Chapter 52: My Fool (Part II)

"My consciousness gradually blurred, I gradually became numb to everything around me, I was only three years old, I didn't even know what despair was, but at that time, everything in my body was as cold as the outside world. I hate them, I hate my great-grandfather, I hate my father, I hate my mother. Hate all people. Why, why did they abandon me in such a place. ”

Speaking of this, Cai'er couldn't cry anymore, Long Haochen didn't expect that she would have such an experience, how painful and miserable it was for a child who was only three years old. No wonder, no wonder Cai'er is always cold now, it turns out that all this came from that time.

Long Haochen only felt that his heart hurt so much, it hurt so much, he hugged Cai'er hard, hugged her on his legs, and followed her tightly, he wanted to use the warmth on his body to infect her, to melt away the coldness on her body and in his heart.

Cai'er also followed him tightly, and the explosion of fear in her heart made her seem to return to that cold, damp, and cold and dark place. Her nails even dug into the muscles of Long Haochen's back, and her body trembled almost like chaff. It can't be calmed down for a long time.

"From that moment on, my father, mother, grandfather, grandmother, and great-grandfather, in my heart, were just a code name. I hate them, I can't see them as my relatives. I hated them and hated why they were so selfish, even though everything they did was for the sake of the entire temple union. But "did they ever think about me? From that moment on, I was no longer their relative, but a cold weapon, a weapon that they wanted to build as sharp as they could." ”

Cai'er spoke again, perhaps it was the warmth of Long Haochen's body that dissolved her coldness a little, and the trembling of her body gradually calmed down, but her voice was still like crying, full of sadness and anger.

These words, she had been holding back in her heart for more than ten years, and when she finally poured them out, she only felt a little more comfortable in her heart.

"Seven days, exactly seven days. When I was about to fall into a coma, I saw a black figure, which seemed to be a cloud of mist, and it burrowed into my body. In despair, I fell into complete coldness. After that, I didn't know anything.

"When I woke up from the cold, my family members were gathered around me, and I saw the surprise on each of their faces. What I heard was that they were talking about the names of the Reincarnation Spirit Furnace and the Sword of Reincarnation. From that moment on, "I also had a ball of black and a sword in my body. And that was the same day, I lost my sense of smell. And I later learned that I had been in a coma for two years, and when I woke up, I was five years old. ”

Long Haochen gasped, "Is that the power you exuded that day?"

Cai'er nodded slightly, "The Reincarnation Spirit Furnace ranks first among all known Spirit Furnaces. Attack. Before me, it had only been owned by one person, the ancestor of our Assassin Temple, who was known as the Son of Samsara. The sword of reincarnation is his weapon. With the spirit furnace and sword, he once attacked the first demon god of the generation known as the Demon God Emperor. In the end, the son of reincarnation died at the hands of the Demon God Emperor, and the Demon God Emperor actually died soon after." At the moment of crisis for the Alliance, a buffer was gained. ”,

At this time, Cai'er's mood seemed to have gradually stabilized, but she still hugged Long Haochen very tightly, "The delicate little buttocks sat on Long Haochen's thighs, and the soft feeling was ignored because Long Haochen was also immersed in her sadness.

"The Reincarnation Spirit Furnace is extremely powerful, especially when combined with the artifact Reincarnation Sword, it can burst out with unimaginable lethality. The son of reincarnation back then, not long after entering the ninth order, had less than 200,000 internal spiritual power, but the Demon God Emperor was a super powerhouse with nearly one million internal spiritual power. It was with the Reincarnation Spirit Furnace and the Sword of Reincarnation that he was able to defeat both the Demon God Emperor. Become a legend of our Assassin Templar. ”

"However, cultivating the Reincarnation Spirit Furnace also has to pay a huge price. Cai'er said this, her mood seemed to darken a lot.

"If you want to be recognized by the Reincarnation Spirit Furnace and the Sword of Reincarnation, you must first have a reincarnation physique, that is, an assassin with innate spiritual power of more than ninety. Under the effect of the Reincarnation Spirit Furnace, my innate spiritual power was even finally raised to one hundred points at the top. Well, in order to truly use the power of the reincarnation spirit furnace, in addition to continuous cultivation, the body must also be subjected to constant tests and even torture. From that time on, my six senses were lost in turn. ”

"First smell, then hearing, then taste, and the most terrible thing is the time when you lose your senses and touches. When I couldn't feel or respond to anything, I couldn't even control my body, and it took two and a half years to lie in a cold place before I gradually recovered. And the sixth thing I lost was vision. So, I can't see you right now. ”

As she spoke, Cai'er withdrew a hand from Long Haochen's back and gently stroked his face.

Long Haochen's heart trembled. He had always known that he was not only talented on the path of cultivation, but he had already worked very hard. However, compared to what Cai'er has experienced, what is her own hard work? How much torture did Cai'er endure to achieve today's achievements!

"Several times, I really couldn't hold on. Especially when you lie there and can't move for two and a half years. I'm really going crazy. At that time, I only felt that I had nothing to love in life, and since there was so much torture, it was better to die. However, every time this thought comes to me, a fool appears in my mind. A fool who has no ability at all, but in order to protect me, he covers me with his body, faces a strong enemy, stands up for me, and is willing to defend against everything for me, the person I just knew. ”

It was this fool who planted a warm seed in my heart. The warmth that the well exudes by this seed makes me feel that I am in love, and I look forward to the day when I can repay him. It is this support in my heart that keeps me going. Whenever I am tormented by the furnace of reincarnation and I can't bear it, I think about the fool who protected me when I lost my sense of taste and ability to speak. ”

"You're that fool. That Kira fool. My fool. ”

Speaking of this, tears flowed out of Cai'er's eyes again, the difference is that the tears at this time are no longer pain and sadness" but the tears of happiness that grasp the only trace of warmth.

Long Haochen said dumbfounded: "You, you are the little girl at the beginning?"

Cai'er suddenly burst into tears and laughed, "You are such a fool, if it weren't for knowing you, how could I have asked you to send me back when we met that day?"

Long Haochen was stunned and said: "The update is the fastest, of course, it's still the Divine Seal Throne! But, when we all grow up, I don't recognize you! How did you recognize me?"

Cai'er gently touched the forget-me-not ring on his hand, "That day, you seemed to be taking the weapon back into the ring. Originally, I was leaving," but suddenly felt a fluctuation in forget-me-not's energy.

I've been carrying it since I was a kid and I'm all too familiar with it. Later I asked you to hold my hand, just to confirm that it was really it. Then I asked your name again, and how could I not know that it was you fool? You are still so stupid that you see a strange blind girl and want to help me. ”

"I see, I said, how did you suddenly change your attitude that day. Long Haochen suddenly realized.

Cai'er said faintly: "I really didn't expect to see you so soon." I originally wanted to wait for the final level of the Reincarnation Spirit Furnace to be refined before I went back to you. I don't know what you'll become, but I want to repay you for the warmth you brought me. But you just appeared in front of me, perhaps, this is fate. ”

"You know what? It was my happiest time. I'm waiting for you to send me back every day, and it's not a long way to go. Held by your hand. The warm seed in my heart seems to be taking root, and when you said to me that day that you want to protect me for the rest of my life, I knew that I finally had relatives again, and I was no longer alone. It is only by your side that I can feel that I am a person and not a murderous weapon. ”

"Of course you're not a weapon, you're human, you're my Cai'er. Long Haochen hugged her tightly, as if he was afraid of losing her.

Cai'er closed her eyes, just snuggled in Long Haochen's arms, infected by the warmth on his body, her breathing gradually became even, and she fell asleep in Long Haochen's arms.

Curled up in Long Haochen's arms, she was so quiet, with some crystal tears on her long eyelashes, a little pale pretty face with a touch of pink that seemed to be brought by warmth, and a satisfied smile hung on the corner of her mouth.

She slept so deeply that Long Haochen didn't move even after gently putting her on the bed. Long Haochen wanted to leave, but Cai'er hugged her very tightly and tightly. After all, he was reluctant to leave. Looking at her peaceful sleeping face, Long Haochen only had softness in his heart.

He carefully pulled Cai'er's hand, and then wrapped her delicate body with the quilt, and then he lay down, hugging Cai'er in the quilt, so that her head was still in his arms, so that the two would not have too much physical contact, and he never wanted Cai'er to be hurt in the slightest, even if it was a little embarrassing when he woke up.

Cai'er's desire for warmth has surpassed his dedication to cultivation in Long Haochen's heart.

He wants to give her this warmth.

He gently kissed her on the forehead, "I'll always be your fool." ”

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