I will feel the heat and warmth of fire, even if he will burn me to the ground."

"He will always choose me firmly."

"He is the grave I have chosen for myself, and the heaven I have chosen for myself."

"Love isn't enough to be my pillar, but he can."

So, compared to the sunshine that will abandon them at any time, or the fireflies that have no trace of temperature but can light up the darkness in their short life are more suitable for monsters like them who have sunk in the abyss?

Amamiya Ayako was speechless, she was lucky, but she was unlucky, but she was still more unlucky than her in the end.

At least she'd never met anyone like that.

The only sunshine that shone on her life for a short time, but in the end she still chose to shine more and abandoned her.

She doesn't blame him, but she will never forgive him.

She was tired.

She didn't want to look back on her long, lonely life.

Amamiya Ayako lay back in her childhood bed.

It's like going back to the scene when everyone laughed and played around her as a child.

Amamiya Ayako gouged out her eyes and ripped off the most beautiful and hard scales on her body. Her own Seagod blood melted into the blue condensation beads that her eyes turned into and gave it to Lin Yi.

"Lin Yi, I will always bless you, I hope you get what you want, my friend."

In fact, I have never told you that you are also the person I want to be the most but can't become, even if you never really look at me, I hope you can be happy for the rest of your life.

Lin Yi closed the shell for Amamiya Ayako, as if he was gently covering the sleeping mermaid with a quilt.

Sweet dreams.

……

Lin Yi doesn't know how she feels now, she has witnessed too many joys and sorrows, and she has experienced it countless times. She was numb. What's more, Ayako Amamiya doesn't need to grieve for her herself. So, now this mood can probably be regarded as loss and envy.

Lin Yi sat in place for a while, put the gift in the space, and left the mermaid's hometown.

Amamiya Ayako gave her the key, but she wouldn't be here anymore unless she had to, and she didn't want to disturb the peace here.

……

Lin Yi surfaced, the sun set, and the sea was dyed red with blood.

There were two people before they came, but they were one person when they came back. She didn't expect Ayako Amamiya to end her life early, and thought that she would collect her body in the end.

It is estimated that she just wanted to comfort herself, but she was persuaded by herself.

What is this? Did you kill her yourself?

She wasn't as incomprehensible as Conan. It's just that there is one less person in this world who is familiar with her, which is a very bad thing after all.

……

After a while, Lin Yi discovered something that made her even more uncomfortable.

How is she going to get back?

When I came, I had Ayako Amamiya take you with me, and when I went back...... Is she going back?

Yes...... Sure enough, the fish's brain is simple, but it is himself who is unlucky.

"Huh?" Lin Yi suddenly noticed that there was a small figure running from the other side of the Horned Dragon Island, how could there be people?

Lin Yi swam over and found that it was ...... Conan?!

You can meet it like this, and sure enough, she was cursed by the guy who realized the Heavenly Dao, right?