Chapter 143: Obsession
How long has it been since Wen Shu has seen the sunset?
She had to forget about it herself.
As soon as she opened her eyes, there was a red glow outside the window, and the sky was cloudless, and her heart was extremely relaxed.
After spending a week in fear, now knowing that Qin Mingyue was fine, she was completely relaxed.
Lin Su entered the door and saw that she had woken up, and her tone couldn't hide her joy, "Are you awake?" Is there anything wrong with it? ”
The corners of Wen Shu's lips curled into a smile and shook her head, "I'm fine now." ”
Lin Su smiled and nodded, "I know, Qin Mingyue is fine." ”
Her gaze fell on Wen Shu's hand, "I heard that you went to perform the operation on him, is your hand okay?" ”
Wen Shu stretched out her hand and tried to clench her fist, "It's not that I did the operation on him, I just participated in this operation as an assistant, my hand, I may not be able to go to the operating table again in my life." ”
When she said this, Wen Shu only felt a little regretful, but she was no longer as obsessed as before.
In the past, she was unwilling and could no longer hold the scalpel, but let herself fall into obsession.
Now she wants to open it, in fact, as long as people live, everything is fine.
Even if she really can't have surgery in the future, at least she can be a teacher now and let her students treat more people, which is not bad.
Lin Su's eyes couldn't help but turn red, she covered her mouth and lowered her head, "Actually, you would choose the profession of a doctor, I never thought of it, I thought you would hate it." ”
Part of the reason why Wen Shu chose to be a doctor is because of Lin Su.
Lin Su watched her sister die in front of her, and she couldn't accept it.
Therefore, she asked Wen Shu to choose the path of a doctor.
At first, she actually wanted Jiang Yanyan to study medicine, but Jiang Yanyan's academic performance was not good, and she was spoiled, so she couldn't be admitted to medical university at all.
The person who finally fulfilled her dream was Wen Shu, but she still remembers what she said to the young Wen Shu at that time.
She was sighing at the time, why was it not Jiang Yanyan who was admitted to the medical university.
Thinking back to what he had done now, Lin Su felt a lot of guilt in his heart, but he didn't know how to express it.
Because she knew that the mistakes she made hurt Wen Shu far more than she thought would hurt Wen Shu.
"Indeed, at the beginning, I was admitted to medical university only because of your words, and I have wanted to be praised by you since I was a child, even if it was a sentence that I did well."
She studied hard and worked hard to get into the path that her mother wanted Jiang Yanyan to take, but in the end, she couldn't even go to the operating table.
Hearing Wen Shu's calm recounting of the past, Lin Su couldn't help but cover her face and cry bitterly.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I've been ignoring you all these years......" The woman's voice was full of guilt, self-blame and uneasiness.
She owes Wen Shu countless words of sorry over the years, but she knows that being sorry can't make Wen Shu forgive anything.
The gap between them has existed for a long time.
"It's okay, I don't mind now." Wen Shu said this generously.
Lin Su raised his head and just happened to bump into Wen Shu's slightly smiling eyes.
"Really, I don't mind anymore, in fact, if you think about it, you also have times when you are good to me, but these are not as good as Jiang Yanyan, but you raised me and gave birth to me."
Wen Shu was indeed relieved, after experiencing Qin Mingyue's surgery, she suddenly felt that it was not so difficult to forgive.
Although Lin Su has not been good to her over the years, no matter what, she is her mother.
Maybe she can't be as close as a daughter to her mother, but she doesn't want to be entangled in resentment anymore, it's too tiring to live like that.
Lin Su looked at Wen Shu with some excitement, and didn't know what to say for a while.
In the end, she didn't say anything, wiped the tears from her face, "I stewed some ribs for you, and the doctor said that you are just weak and there is nothing else wrong." ”
"I'm just a little hungry."
Hearing her say that she was hungry, Lin Su immediately served her a bowl of soup, "Drink some soup to warm your stomach first, and then eat." ”
Watching Wen Shu gulp down what she made, Lin Su raised her lips in satisfaction.
In fact, this is not bad, she spends the rest of her life being good to Wen Shu, not to make up for her past mistakes, but to sincerely want to take care of her.
"Senpai." The arrival of Lu Zhai broke the warm atmosphere in the room.
Seeing him, Wen Shu was stunned for a moment, surprised and surprised.
She smiled at Lu Zhai, "You're here." ”
A hearty smile appeared on the man's face, "Yes, I thought I was leaving, if I didn't come to see Senior Sister before leaving, I would definitely regret it." ”
"I'll give you a ticket for any day."
Lu Zhai refused without thinking about it, "Don't be, I don't like the atmosphere of crying and crying when parting, I'll just go alone." ”
Wen Shu pursed her lips and said softly, "Let me send you off, I don't know when the next meeting will be." ”
Looking at the woman's peach-like face, Lu Zhai finally compromised, "Okay, I really can't refuse Senior Sister, your request." ”
Wen Shu couldn't help but chuckle, and then advised, "When the time comes to return to the clinic, you must work hard, even with my share." ”
"I will! Senior sister, you can't give up, it's just a simple hand tremor, you can definitely overcome it. ”
Qin Mingyue woke up the next day, and as soon as he opened his eyes, Ruan Weiqin immediately notified Wen Shu.
When Lin Su helped Wen Shu to arrive, the doctors just finished examining Qin Mingyue.
"The patient is recovering well, and now he has begun to become conscious, and when he slowly accepts the new information, it will become the same as before."
The doctor's words are like a reassuring needle for Wen Shu, and it is good that she can recover as before.
The absence of sequelae is already a blessing in misfortune.
Ruan Weiqin suddenly beckoned to Wen Shu who was standing at the door, "Wen Shu, come here, does he have something to say to you?" ”
Wen Shu walked over slowly, only to see Qin Ming raise her hand with more difficulty, and she subconsciously reached out to hold it.
Reflecting what she had done, she was a little embarrassed and wanted to take it back, but the man's weak hand gently held her back.
Wen Shu paused for a moment and looked down at Qin Mingyue's eyes that were still a little unconscious.
Qin Ming wanted to speak, but his consciousness had not fully recovered, and his body was not yet controlled by his brain, so no one could hear what he said.
But Wen Shu just understood inexplicably, she raised her hand and gently patted the back of Qin Mingyue's hand, "If you have anything to say, I'll talk about it when you're completely well, and I will take good care of you until you are discharged from the hospital." ”
Hearing this, a smile flashed in Qin Mingyue's eyes, although it was undetectable, Wen Shu still saw it.