219. There are thousands of reasons to cry, and Ji Nuolan accounts for more than half of them

(Recommended BGM in this chapter: Rainbow Room)

For many years to come, Qin Yu can still remember this afternoon clearly.

Radish squatted at Ji Nuolan's feet, and the wind of the early autumn afternoon stirred her long hair and skirt.

Qin Yu saw tears flickering in the corners of Ji Nuolan's eyes in the autumn sun in the afternoon.

Director Ji will never be associated with tears and weakness in front of others, and whoever saw her in the past had to praise her for not letting her shave her eyebrows, she was really a strange woman in the world.

But Director Ji couldn't disguise himself in front of the man in front of him.

God knows how excited she was when she found out she was pregnant, and she always felt that when she had children, how many she wanted, these were very important.

But when she learned that she had this man's child in her belly, at that moment, it was like tasting the forbidden fruit with Qin Yu on the rooftop of the school for the first time in her sophomore year, Ji Nuolan was trembling with excitement.

But a month ago, when she was lying on the hospital bed and heard the doctor say that the child could not be saved, Ji Nuolan felt like she had fallen into the cold and biting Mariana Trench, so desperate.

Ji Nuolan could still pretend to be strong in front of others, but the moment she saw Qin Yu, she burst into tears.

Over the past month or so, the grievances, hesitations, sadness, despair, and helplessness have overflowed like the flooding of the great river, surging and wanton.

Qin Yu used to be her frontier, resisting all the sorrow for her, and until now, in Ji Nuolan's heart, Qin Yu is still her frontier.

Ji Nuolan hugged Qin Yu like a tree otter and cried.

And Qin Yu is a blindfolded face, what's wrong with her? Why is she crying? How did she become his neighbor? Also, Why is she so skinny?

Ji Nuolan, who has been spoiled by Qin Yu for ten years, used to be plump and mellow, why didn't he see him for just three months, so the jade fragrance disappeared?

"Ji Nuolan, what's wrong with you?"

Qin Yu asked Ji Nuolan to stand up and look into his eyes to speak well.

What's the matter with snot and tears smearing on his clothes as soon as he comes up?

"I... I had a miscarriage. ”

Ji Nuolan threw this powerful grenade at Qin Yu, just like throwing C4 explosives without talking about martial arts when playing a fps game.

Of course, this grenade will blow up on Qin Yu sooner or later, sooner or later.

"What... What do you mean by having a miscarriage? ”

Qin Yu's hands were on Ji Nuolan's shoulders, the green tendons on the back of his hands were exposed, and the sound coming from his throat was like a rusty machine suddenly turning rusty gears, extremely dry.

This news made Qin Yu's head dizzy.

"...... a month ago" Ji Nuolan lowered his head and told everything about it.

After hearing this, Qin Yu's face was expressionless, but the faintly violent and wriggling green tendons at his temples revealed his not calm mind.

A month ago, when Ji Nuolan had a miscarriage and called him, he happened to be on the plane. It can only be said that the mistakes in this world have never stopped, and fate makes people.

"So, when that time is approaching, you want to tell me the news? Why didn't you tell me in the first place? ”

Qin Yu's voice lurked in a volcano that was about to erupt.

"I don't want to hide it from you! But at that time, you and Xinling! With Wei Xiaoyu! Sweet and sweet with these women! I just don't want to tell you about this big carrot! I originally decided that in the future, you would cross your single-plank bridge, and I would take my Yangguan Road with my child, but... But who would have thought ......"

Ji Nuolan now regrets her decision at that time, because of her pride, because of her momentary anger, but she asked the little angel to pay.

When Qin Yu heard Ji Nuolan's words, he was almost unstable, over the years, he Qin Yu had never seen any strong winds and waves, but at this moment, he was stunned in place, looking at Ji Nuolan's lower abdomen stupidly.

"You... Why do you say it's my ......?"

Before Qin Yu could finish his words to coax himself, he was interrupted by Ji Nuolan tearing up.

Ji Nuolan suddenly grabbed the belt around Qin Yu's waist and said angrily:

"Who's not yours? The night you came back from the police station, don't you remember?! You've been wearing a t for ten years! Why didn't you wear ...... that night?"

"Then why don't you listen to me!!"

Qin Yu suddenly roared loudly, and he could even vaguely see the spittle stars flying sideways.

This is Qin Yu's extremely extremely rare gaffe.

"You don't want to tell me you're pregnant, okay, that's okay. But how many times have I told you to work less overtime! I'm telling you to go back to your parents' house! You stupid* can't take care of my child, then let Mom take care of it!

If Mom sees that you are suddenly nauseous and vomiting, then she will definitely know that you are pregnant! You stupid*, you thought it was just a ...... caused by being too tired from work."

Qin Yu regrets it now, he regrets leaving the villa in Lishui Community to Ji Nuolan, if Ji Nuolan didn't live in the villa alone, if she had an experienced woman by her side to escort her, wouldn't all this have happened?!

"Why don't I want to go home?! Don't you know?! Don't you know my dad's virtue?! He knew that I was divorced from you, and he immediately called me to go on a blind date!

Are you willing to let another man sleep in your bed? Hit your baby? ”

Qin Yu said a word, and Ji Nuolan choked back.

All in all, it's fate.

Ji Nuolan didn't want to start over with another man, at that time, she just wanted to give birth to that child quietly, and then raise her to become her sustenance for the rest of her life.

"Okay, you've got a point! Ji Nuolan, it's a reason why you are stepping on a horse all over your body! I can't talk about you!

Now that the children are gone, why are you still coming to me? Are you just trying to punish me with this?

You're amazing!! Ms. Ji, you did it!! You're amazing!!

You me off!! ”

At this moment, Qin Yu's heart held a big breath of depression!

Previously, even in the face of vicious business competitors, he had never lost his temper so much, and in front of Ji Nuolan alone, he lost his temper again and again.

If Ji Nuolan told Qin Yu the news of her pregnancy as soon as possible, it is estimated that Qin Yu at that time would be able to agree to Ji Nuolan on any condition - at that time, Qin Yu had not yet had a relationship with Xinling, and there was still the last trace of room for redemption.

At that time, Qin Yu could still brake the car, and he could only treat Xinling as a sister; He can compensate Wei Xiaoyu, and he can even compensate Wei Xiaoyu for free in Oak Company; Qin Yumo can also handle it, but as long as he can be satisfied, he can give him as much as he wants.

At that time, he could cut other women for the sake of Ji Nuolan and their children.

However, life is like this, and some things that you regret for the rest of your life have actually written the ending on a distant and uneventful morning.

From the moment Ji Nuolan decided not to tell Qin Yu the news that she was pregnant, she was destined not to go back to the road that monopolized Qin Yu.

Hearing this, Ji Nuolan also stood alone, covering his face with long hair, covering his mouth and crying bitterly.

The child is the meat that fell from her, Qin Yu is sad, can she be sad as a mother?

Radish squatted at Ji Nuolan's feet, rubbing the high heels and ankles on Ji Nuolan's feet.

It's the kitten clumsily comforting its mother.

"Qin Yu, I was wrong......"

Ji Nuolan said this sentence in a trance, and her body collapsed softly.

Like a withered flower.

·

General Inpatient Department of Municipal Hospital.

In a separate room.

A female head nurse was counting Qin Yu.

"I said, what did you do as a husband? The patient had a miscarriage not long ago, and his body was still very weak, and now his mood swings are too great, which leads to a rush of anger.

I don't think you're young, why are you so ignorant?! You have to love her, take care of her, and make her some nutritious meals, preferably soup, if you can't make it, you can buy it, you can ask someone to make it. You don't look like a person who is short of money.

Her body is very weak now, and the last miscarriage almost cost her half her life......"

The female nurse, who was a little older, was still chattering in Qin Yu's ear, but Qin Yu just stared at Ji Nuolan who was lying on the hospital bed in a coma with a sloppy look.

At this moment, the woman finally stopped sharpening her teeth and no longer choking with him.

"Also, the last time she had a miscarriage, it was also done in our hospital, and here is a copy of her physical examination report, the patient was in a hurry last time, and the report had not come out at that time, so I couldn't give it to her.

We were going to wait for her to come back for a follow-up, but we didn't expect her to come back for a month.

Really, it's not a little young, one by one, and they don't care about their bodies.

The inspection report is given to you. Keep it in your place. ”

The female nurse reported Ji Nuolan's body to Qin Yu, and then went out.

Now in the ward, there are only sitting Qin Yu and lying Ji Nuolan.

In early autumn, there is no noise of cicadas outside the window.

The room was silent, except for the dripping of nutrient solution at a slow pace, and the faint humming of medical testing equipment.

Everything is quiet.

So much so that Qin Yu's voice flipping the pages of the inspection report was so harsh.

The expression on Qin Yu's face was in a trance, his breathing was slightly short, and his fingers holding the report were also trembling slightly—all of this was because of a line of words on the inspection report......

At this moment, Ji Nuolan struggled and opened his eyes in a trance.

Qin Yu, who noticed that Ji Nuolan had woken up, immediately hid the inspection report.

Ji Nuolan tilted her head slightly, and saw Qin Yu sitting next to her bed.

"Qin Yu, our child, it's gone..."

Ji Nuolan's pale lips moved slightly, and he snorted.

"I don't even know if he is male or female, tall or short, fat or thin, and he hasn't come to this world to take a look......"

Ji Nuolan's tears wet the pillow.

Qin Yu also choked up, his eyes turned red, and a tear slipped from the corner of his eye.

"Good~ I don't want to do this, you have to be good."

Qin Yu helped Ji Nuolan wipe his tears with one hand, and held Ji Nuolan's hand outside the quilt with the other.

Then Ji Nuolan also shook it back harder.

The hands of the two of them finally held each other again.

It's been twenty-nine years, Qin Yu has cried only a handful of times, when he was a child and fought with the eldest children in the welfare home, Qin Yu didn't cry much, who made him born with a tough temper.

Qin Yu rarely cries, rarely sheds tears, although there are thousands of reasons for him to cry, but Ji Nuolan alone accounts for more than half.

(End of chapter)