37 It's all my fault
Yu Jiaheng's improved injury recurred due to medical troubles, which cast a shadow over the whole team.
Coach Lin has a black face every day, making everyone atmospheric. I didn't dare to come out, although everyone deliberately avoided the topic of the World Championships.
Meng Nanzhi's heart has actually been dug up by this accident, she has insomnia at night, tossing and turning and unable to sleep, always recalling the details of that day in the middle of the night.
That day, she should have sat in one place and not going anywhere, honestly after Jiaheng's examination, knowing that the hospital was now facing a medical dispute, but she didn't see the danger behind it.
If she hadn't been there, she wouldn't have been seen by the troublemakers and thus become the central point. In this way, Ah Heng will not be injured by the doctor in order to protect her.
- Everything that cuts is her fault.
She couldn't help but think about it over and over again, but she knew that she couldn't show such emotions when she was facing Jia Heng in person.
Otherwise, Yu Jiaheng's mood would be even worse.
Yu Jiaheng continued to train as if nothing had happened, but because of the unbearable pain in his right hand, he was sweating profusely after every training.
Meng Nanzhi only felt that the cold wind in winter was ripping through her body, so that she couldn't warm up anymore.
She wanted to persuade him to give up the World Championships, but it was as if it had been sealed, and she couldn't say anything.
Coach Lin paid special attention to the training of the men's team during this time, and even she could see that Coach Lin was choosing to replace Yu Jiaheng to participate in the World Championships. Yu Jiaheng has reached the age when he should retire, and he may be able to wait until the next World Championships, and the longer he waits, the more things will change.
After Song Han retired, he was already the oldest member of the team. Not only that, but his injuries are more and more serious than Fang Weiyu in the same period in the team.
International Arena. There is never a shortage of young athletes in their golden age, and a new era has already arrived.
Coach Lin finally said what persuaded Yu Jiaheng to give up the World Championships.
In the office, Yu Jiaheng's face was calm, he had long expected this scene, the team originally hoped that he could retire directly through the gap between recuperation, because of his insistence, so the team was willing to respect his choice.
But giving up was never an option in his life, otherwise he would have been degraded by the bottleneck at the age of 17.
He is well aware of the concerns of the team, if he goes out with an injury and loses, he will face overwhelming doubts, and this defeat will also become a stain on all his glory in his career, and will make him retire with infamy.
In this case, it is better to retire directly at this stall, give up the pursuit of the glory of the Grand Slam, and calmly draw an end to his athlete status.
But this end is not what he wants, go. On a journey with no way out, even if it fails, he will not regret it.
"I can play behind closed doors," Yu finally spoke, breaking the silence in the office.
Coach Lin frowned, he looked at the folder in his hand, and said thoughtfully: "I consulted Dr. Meng, insisting on playing will definitely aggravate your injury, and then you can only choose to treat it through surgery, the recovery cycle of surgery is very long, and it will also lead to an overall decline in muscle strength, explosiveness, and endurance. A complete rupture of the upper muscle is already not just a disservice to your career, but also to your daily life.
Coach Lin had already talked to Meng Nanzhi before opening this mouth, and they all understood Yu Jiaheng's insistence, but they still hoped to persuade him again.
"Coach, playing with a closed belt injury is a common thing for athletes, no athlete is free from injuries, everyone insists on playing, and if they can't hold on, they will play closed and persistent, don't they know the consequences, someone must have persuaded them like you persuaded me, but it is too difficult to give up this decision."
He showed a fluttering smile and tried to persuade Coach Lin in a free and easy tone: "I don't know if I will regret fighting this after losing the World Championships, but if I give up now, I can be sure that there will be no day in the future when I will not regret it."
"If I can still move my arm joints freely in the future, I will become a coach, open a club, teach children, or stay in the team to coach; If there are any after-effects, then I will be a vase for the team, and before I am old, I will participate in all the business activities that the leader wanted to arrange for me," he said jokingly, "as long as the team needs me."
Coach Lin was silent, he knew that he had actually been persuaded by Yu Jiaheng, maybe he was mentally prepared to be persuaded by him before he opened his mouth to persuade Yu Jiaheng.
"Okay," Coach Lin stood up and officially made up his mind, "Since you have chosen to take this path, as your coach, I am willing to believe in you and win this battle with you."
A light smile appeared on Coach Lin's face, and he stretched out a hand at Yu Jiaheng.
Yu Jiaheng understood, and also reached out to hold it, he breathed a sigh of relief: "Thank you, coach, I will not disappoint your expectations."
After coming out of the office, Yu Jiaheng couldn't wait to go to the infirmary to find Meng Nanzhi, but who knew that he happened to meet Yang Min off work: "Doctor Yang, where is Zhizhi?"
Yang Min looked at him in surprise, and closed the office door with his hand: "Didn't she go back, she answered a phone call when the training was about to end, and I didn't see her later, I should go home."
Yu Jiaheng was stunned, and hurriedly ran to the family building to find her, but she was not there. He sat downstairs in the flower bed and called Meng Nanzhi, but no one answered on the other end.
He sent messages to several teammates he knew well, asking them if they had seen Meng Nanzhi, but they all answered vaguely, and the answers they gave were similar to those of Dr. Yang.
He was a little uneasy in his heart, he knew that Meng Nanzhi had been in a bad mood because of his affairs recently, and he knew that she would definitely have the idea of blaming herself, but she avoided talking about it, and he didn't know how to take the initiative to mention it.
Yu Jiaheng sat in place in a daze, and after a while, Gu Bei called.
"Brother Heng, are you looking for Doctor Meng?" As soon as the phone was connected, Gu Bei took the lead in saying, "She seems to be in the training hall." ”
Before he finished speaking, Yu Jiaheng immediately stood up and walked in the direction of the training ground.
"I'm not sure if it's her, because someone in the training hall is crying," he said, and Yu Jiaheng's heart twitched for a moment. "I didn't turn on the light, I heard a small choked voice, I originally wanted to go over for training at night, but now it's not easy to go in," no matter who it is, hiding here and crying, if he bumps into it, it will definitely be even more sad, so Gu Bei walked to the door and quietly retreated.
was about to leave, and remembered that Yu Jiaheng had asked Meng Nanzhi for information earlier, so he made this phone call to inform Yu Jiaheng.
Gu Bei sat on the ground at the door of the training venue, waited until Yu Jiaheng came over, and then got up from the ground, he calmly pointed inside, and didn't say anything.
Yu Jiaheng nodded at him, thanked him softly, and hurriedly walked in.
When he reached the door inside, he stopped, and paused quietly, a small cry, intermittent, and suppressed coming from the house.
It was indeed Meng Nanzhi, Yu Jiaheng's heart was immediately tightened, and he was almost out of breath in distress.
He pushed open the door, pressed the switch on the wall, the lights in the venue came on, and he saw Meng Nanzhi sitting in the corner, hugging his knees.
She heard the movement, and suddenly looked up into his sight, and then quickly wiped her tears in a panic.
"Why are you here," she said, her voice hoarse.
Yu Jiaheng approached her, only to find her legs. He still has his sword on it, and has replaced it with a sponge padding on a new handguard.
He sat down next to Meng Nanzhi and helped her wipe her crying face, her eyes were swollen into two peaches, her nose was also red, but her face was very white, and her already slender cheeks were even more fragile.
"Why are you crying because of me?" His fingers gently caressed Meng Nanzhi's eyes.
"Ahh She bit her lower lip and whispered his name, but she didn't know how to start.
Yu Jiaheng lowered his eyes to hold her hand: "Didn't we say it before, we have to tell the other party the truth if we have anything, so that there will be no misunderstanding."
Hearing this, another layer of mist was stored in her eye sockets, and soon condensed into tears rolling down from her eye sockets, like pearls with broken threads, hitting his hands one by one.
"I just received a call from my sister," she choked up and said, "My sister said that the results of the investigation came out, those people were making trouble in the rehabilitation department, and someone was provoking them behind their backs.
"Ah Heng, such as.... If not...' She closed her eyes, holding back the sourness that was tumbling in her throat, and the pent-up emotions in her heart made her collapse, "Shu Wan is right, we are not suitable, I am not suitable for you, I want to be side by side with you, but I have brought you the biggest difficulty in your career." ”
When she received Yu Miao's call, she couldn't hold back her tears, afraid of being seen by the team, so she kept hiding in the women's toilet. Yu Miao's voice was never angry: "He just wanted to scare you, but he didn't expect the other party to really do it, he didn't expect it?" No one in the whole hospital has heard of this, he clearly knew that after you came to the hospital, he deliberately instigated it, and the director had already asked Yu Lihua to change to another hospital for treatment, anyway, our department would not accept it.
"If this hadn't been found out of the surveillance, he would have really been allowed to hide behind and get by, Nanzhi, don't worry, since this matter has been reported to the police, it is impossible for the dean to be private, and none of these people can escape the legal responsibility." ”
However, so what, the damage caused cannot be reversed, if it can, Meng Nanzhi hopes that the stick really fell on her.
"Zhizhi, listen to me," Yu Jiaheng reached out to hold her hand, and clasped ten fingers into her fingertips, "You are my greatest luck, it was you who took me out of the bottleneck area, you lit the lamp for me when I was most confused, and it was also you who discovered the inside story of Lin Chen's doping and got back my most meaningful gold medal for me, this is not the biggest difficulty in my career, the biggest difficulty has long passed." Yu Jiaheng didn't expect that there was a driving force behind this incident, and it was not a simple medical incident.
If there was no such truth, Meng Nanzhi could still try to stabilize her sanity, but when the investigation results came out, when she knew that this matter was originally aimed at her, Yu Jiaheng was indeed involved by her.
The sanity she'd been holding on to really collapsed.
"The first time I stood on the international stage, I endured the pain of an ankle sprain, I won a gold medal with tenosynovitis affecting my dexterity, and now I am not in a desperate situation, I can finish the World Championships, as long as my arm is not broken, I will definitely finish the World Championships," he said in a solemn and firm tone.
"Zhizhi, you believe me," he smiled as he wiped her tears, and said earnestly, "Didn't you say that smooth sailing means mediocrity, and I don't want mediocrity to end." ”
Meng Nanzhi looked at him in a daze, her eyes were empty, and she muttered, "I believe you." He is Yu Jiaheng, the bright moon that hangs high in her heart and never falls, how could she not believe him. Under Yu Jiaheng's comfort, Meng Nanzhi's mood gradually stabilized, and they sat on the floor. On the ground, Meng Nanzhi was still holding Yu Jiaheng's sword in her arms, and she was already crying tired.
He lowered his head and gently stroked the top of her hair: "Since you believe me, then let's put this matter down, the game doesn't start tomorrow, during this time, we will prepare well, take good physiotherapy, as long as we go all out, there will be no regrets, I will win."
Meng Nanzhi looked at his determined eyes, and suddenly came to his senses at this moment, at such a juncture, how could she collapse, wasn't the purpose of her quitting her job and coming to the team to be his strongest backing, so that he could finish the last battle of his career in a better state.
Although, it backfired, but as he said, as long as she didn't go to a desperate situation, there was still room for fighting, and now was not the time to collapse, how could she mess up first.
Now that Yu Jiaheng has decided to play with a closed belt injury, what she should do now is to quickly cheer up, reformulate a new rehabilitation plan for him, remedy it as much as possible, lay a good foundation for his post-game recovery~, and prevent the possibility of motor dysfunction. Thinking of this, Meng Nanzhi showed a smile and said, "I believe in you!"
Yu Jiaheng accompanied Meng Nanzhi back to her residence and watched her fall asleep before leaving.
After returning to the dormitory, Li Rui also greeted him cautiously, he knew what Yu Jiaheng and Coach Lin talked about today, in order to take care of his emotions, the tone of his speech was also deliberately very light: "Brother Heng, rest early, I squeezed toothpaste for you, and brought you a bathroom for the towel and a change of clothes, and you can say it directly if you need my help."
Yu Jiaheng smiled and nodded: "Okay, thank you, you can rest early."
After he finished washing, Li Rui had already fallen asleep and left him a lamp, Yu Jiaheng turned off the light and lay on the bed, but he couldn't sleep.
The pain in his shoulder made him unable to sleep peacefully, and he felt distressed when he thought of Meng Nanzhi's collapse just now, this was the first time he had seen her so gaffe. There was a sound of footsteps in the corridor, he saw Gu Bei, who had come back from training, passing by the window, and after a while, the dormitory building was silent again, the voice-activated lights in the corridor dimmed, and occasionally the sound of the leaves outside the window being blown by the wind could be heard, and there was nothing else, probably even the birds were asleep.
Yu Jiaheng lay down for a while, got up and poured a glass of water, stood by the balcony window for a while, and then put on a coat and went downstairs.
He walked aimlessly along the route of his morning jog, and after walking for a while, he noticed a room in front of him with lights on, which was particularly noticeable in the entire office building that had been plunged into darkness.
It's the infirmary.
Yu Jiaheng's footsteps were paused, his steps were light, he took a few steps forward, and saw Meng Nanzhi sitting in front of the computer through the window, looking at the information in his hand.
Wasn't she already asleep when he left? What are you doing back in the office so late? Yu Jiaheng subconsciously approached, did not make a sound to disturb, and just walked to the door, Meng Nanzhi's mobile phone in the house rang at this time: "Hey, senior sister."
There was still a hint of tiredness in her voice, and she didn't let go of what she was holding
The information should have been released publicly, and Yu Miao's voice rang out
Qi: "Nanzhi, you just sent it to me, I read it, I think the treatment plan you wrote is okay, I added a little bit, sent it to your email, you see, I also read Yu Jiaheng's examination report in the past year, and the recovery is very good, those doctors don't dare to really do anything, the strength of the beating is also controlled, there is no serious injury, plus he recovered well before, and he is closed." It's a way, minimally invasive surgery, you know, it's very mature, and you have postoperative rehabilitation, are you afraid that the recovery will not be good? ”
Yu Miao's words were comforting Meng Nanzhi and trying to make her relax.
Meng Nanzhi pinched his eyebrows with one hand, and changed a report with the other: "Okay, thank you, senior sister, for disturbing your rest so late."
"Harm, what kind of disturbance is this, you are going to rest early, how can Yu Jiaheng also be a patient in our hospital, and something happened in our hospital, as a doctor, he must be responsible to the end, not to mention that it is not common for us to stay up late in this line, I am on vacation tomorrow, and I have slept late, if there is anything you need help, you just speak," Yu Miao's voice was very refreshing, dispelling a little Meng Nanzhi's suppressed emotions.
"I'm fine, I just want to draw up a new rehabilitation plan as soon as possible, so that I can prepare early, after all, his current time, every moment is precious," Meng Nanzhi's voice was soft and soft, but it seemed to carry infinite power.
Yu Miao didn't persuade her, and after comforting her for a few more words, she said goodnight and hung up the phone.
The room was quiet again, he looked at Meng Nanzhi who was carefully sorting out the information in the room, and the vain and depressed emotions that had surged in his heart all dissipated at this moment.
Yu Jiaheng leaned against the wall. Looking up at the sky, he suddenly raised his hand and attached his arm to his eye, and laughed silently, tears welling up in his eyes, and gradually calmed down.
If he said this sentence in the training venue before to appease Meng Nanzhi, now he believes in himself more firmly.
The light that came out of the room was like an invisible shield, and on this night, he suddenly had infinite courage, and he would win.