Chapter 192: Losing four games in a row

"Childe......" Lin Shen listened to the soft sound outside the house, but there was no helplessness in his heart. I didn't know what to do at the moment, I muttered for a while, and finally turned my head and answered outside the house-

"Hmm...... Smoke? It's so late and you still don't go to sleep? The tenderness in Yan'er's eyes, how could he not understand. It's really because he understands it, so he doesn't dare to have too much intersection with Yan'er.

It is destined to have no result, so why bother to hurt the hearts of others.

"May I come in? ......" Yan'er seemed to hear a hint of distancing in the voice, and there was no sound outside the house. After a moment, Fang asked softly.

"Yes!" Although Lin Shen has no intention of intersecting too much with Yan'er, he will not be so unkind. Some things are predestined by heaven, and against their own will, there is something inappropriate.

Naturally, he would not stop Yan'er in his heart, so he didn't ask too much, and agreed to the woman to come in. Even if the two can't have any intersection, it's a woman's wish.

……

Yan'er's graceful figure appeared in front of Lin Shen again, but the difference was that this time the woman's eyes were filled with a touch of ignorance and shyness.

Perhaps, only in front of Lin Shen alone, this woman knows what shyness is.

"Childe...... Are you going to leave tomorrow? Yan'er stood in the middle of the room, full of ripples in her heart, but she didn't know what to say. She didn't know why Dudu had such a special emotion for Lin Shen, as if she had it from seeing the sorrow and depth in the other party's eyes.

In the end, Yan'er just said that. Lin Shen couldn't help but smile bitterly when he heard this, where could he not hear the meaning of Yan'er's words, but what could he do?

It's not that smoke is bad...... Even if it is a woman in the Qinglou, it is no different in Lin Shen's heart. But in his heart, this life and this life are destined to no longer tolerate other people.

"Yan'er ......" pondered for a while, Lin Shen knew that it was not good to be entangled in such an ignorant way, so he decided to explain the words to her, and said softly at the moment.

"Well......" The woman drooped slightly, but her voice was like a mosquito.

"I know your thoughts...... But ...... "But what, Lin Shen couldn't bear to say it." Because in Yan'er's eyes, a touch of sorrow was condensed in an instant-

"Because I'm a dusty woman? Childe dislikes Yan'er's body...... Dirty? Although he knew that he and Lin Shen were unwilling, when the other party said this paradoxically.

Yan'er still couldn't help but tremble, almost unable to help herself. At the moment, he asked faintly, and between the words, he actually degraded himself so lowly.

"Nope! Of course not...... Don't think like that! Lin Shen hurriedly waved his hand, he touched his nose helplessly, but at this moment, he didn't know how to make a perfect explanation to the woman.

……

"Smoke...... If you don't want to wander through the dust...... I'll redeem you for you." Lin Shen pondered for a long time, but after all, he couldn't think of any good words.

Looking at the woman's dim eyes, he couldn't help but feel a pity in his heart. But he said such a sentence at the moment...... As soon as the words fell, an incredible expression appeared on Yan'er's face—

"What does Childe mean...... You're going to take me away? ”

In Yan'er's opinion, this is the case itself. Because a Qinglou woman, after being ransomed, is generally a maidservant or a concubine. So when Lin Shen said this, she was full of disbelief.

(Didn't you just say that...... How so...... )

Yan'er murmured in her heart, and there was joy in her eyes that she didn't even perceive. If you can follow Lin Shen for a lifetime, even if it is to be a slave and a maid, and be a concubine in a partial house, so what? As long as she wants.

“…… I think you misunderstood, redeeming yourself for you, I just want you to be an ordinary woman...... Maybe in the future, I can form a happy family? ”

Lin Shen touched his nose and smiled wryly. But that's exactly what he thinks when he redeems himself for Yan'er. The road he has to walk is too long, and there are too many difficulties and obstacles on the way.

Don't say that he can't fit this woman in his heart, and even if he can, it will never be possible for her to suffer with him. Pursuing one's dreams, the pain on the road can only be borne by one person.

"Ordinary women? …… Hehe......" Yan'er muttered, and then laughed faintly. Although he was laughing, the look in his eyes made Lin Shen's heart feel a pain that he couldn't help but have.

“…… In the final analysis, the son still dislikes the dirty body of the slave family...... It's just that if the son can let Yan'er follow you, even if he is a slave or a maid, Yan'er is willing! Yan'er said self-deprecatingly, and then looked at Lin Shen with anticipation in her eyes.

“…… You and me, impossible! Lin Shen pondered for a moment, and then quietly looked at Yan'er's pair of beautiful eyes. Yan'er looked at him fearlessly, although the young man's eyes were as deep as the sea, but the woman's gaze did not retreat.

"Why? Say you don't dislike me...... I'm afraid it's fake, but to put it mildly, I'm afraid it's all because I'm a Qinglou woman! Yan'er smiled coldly, but there was an indescribable soreness in her heart.

If it was possible, why didn't she want to face Lin Shen with an innocent body? It's just that this is her fate, destined to be played with.

“…… You don't understand! Smoke ...... If I had met you at another time, maybe we would have had a chance to be together! But now, it is destined to be fateful! Lin Shen let out a long sigh and reached out to touch the woman's face.

Yan'er was slightly stunned, and then lowered her face again, letting Lin Shen caress her.

"Why?" Yan'er's heart was full of doubts, if it was okay to change the time, why not now? Did you do something wrong? Or does Lin Shen have something unspeakable?

"Because...... I already have her in my heart! A faint smile appeared on Lin Shen's face, and that smile was actually so intoxicating.

"Even if she's gone...... But as long as there is a glimmer of life, I will definitely go back to pursue it! Lin Shen clenched his fists, and then sighed lightly, "It's because my heart is already full of her, so ...... There's no longer a trace of room for you! ”

……

"Yan'er, you're a good woman...... In this green building, you only betrayed your body, but your heart and soul still shine again! …… Your heart, let's settle down...... I remember you, that's all! ”

There was a faint sadness in Yan'er's eyes, and Lin Shen could not say a few simple words. But it made her feel a heartache for no reason...... Heartache, this is the first time she has tasted this kind of taste in the Qinglou.

"The woman...... I'm really lucky to have met someone like you, Childe! Yan'er cheered up and glanced at Lin Shen affectionately.

"The world is always lost for love, two lives of flashy and one world of foolishness!"

Lin Shen let out a long sigh...... This line of poetry came to my heart for no reason. In the past life and this life, in the previous life, I didn't understand what the word love was, but in this life, I understood it...... But the price was a bit outrageously high, and some of it was too much for him to bear.

Yan'er knows that she is not worthy of her son...... But tonight, I still want to accompany my son to talk about my heart, but I don't know if my son is willing? Yan'er pretended to be able to take it and put it down, but Lin Shen still saw the heartbreak in his eyes, and he saw it clearly.

"There is no question of who is unworthy of whom...... Some of them are just fate! Fate fate, if fate is not enough, no matter how much you force it, it will only be sad after all! ”

Lin Shen's answer turned out to be so true, fate...... If it weren't for it, how could such a fairy-like woman fall in love with him so quickly?

He disappointed and saddened the woman again and again. Maybe God really wanted to punish him, so that he would drop everything to pursue that ethereal dream, stepping on the peak of a woman's reappearance.

But this punishment is too heavy, too heavy. A person who has just understood what the word love is, actually has to bear such lovesick pain.

But the difficulties and dangers along the way have been pressing him forward. Even if he was physically and mentally exhausted and full of pain, he had to cheer himself up and embark on the road again.

(What an infatuated person...... I met such a person, but I don't know if it was my misfortune or luck! I'm afraid that in the future, I will be entangled by this enemy for a lifetime in my memory...... It's good, it's good...... )

Yan'er looked at Lin Shen's emaciated face looking out of the window, but such a thought came to her heart for no reason.

……

"Young Master...... You're back......" It was dark when a man hurried down the road. A moment later, I came to a huge mansion with the word "Shufu" written on the plaque.

The one who said this was the servant who was slapped open by Shu Bai and poked his head out.

"Uh-huh...... I ask you, is my father up? Shu Bai raised his eyebrows, but nodded, and then hurriedly asked the servant.

"Get up...... At this moment, it was already late hours, and at midnight, the old man went to the study...... "Shu Bai's father is definitely a person who doesn't let half of his time be wasted.

Sleep no more than three hours a day...... The rest of the time is either studying the texts in the study or wandering around, looking for something new to study.

……

"Daddy...... I met an interesting guy! Shu Bai ran to the study, didn't knock on the door, and broke in directly. In the study, there is an old man who is about the age of destiny.

Dressed in a luxurious cyan brocade robe, he sat quietly looking at the books in his hands. Seeing Shu Bai come in, he raised his energetic face, glanced at it lightly, and then said-

"Where did you run again? Xiaoyaoju or Drunken Spring Pavilion...... "Shu Jue is absolutely clear about his son's character, and he definitely went to the Qinglou to show off his literary talents.

As for women? He Shu Jue, as a first-class strategist under the city lord of Baiyun City, what woman would his son want? However, Shu Bai seems to be romantic, and everyone shows a coveted look.

But if he really asked him to go to Wushan with a woman, he also had to see if that woman could match his temperament. If you don't get right, let you look as beautiful as a fairy, Shu Bai will definitely not sit still.

"Hey...... Don't talk about this, Dad, is there a Lin family in Baiyun City? And it's still that kind of scholarly family, I am in the free house, and there is a guy named Lin Shen......"

"Oh? How much talent can you learn? How can you praise me in front of me? Shu Jue put down the book in his hand and asked with interest. How arrogant his son is, he knows that the person who can make Shu Bai praise so much is definitely a person full of poetry and books.

It's good that Shu Jue didn't say this, but just after such a remark came out, it made Shu Bai look depressed.

“…… Dad, you don't believe me when I say it...... Your son and I grew up today, I have four games and lost four games in a row! ”