Wen Shu interrupted her with a smile, "Let's call a doctor to accompany me." ”

Although she didn't know why, Mi Xue still nodded obediently and agreed, "Doctor Li has time in the afternoon, I'll let him accompany you." ”

"Okay."

Michelle leaves the office and bumps into Dr. Lee.

She hurriedly stopped him, "Doctor Li, Dr. Wen has an operation in the afternoon, I hope you will accompany me." ”

Dr. Li was stunned for a moment, almost thinking that he had misheard, Wen Shu was the living sign of their department, although it had been almost two months since he left the hospital, he would not even have to be accompanied by someone for an operation.

Seeing that he was puzzled, Michelle shrugged her shoulders, "I don't know why, this is what Dr. Wen requested." ”

"Okay, anyway, I'm fine in the afternoon, you can arrange for us to get together."

During the afternoon operation, Wen Shu put on the surgical gown again, and she looked at herself in the mirror with a little unknown confusion.

"Let's go, it's ready over there." Dr. Li also put on the surgical gown and walked out, and when he saw Wen Shu standing in front of the mirror in a daze, he said softly.

Wen Shu nodded, and the two of them walked towards the operating room together.

Dr. Li couldn't help but be a little worried when he saw that although she was wearing a mask, her exposed skin was still a little pale, "Did you come back to work too early, how do you feel like you're not well." ”

Wen Shu smiled reluctantly and said lightly, "It's okay, it may be that I haven't been on the operating table for too long, and I'm a little rusty." ”

Hearing this, Dr. Li nodded, "It's okay, I'm here." ”

Smack-

The lights in the operating room suddenly turned on, and Wen Shu instantly felt that it was dark in front of her.

She closed her eyes uncomfortably, and when she opened them again, she found that there was a double vision in front of her, and she was dizzy.

She couldn't help but feel a little worried in her heart, picked up the scalpel, she tried her best to concentrate, but when she went under the knife, her hand still couldn't help but tremble slightly.

Taking a deep breath, she wanted to stop the trembling, and raised her hand for a long time without going under the knife.

"Dr. Moon?" Seeing her strangeness, Dr. Li called her quietly.

A drop of sweat left on Wen Shu's forehead, as if she had given up on herself, she suddenly put down the scalpel, "I'm sorry, this operation is handed over to you, I'll adjust it." ”

After saying that, he turned around and left the operating room.

Dr. Li looked at Wen Shu's back and frowned slightly, and his expression was a little worried.

When he spoke again, his tone became firm, "This surgery is replaced, everyone concentrates." ”

After Wen Shu ran out of the operating room, she came to the bathroom, and she vomited by the sink for a long time, but nothing came out.

Her heart was swollen uncomfortably, and the symptoms of dizziness and dizziness were gone, but her hands were still trembling slightly.

It turned out that it was really not an illusion, she couldn't hold a scalpel.

As a doctor, I can't hold a scalpel.

Wen Shu poured a handful of water on her face, hoping that the cold water would make her sober up.

The panic in her heart, only she understands herself, yesterday when she found that her hands were shaking so much that she couldn't stop, she had a bad premonition, and today she went to the operating table, but she couldn't even do a simple operation.

Panicked and a little frightened at the same time, she suddenly fell to the ground, and the water flowed down the sink.

She hugged her legs tightly, her whole body trembling uncontrollably, and her eyes were already red before she knew it.

What should she do?

She can't hold a scalpel anymore!

A woman's suppressed and painful cry came from the bathroom, and Michelle had been looking for her since she came out of the operating room, but when she heard this suppressed cry, she didn't know what to do?

At this time, Wen Shu needs comfort the most, but she doesn't know what has happened to her in the past two months, she wants to be comforted, but she doesn't know where to comfort.

Wen Shu's mobile phone rang in her hand, looking at Ruan Weiqin's name on the caller ID, Mi Xue hesitated, took the phone and turned around and left the bathroom.

When Ruan Weiqin received the news and rushed to the hospital, Wen Shu was already sitting in the office like a nobody.

I was surprised when I saw him appear, and stood up and looked at him, "Why are you here?" ”

"I ...... I'll come and see you. Ruan Weiqin hesitated, although Wen Shu's performance was impeccable, her red eyes already said everything.

"I'm fine, you don't have to worry." The woman pretended to be strong and pulled the corners of her mouth.

But Ruan Weiqin frowned slightly, "I heard that you ...... the operation in the afternoon."

Wen Shu looked stunned, and a wry smile hung on the corner of her lips, "Do you even know about it?" ”

She lowered her head and looked depressed, "I may never be able to have surgery in the future, my hands are useless." ”

Ruan Weiqin had never seen her look so depressed, and his heart couldn't help but sink, and a smile hung on his face, and he comforted her gently.

"Don't think nonsense, this is an accident, you will be fine, rest assured, your situation is likely to be due to excessive mental pressure, or the illness has not recovered a while ago, in short, everything is still saved."

Wen Shu raised her eyes, her red eyes filled with a bit of despair.

"No, I've tried so many times and I can't afford a scalpel."

After leaving the operating room, she didn't believe that she would never be able to hold a scalpel again, so she locked herself in her room and practiced for two hours.

But she couldn't control it, she couldn't control her trembling, and she could still remember the memory of her dizziness when the operating light came on.

She raised her hand, trembling uncontrollably, "You see, I'm not getting better at all." ”

Seeing her self-defeating appearance, Ruan Weiqin couldn't help but feel distressed and took her into his arms, "It's okay, we can see a doctor, it'll always be fine, don't be afraid, I'll accompany you." ”

Wen Shu stretched out her hand to push him away and shook her head, "Ruan Weiqin, don't you care about me, okay?" You just leave me to fend for myself. ”

Maybe she can't go to the operating table again, it's God's punishment for her, she gave her the wrong medicine to her grandmother, so God wants to punish her for never being able to hold a scalpel.

She really doesn't deserve to be a doctor.

Since that day, Wen Shu has locked herself in her room and has not seen anyone.

Ruan Weiqin was really worried, but he didn't know how to help her.

He consulted countless books. The book said that Wen Shu's situation was probably due to excessive mental pressure, so she couldn't hold a scalpel.

He specially arranged the best psychiatrist for Wen Shu, but now the difficulty is difficult, and he can't take Wen Shu to see a doctor.

She closed herself in her room, and no one wanted to see her.

In the end, there was really no way, he could only go to Qin Mingyue.

"Follow me to see Wen Shu!" As soon as they met, he said bluntly.

"No, no." Qin Mingyue hadn't figured out how to face Wen Shu yet, so he refused without hesitation.