Chapter 37: Self-cultivation of Love Tribulation (37)
Bai Ruisong was a little nervous, he went back and forth in the room, thinking of a spinning top that kept spinning, shaking his eyes dizzy.
Bai Ruisong asked, "My lord...... Her Royal Highness is very clever and brave, and I think I should not talk about it later...... ”
Fu Yaoguang sat at the table and drank tea, "Then we'll talk about it later." ”
"But His Highness is leaving Huachun!" Bai Ruisong couldn't help but raise his voice.
After a pause, he said silently: "I'm sorry lord, I didn't control my emotions well...... I am the lord of the city, and I want to guard Huachun City and can't leave here...... I can't leave with Her Royal Highness the Princess......"
He couldn't go on.
Now he understands that the position of the city lord of Huachun City is not only his glory, but also his bondage.
He was tied up in Huachun.
Taking a few deep breaths to calm his mood, he said in a low voice: "Her Royal Highness the princess is leaving, she is a royal noblewoman, a fairy in the sky, maybe she will not meet Huachun again, maybe she will soon go to Wushan to cultivate immortals...... We may never meet again. I hope...... She knows what I mean for her. ”
Fuyao Light was silent.
Bai Ruisong sat back in the opposite position from Fuyaoguang and was silent for a long time.
Fu Yaoguang sighed and said, "Say whatever you want, don't be a fuss." ”
“…… In the eyes of monks like you, what do you think of ordinary people like us? ”
Isn't it like looking at a mayfly in the water that is dying at dusk?
Bai Ruisong did not want to look down on himself like this.
He had always felt that with his talent, even without a spiritual root, he would not be worse than anyone else.
But now, he began to suffer from gains and losses, and before Ling Chan could say a word, Bai Ruisong began to make up for his own shortcomings that were not worthy of Ling Chan.
It seems that even his liking itself has become poison to Ling Chan.
Fu Yaoguang looked at him, and stopped talking.
Bai Ruisong smiled bitterly and waved his hand, "Forget it, don't talk about it." ”
He didn't dare to listen.
For the first time in his life, Fuyao Guang had the urge to sigh.
"What kind of person do you think I am?"
Bai Ruisong was stunned.
Fu Yaoguang continued to ask, "Are I like Ling Chan?" ”
"Not really."
Bai Ruisong replied immediately.
"So, why don't you ask Ling Chan what she thinks, and instead come and ask me?"
"My thoughts are not the same as Ling Chan's thoughts."
Bai Ruisong tilted his head, covering his face with a wide sleeved robe, and his voice was full of bitterness, "I don't dare." ”
He said softly, "I was born with conceit...... Killing the city lord and governing the city-state before, all kinds of actions are tantamount to walking on the tip of a knife, and I am not afraid. ”
"Now, I don't dare to confide my heart to the girl I love."
Will Ling Chan like him? Ling Chan feels burdened? Will Ling Chan hate him because of this?
"So I'm a coward." He smiled wryly.
Bai Ruisong's heart was in a mess, and he said half-heartedly: "Let's not talk about this first, what about you, lord?" What's next for you? ”
"I'm leaving Huachun too."
"Where are you going?"
"I don't know, wherever I go, it's where I go."
"Oh?" Bai Ruisong got up and said seriously: "In this case, why don't you set off with Her Royal Highness the Princess?" Her Royal Highness the Princess was planning to take a closer look at the land of Yan Kingdom, and the Lord and Her Royal Highness were able to visit Yan Country together. ”
"Yes." Fuyao's face was pale and very
"Well," Bai Ruisong laughed, "although I can't go, but you two go together, I can feel a lot more at ease." ”
"The Lord's justice and law are profound, and with the help of the Lord, His Highness will definitely be able to ...... peace."
The next day, birds chirped.
When Ling Chan found Bai Ruisong and said that she was going to resign to him, she found that Fuyao Light was also there.
She raised her eyebrows and said lazily, "Why are you here too?" ”
Fu Yaoguang said lightly: "I'm also here to resign." ”
"Also?" Ling Chan raised her eyebrows, a little different, but ignored him, turned her head to look at Bai Ruisong, and said with a smile: "I originally planned to hide it from you and give you a surprise, but now it seems that you all know that I am leaving today?" ”
"The fright is pretty much the same." Bai Ruisong smiled bitterly.
"There is no feast in the world!" Ling Chan smiled: "We will always meet again!" ”
Bai Ruisong nodded, looking not very interested, lowered his eyes and said softly: "Her Royal Highness the princess has a smooth journey...... I also have something to say to Your Highness. ”
"It's all said that it's okay to call Ah Chan!"
Ling Chan said, smiling brighter at Bai Ruisong, she was going to travel far today, wearing a simple and neat dress, her hair was pulled up high with a hairpin, and her whole face was revealed refreshingly, and her smile was even brighter.
Bai Ruisong was silent for a long time, and a faint sadness lingered between his eyebrows.
Ling Chan had never seen him look like this.
Why does it look like this?
Ling Chan said, "I know what you're worried about. ”
Bai Ruisong looked at Ling Chan with a nervous expression.
"You haven't been an official before, I and Fuyao are gone, you have to govern this big city alone, I know it's not an easy thing, but I believe you can."
"I recommended you to my father to be the city lord, not because of the personal relationship between you and me, and Fu Yaoguang, but because I know that you are suitable to be the city lord."
When Bai Ruisong was hidden in the shadows, he found a way to hold a banquet in the city lord's mansion every day to check the human traffickers who came and went.
He could have allowed Fuyao Light to threaten everyone with force, which he didn't.
After he stood in the bright place, when he was in the cold mountain world, he got the list of people who participated in the living sacrifice formation, and he could directly arrest him and punish him.
He didn't.
He always chooses to do good things to the city-state and the people, and controls the impact of events in a relatively small range.
"In your eyes, you can not only see the overall situation of a city and a country, but also see the people of a family, you will definitely be a successful and qualified city lord."
"Your Shangguan is a good looker, you are now my favorite minister, if you have any inconvenience, you can ask them for help, no problem!"
Ling Chan said seriously: "I think you will be promoted in a few years, and it is no problem to go to the pavilion to pay respects!" ”
"I'll be waiting for you in the capital!"
Bai Ruisong's face was flushed.
He looked at Ling Chan with wide eyes, only to feel like a volcano about to erupt, spewing hot air outward with every breath.
He stammered, completely forgetting what he wanted to say before, and said half-heartedly: "I will definitely not live up to Her Royal Highness Princess's expectations!" ”
He began to calculate in his heart, he has no foundation and no family, how many years will it take to become the prime minister?
Although he has nothing, he has the expectations of Her Royal Highness the Princess! He's a favorite of Her Royal Highness the Princess! Princess...... Chan has him in her heart!
Yanguo officialdom, who can compare to him?!
Ah Chan personally said that she would wait for him in the capital!
What inferiority complex and what apprehension, all of them were thrown out of the clouds by Bai Ruisong!
He only felt that he was a fish that had been stranded for a long time, and was finally released back into the sea by well-wishers.
He looked at Ling Chan, calmed down his agitated mood, and said in a low voice: "There is a tradition in my hometown to bring a flower for people who travel far away, the flower can entrust the hearts of relatives and friends, and can protect the ...... of tourists who travel far away."
Bai Ruisong took out a flower, the red and bright pomegranate blossoms bloomed brilliantly, but unfortunately it was crushed by someone, wrinkled, and only through the fragmented petals, the previous beauty could be vaguely seen.
Ling Chan: "......?" ”
Bai Ruisong: "......! ”
WHITE: What is it? Pie? Take a bite!
Chan: An ordinary master of painting cakes