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After this incident passed, Meng Nanzhi obviously felt that the female team members who had misunderstood her at that time suddenly became friendly and enthusiastic towards her.
The base will greet her from a distance, and the cafeteria will invite her to cut the queue when they see her.
For a social phobic person like Meng Nanzhi, interpersonal communication is the most comfortable category for her, and once she becomes the focus of enthusiasm, her scalp will immediately tingle.
For this reason, I deliberately hid for a few days and cooked a few meals in the dormitory of the family building.
After coming to the team, because she accompanied Yu Jiaheng to train every day, and the food in the team's cafeteria was delicious, clean and healthy, she didn't start her own fire. But after a few days of fire, Meng Nanzhi still gave up, because the base is not in the urban area, and it is too troublesome to buy ingredients, so it is better to go to the canteen.
Fortunately, the guilt of the female team members has almost dissipated.
But Shu Wan, Meng Nanzhi always had a premonition that she would not stop, and accidentally came into contact with her eyes during training, and those eyes were full of undisguised disgust.
In the past, Shu Wan would pretend to be a little bit, but now that she has torn her face in the team, she doesn't even hide it.
So when Shu Wan appeared in the infirmary during her lunch break, Meng Nanzhi's eyebrows jumped fiercely.
It was Wang Yan who accompanied her, Wang Yan was also dodging Meng Nanzhi during this time, and at this moment he accompanied Shu Wan to the infirmary, and he didn't even look at her when he spoke: "I accidentally twisted my foot when I was running in front." 1
Shu Wan sat on the chair, with a cold face, looking at the door, all the speeches were represented by Wang Yan. Meng Nanzhi squatted down to pick up her pants to check her ankles, but she dodged her.
"You don't want to see the injury?" Meng Nanzhi was speechless.
This time she didn't dodge, Meng Nanzhi checked her ankle: "Is it painful?"
Wang Yan stood aside and glanced at Shu Wan, and hurriedly said, "She said it didn't hurt very much."
"It's not serious, it's just a little red, but the training still has to be suspended for a few days to prevent aggravating the injury."
She took an ice pack and gave it to Wang Yan and asked her to apply it to Shu Wan, who took the ice pack and said the first thing since entering the infirmary: "You go back to the dormitory first."
Wang Yan was stunned: "Can you wait until you go back?"
Shu Wan nodded, and said, "I want to talk to Doctor Meng alone."
Meng Nanzhi was writing a record, and when he heard this, he raised his eyebrows and did not speak.
Wang Yan glanced at Meng Nanzhi, who was sitting at the desk, hesitated, and wanted to say something, but opened her mouth, and after seeing Shu Wan's eyes, she swallowed the words back, she walked to the door, thought about it and instructed: "If you can't wait for the next person to leave, call me."
Shu Wan nodded, and after watching her walk away, she held the ice pack and stared at Meng Nanzhi quietly for a while before speaking: "Aren't you curious what I want to tell you?"
Meng Nanzhi didn't lift her head, gave her medicine, and prescribed a new ointment, then got busy with other things, and only replied to her with three words: "I'm not curious."
Shu Wan sneered: "When I was in high school before, I didn't see that you also liked Yu Jiaheng at first, speaking of which, in this regard, I am indeed not as good as you can pretend."
Meng Nanzhi was still busy sorting out her work and didn't answer her words.
Shu Wan didn't care about it and said to herself: "But although I saw it later, I didn't care much about you, after all, there are too many secondary schools like you, but I didn't expect that you still have some means, but I underestimated you."
Her words are very mean, but Meng Nanzhi is no longer the little girl who could be hurt because of her words or two.
"If you really don't care, you won't taunt me and warn me after answering Ah Heng's call at that time," Meng Nanzhi tugged at the corners of his mouth, feeling that Shu Wan was boring, and there was no progress in his methods after so many years.
"What do you have to care about, I have known Jiaheng for more than ten years, my parents and his parents are also familiar with each other, you have neither looks nor grades, you are just an ordinary invisible person thrown into the crowd who can't be found at a glance," she stroked her hair and raised her delicate chin, "Back then, I could make you give up with a phone call, and now I won't lose to you."
Meng Nanzhi chuckled: "Actually, you are not as smart as I once thought." How could she feel inferior because of someone like Shu Wan back then?
"If Ah Heng likes you, I will still be an invisible person like before, and I will never have anything to do with him, but he doesn't like you, it's useless for you to threaten me a hundred times here, that's the point," Meng Nanzhi finished speaking, but looked at Shu Wan's distorted expression, and understood that there was no way to make sense with this kind of person, in Shu Wan's eyes, Yu Jiaheng was already her possession.
"Be self-aware, you think you are worthy of him
Is it?" Shu Wan gritted her teeth and glared at Meng Nanzhi and said word by word.
"What does it have to do with you whether you are worthy or not, since you know that you must be self-aware in life, our turn of affairs will be instructed by you?" Yu Jiaheng's cold voice came from outside the room, and he stood still at the door, looking at Shu Wan's eyes without even being impatient.
A pair of black eyes were like a pool of cold, and Shu Wan trembled unconsciously when he saw it.
"Jia Heng..." She shouted softly.
"What phone call back then?" Yu Jiaheng asked again.
Meng Nanzhi was stunned, looked at Yu Jiaheng, and soon she reacted, the summer vacation after the college entrance examination, the phone call she made to Yu Jiaheng, it turned out that he didn't know.
Shu Wan pulled her hair behind her ears, avoiding Yu Jiaheng's gaze, and she didn't speak.
Yu Jiaheng looked at her like this, and the atmosphere in the room was depressed: "So, she called me after the college entrance examination, and you answered?" He quickly guessed as well.
For Yu Jiaheng, the text message he sent to Meng Nanzhi back then was like a stone sinking into the sea, which was his heart knot.
Yu Jiaheng has received many confessions, but he always calmly rejects the other party, using the same words, and then turns his head and forgets.
But after he found out that Meng Nanzhi also liked him, he panicked for a moment, he thought that their age was not suitable for early love, if he rejected her, would she be sad, and whether they could continue to be at the same table.
But more of it is the vague joy that rises from the bottom of his heart, the irrepressible chaotic mood, as if a spring rain has fallen in his heart, everything is born, and there are flowers and seeds that fall in his heart, and they sprout silently. He planned his future at that time, he tutored Meng Nanzhi, and when the college entrance examination was over, they would be together again, and then they would take the exam together to Jianglin.
He would hint to her that if she spoke, he would agree; If. She's embarrassed, so it's okay for him to come and confess.
However, after he sent a text message with great anticipation, he never received a reply from Meng Nanzhi.
On the day of the appointment, he still went to the agreed place to wait for her, and he didn't wait for a day, but he called her to respond that the phone had been turned off.
Yu Jiaheng felt ridiculous, it turned out that everything was his own passion.
Maybe she was really attracted by the scenery outside the window, and she wasn't looking at him through the windowpane, but he would be wrong.
Under such a blow, Meng Nanzhi did not contact him, and he did not take the initiative to contact Meng Nanzhi. He always felt that Meng Nanzhi had guessed the true meaning of the text message, and not replying was to save a little face for his self-inflicted affection. One felt unworthy, and the other mistakenly thought that he was amorous, and the misunderstanding was very simple, but he missed the good time for eight years.
Shu Wan raised her head and looked directly at Yu Jiaheng: "I took it, so what, you weren't together at the time, it means that you didn't like her much, you didn't stay together, it's not me who is wrong, it's that you don't like her enough.
Yu Jiaheng's face was slightly pale, Shu Wan's words stabbed him, didn't he think so at that time--"I, Yu Jiaheng, don't lack your personal like, if you don't contact me, I won't contact you."
It seems that thinking like this can save a little face for his self-inflicted affection.
Shu Wan saw that his face changed, and her mood became more and more cheerful: "Look, I'm right, Yu Jiaheng, I've known you for many years, I think I know you a little, you only have the sword in your hand in your eyes, maybe you are with her now, it's just using her."
Yu Jiaheng glanced at Meng Nanzhi, and when he saw that her face was calm, he secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and he smiled: "You're right, I didn't insist back then, I was too arrogant, and mistakenly thought that I didn't like her very much, so year after year, I found out that I didn't like anyone else except her."
In the first year, when he heard that Meng Nanzhi had returned to Yunguang to study at university, he thought, this is fine, and he will not have to meet again in the future to increase the embarrassment.
The next year, he went back to Lichuan and saw her on the street by chance, and when he came back to his senses, he had already stepped forward to stop him, but found that he had recognized the wrong person.
In the fifth year, he went to Yunguang to participate in the training camp, and the bus in the team passed by the university town, and he subconsciously wanted to search for Meng Nanzhi through the window, but later learned that Yunguang University was not in that district.
Sixth year, seventh year, eighth year.. He spent nine years arguing, and he didn't like anyone except Meng Nanzhi.
Focused liking one turns out to be not a difficult thing.
Shu Wan's tears rolled in her eyes, she looked at Yu Jiaheng with hatred, and then looked at Meng Nanzhi who was standing behind him, did not continue, endured the pain in her ankle, and ran out of the infirmary.
The pain from her ankle aggravated the hatred in her heart, she liked Yu Jiaheng so much, and practiced fencing for him, but he never put her in his eyes from beginning to end, she thought that he was born for fencing, and he didn't need feelings, but it wasn't like this.
Meng Nanzhi stood up from the desk, feeling a little guilty and a little regretful
She explained helplessly: "Ah Heng, I didn't receive your text message at the time, the phone was broken, and then my parents divorced, I accompanied my mother to live abroad for a period of time, and I bought a new mobile phone after returning to China, Shuangshuang told me, you asked him about my itinerary, I thought about calling to ask you what was wrong, but it was Shu Wan who answered the phone, she said that she could help convey something, and it was okay to let me stay away from you, I thought you were just, only....
She didn't know what to say, both of them were so self-righteous, but the good thing was that they would have a lot of new eight years to come. Yu Jiaheng's heart was full of apologies: "I'm sorry, my parents and her parents were just talking about cooperation at the time, the two families are not as familiar as she said, I don't know that she touched my mobile phone without permission, and she deleted the call records you called." He won't dare to leave things in his hands anymore.
"Thank you, Zhizhi, thank you for all these years, and you still only like me," Yu Jiaheng raised his hand and took her into his arms, "Shu Wan is wrong in one sentence, you have never been an invisible person with me, you are the one who stands in the crowd and I can find at a glance." ”
In the fireworks display in the third year of high school, there were crowds of people around him, and he still found her at a glance, he stretched out his hand to her and pulled her to his side.
In fact, his liking for Meng Nanzhi was much earlier than he thought.
The short chair knows, the evening breeze on the roof of the Youth Palace, the camphor leaf that falls on the windowsill of the classroom, and only he is the last to know.