The morning sun shone on Gin's dew-stained eyelashes, and his eyelids moved slightly, and his dark green eyes slowly opened at random.

Gin rubbed his forehead, he felt that he was in an exceptionally good state at the moment, the injuries of internal organs and muscles had miraculously recovered at least seventy percent, and only when he moved greatly could he feel a slightly stronger pain.

Aside from the fact that his body was a little stiff from the cold, Gin felt that if Grappa hadn't died, he could have fought him again and killed him with his own hands. What a shame.

At this time, Gin also recalled yesterday's events, and he was actually a little annoyed and embarrassed about his loss of control. What's more, falling asleep defenselessly in front of a person who poses a mortal threat to him is undoubtedly a fatal mistake for Gin, who has been wandering between life and death all year round.

He had always been very confident in his self-control, but he suddenly overturned, and there was an irrepressible sense of irritability in his heart.

Even if he guessed that Lin Yi's blood was weird, Gin has always been a person who only cares about results.

Gin frowned, a palpable depression on his face. He bent down into the cabin, only to see Lin Yi curled up in the corner, his face as pale as a corpse, his eyes closed, and his breath faint. If it weren't for the cold sweat she was all over her body and her bloodless lips were still trembling, Gin would have thought she was dead.

She wore the tattered black trench coat behind her back, and the white bandage that leaked out had been stained red by the blood from the wound, like thorns wrapped around her body to suck blood.

Gin tentatively touched her bare cheek, and the cold touch fed back to his fingertips, compared to hers, his body temperature was still warm after freezing all night outside.

Gin withdrew his hand and looked at the woman in front of him fixedly. It stands to reason that this woman, who has been suppressing herself since they met twice, is rarely in a vulnerable position, and she also sees the ugliness of being hunted down and the scene of the killing, and she should get rid of this disaster now.

But the thought that her current appearance was probably related to his behavior last night made him feel complicated in his heart. For the first time, the executioner, who disregarded life, hesitated whether he should kill or not.

Speaking of which, she actually saved herself twice, and she didn't even do anything to get rid of herself in that situation last night...... Forget it, just pay her back. What's more, she might not have to do it herself, and she would die first.

All kinds of mixed thoughts flashed through Gin's mind, but the true mood in his heart may not be understood by himself.

Just when Gin was distracted, Lin Yi's eyes opened a slit, his eyes rolled slowly, glanced at Gin, and slowly closed them.

Lin Yi didn't actually fall asleep, the massive loss of blood, the serious damage to his body, the sluggish and about to dry up spiritual power, the superposition of various factors really pushed Lin Yi to the brink of death.

She could only use her remaining spiritual power to repair her broken body bit by bit.

This process is long and painful, and even if it is not well controlled, the spiritual power used for healing will turn into a blade to make your injuries worse.

Her mind was gradually numbed by the intense, prolonged pain, which did not slow down but intensified. Lin Yi felt as if he had been split in half, standing in God's perspective like a bystander, indifferently watching himself struggling in pain, and at the same time couldn't help but want to vent his inner madness and depravity.

Lin Yi seemed to have gone back to the past, seeing that weak, cowardly and incompetent self, he could only keep struggling in the face of death, but he couldn't do anything, he could only wait for death to come.

In the past, she was unwilling to die like this, unwilling that she had not lived this life well, unwilling that she had not yet found revenge on those people, she held her breath, honed herself hard, made herself strong, and wiped out her emotions a little bit, she felt that she would not be bound by anyone or anything, and she could live as she wanted.

Many times, Lin Yi felt that he had already been tortured and crazy, lonely, feared, painful, and hated, repeatedly eroding his heart.

Immortal cultivators should have a clear heart and follow their original heart.

The farther Lin Yi walked on this road, the more confused she became, and she asked her heart countless times, why did she embark on this road? Every time, she would answer that in order to become stronger, in order not to be bullied, in order to get what she wants, in order not to be bound by rules.

But with the passage of time, no matter how hard he tries to become stronger, he will never be able to keep the things around him, death, injury, aging, betrayal, deception, and parting again and again, making Lin Yi more and more confused.

Is this really what I want? Why am I getting stronger, but I still can't do it well? I must not be strong enough, but how strong should I be? Is it strong enough to be the enemy of the world and live well? It's true...... May I?

The physical pain and psychological confusion continue to torment him.

Lin Yi felt that he was going to fall into the demon soon, but he felt that there was nothing wrong with being a demon, being an ignorant monster who only knew how to kill and had no emotion was much easier than being a person.

At the very least, you don't have to carry the psychological shackles and physical limitations that you carry as a human being.

Killing Du Yuandao, she thought that she could finally put it in the past and continue walking. However, when this thing was really done, Lin Yi felt that it was boring, nothing was interesting.

Her obsession with Du Yuandao comes from the old Taoist. He saved himself and avenged him himself. Since then, they have been cleared up, she doesn't owe him anything, and she doesn't owe the world anymore, as if the last bond with this world has been broken.

But Lin Yi was not as relaxed as he thought, but felt unprecedented confusion and tiredness.

When Gin approached her just now and touched her, she could have avoided it.

But at that moment, she only felt so tired, she was tired of the world, and she was tired of herself.

If this person wants to kill her, it seems to be a good thing. At least, I no longer have to fall into a strange circle of thinking, I don't have to think about what I have, I don't have to look at the ugliness and dirtiness of this world, betrayal and suspicion, even if this is also giving up looking for the goodness and beauty of the world, but for Lin Yi, this is no longer important.

It's not that she hasn't seen or felt the beauty of the world, it's just that it's too short, they will eventually leave from her side, she will always be the one who has been abandoned, leaving her with only a long period of pain and loneliness. Rather than that, it was better that they had never come to their own world, or at least she could have deceived herself.

The pain blurred her sense of time, she seemed to have waited for a century, but she didn't wait for the other party to start, only the pain and weakness in her body continued to torture herself.

Why didn't he get his hands dirty? Didn't he always want to kill her? Even though he pretended to be silent and subservient, the fierceness and murderous intent in his eyes were clearly seen by her.

The first time I saw him, I knew what kind of person he was.

It is true that people who live in darkness by nature, murderous, indifferent, disregard for human life, disregard for rules, insidious, cunning, neurotic.

This kind of person will not be bound by the so-called life-saving grace.

Just give him the slightest chance, and he will pounce hard to deliver a fatal blow to the enemy.

Although I don't know why he is so serious about his killing intent, but for him, killing people may just be a matter of thought.

What's more, she still provoked him so much and humiliated him, thinking about it like this, it's okay for him to want to kill himself, if it were her, well, it would probably want to kill himself.

However, Lin Yi, who hadn't felt the movement for a long time, couldn't help but open his eyes and glance at him, but he only saw him looking at himself in a daze.

Lin Yi closed his eyes. This idiot, she didn't take such a good opportunity, she didn't want to die after a while, her injuries recovered, and he should be the one who died!

For the first time, Lin Yi couldn't help but sigh because someone didn't kill him.

…… I always feel like a lot of my firsts have happened to this person.

What a strange guy. It can't be that you have any strange feelings for yourself, right? Or did you just discover the abnormality of your blood and want to bring it back alive to be a blood bank?

Although Lin Yi felt that the latter was more likely, as long as she thought of the first possibility, Lin Yi had an urge to run away, and she didn't want to carry anyone's emotions anymore.

Lin, Kouhuahua, Hand Huahua, Xinzi Xiaobai, Yi: ...... I want to die.