"Teacher Lu, why don't you come back and continue to teach us, our class needs a teacher like you, and the new teacher is too boring to teach, I want to sleep after listening to every class."

Lu Zhai frowned slightly, and looked at the boy who spoke with a serious expression, "It's not a good habit to sleep in class, although I used to do this often, but I will make it up after class, there is no delay at all, if you can't be like me, you can't be lazy in class." ”

"You must know that the task of your future work is to cure diseases and save people, not a so-so and improvisable occupation in the past, and it is even more impossible to fish at work, and even now you can't listen to the teacher's lectures, and when you go out in the future, you will meet someone who doesn't understand, but no teacher is willing to answer for you."

The boy was taught by him, but he didn't show an impatient look, but scratched his head and said with a smile, "I know, Mr. Lu, although the new teacher is very boring, I have read all the textbooks he said, and I am absolutely familiar with the content." ”

Lu Zhai smiled and bowed slightly, "It's pretty much the same, you know, being a doctor is not a profession that can be sloppy, and each teacher's teaching style is different, you can't deny other teachers just because you've met a teacher like me, it's unfair to other teachers." ”

"That's right, Zhang Tao, you kid, you are Professor Liang, and your authority in the industry is not something you can question."

Wen Shu smiled lightly, looking at the man who was surrounded by everyone in the first row of seats, and the smile on the corner of her lips became softer and softer.

It turned out that she, a junior brother, had unconsciously grown into a man who could stand up to the sky.

It seems that his internship in the past few months has taught him a lot.

After Lu Zhai said hello to the students, he packed up and left with Wen Shu.

The two decided to go to the cafeteria for a staff meal, and met many students who knew Lu Zhai along the way, and they all greeted him with a smile.

He couldn't help but sigh with emotion, "Sure enough, when I go back to school, I am a respected teacher, and I am no longer an elementary school chicken that anyone can scold." ”

Wen Shu couldn't help but sneer, staring at him with a sideways eyebrow, "Listening to your speech in class just now, I thought you had learned a lot in these months of internship." ”

"Hey, just now to that group of stinky boys, of course I have to say something nice, you don't know, the director of the department who took me is a headache, at least three times a day to catch me on the content of the book, if you forget one, let me copy it 1000 times when I go back."

At this point, he couldn't help but shudder, as if he had thought of his pitiful and miserable life.

Wen Shu's eyes were smiling, and she said indifferently, "Isn't this to hone you?" Pretty good. ”

"Hey, don't just talk about me, senior sister, who brought you after you left school before?"

He has always looked at Wen Shu with ease, and he has never seen her rush over any surgery.

Sometimes he wondered if she was a reading machine, how could she be able to memorize it.

"Take my teacher?" Wen Shu thought of the kind old lady, "I'm much luckier than you, my teacher is very gentle and hardly says anything serious to me." ”

"That's definitely because you're smart, senior sister, and you know how to do it at all." He has never seen a director of a department who is not irritable, facing so many patients and so many hurried emergencies every day, even if he is calm, he can't help but be irritable.

"That's what you said wrong, the teacher who once took me was a very good-tempered person, although she was very strict on weekdays, but she was not stingy at all when it was time to reward."

It could be seen that Wen Shu missed the former teacher very much, so Lu Zhai asked, "What about the current teacher?" ”

Wen Shu's eyes darkened, and she shook her head gloomily, "I passed away when I was the attending doctor, and it's been many years. ”

Lu Zhai saw that she was depressed, and couldn't help frowning, "How did you die?" ”

"Cancer." Wen Shu's thin lips pursed slightly, although her tone was indifferent, she still couldn't hide the regret in it.

She looked sideways at the greenery on the side of the road, and said in a low voice, "Doctors don't heal themselves, sometimes I don't understand very well, whether the profession of a doctor is to treat diseases and save people, or to face the torture of life and death every day." ”

A doctor may have saved countless lives in his lifetime, but in the end, he could not even save himself.

"Senior sister, you just think too much, people have joys and sorrows, birth, old age, sickness and death, this is the normal state of people, doesn't it mean that people are born to suffer? The world is a purgatory, as long as you look at it a little, it is not a big deal. ”

Lu Zhai's tone was very open-minded, he looked up at the rising sun on the horizon, and the corners of his lips curled, "I don't care how many people I can save, whether I want to be rescued again in the end, I just do a good job today and meet tomorrow." ”

Hearing Lu Zhai's open-minded words, Wen Shu was a little shocked for a while, and looked at him fixedly.

Lu Zhai seemed to notice her gaze, and turned his head to look at her with a smile, "Senior sister seems to be shocked by my thoughts. ”

"No, I just think you're quite open-minded when you think like this, at least there's nothing bothering." Wen Shu shook her head with a light smile, her gaze far away.

"Do you know who was the first person I saved when I became the attending physician?"

"Who?"

"My teacher." Wen Shu smiled bitterly and lowered her head.

The results speak for themselves, and if her surgery had been successful at the time, perhaps she wouldn't have so many regrets now.

However, the operation failed at that time, and her teacher remained on the operating table forever.

The conscientious old lady was not spared in the end.

"Senior sister, you are such a strange person." Lu Zhai said suddenly.

Wen Shu felt that his words were a little inexplicable, and couldn't help asking, "What's strange?" ”

"You know that the profession of a doctor is not about who you want to save and who you can save, but you are still obsessed with the people you can't save."

Wen Shu thought about it and felt that what he said was quite right.

"I don't want to be able to save every patient under my hands in this life, but I just want me to do my best and be worthy of my heart."

After all, he is not a god, and he can't guarantee that every patient under his hands can get off the operating table safe and sound, he just wants to do his best and live up to himself.

When Wen Shu heard this, she looked at him with a dull gaze for a long time.

Looking at those beautiful watery eyes, Lu Zhai shrugged his shoulders and said with a smile, "Don't you think my idea is quite shocking?" ”

Wen Shu raised her hand and patted him on the shoulder, smiling gently, "No, I think it's good for you to keep this mentality, it won't be long before you intern, you should be on the operating table."