Chapter 150: The Lonely Monster
"Monsters......" I Airo whispered, he stood there for a moment, his body suddenly slowly changing back to its original state.
"If I had to say that, so would I." My Airo actually regained his composure, looked at them expressionlessly, and said, "I took the life of a woman who should be called my mother when I was born, and in order to make me the strongest ninja, my father used ninjutsu to make the incarnation of sand attached to me, so I was born a monster, that is, the creature of the old monk of Sand Hidden Village who was sealed in a boiling pot called Shouzuru." ”
Everyone else was shocked by the tragic life story that he suddenly revealed, and only Kusuo Uchiha tilted his head.
What? The old monk of Shayin Village? Boiling kettle?
"Affection? Family? Friend? Don't measure me by your standards, let me tell you what those beings are to me. "I'm obviously calm again, but now it's even more frightening.
He said coldly: "We are just a piece of meat involved in the relationship with hatred and murderous intent, I regard my mother's life as food, and when I was born, I was regarded as the best masterpiece in the village, just because I am the child of the wind shadow." ”
"So what am I here for, and what am I here for? Every time I think about this question, I can't find an answer. He looked at Uchiha Kusuo and said, "However, there must be a reason to live, otherwise it will be no different from dying." ”
Kusuo Uchiha: [......]
You just say, look at what I do, I think you mean something.
"Then I came to a conclusion." Iara looked into Uchiha Kusuo's eyes and said, "I'm here to kill everyone except me." ”
Kusuo Uchiha's expression cracked.
Wait, young man, you just said something terrible in a very calm tone!
How did you come to such a horrific conclusion? Don't skip the process when it matters!
Ignoring their broken expressions, Iaro was immersed in his inner world, his eyes cold and dazed, and the words he said were the same.
"My father as Kazekage and my father taught me a lot of ninja secrets, as well as overprotective of me and letting me do whatever I wanted to cultivate me, I think this is family affection, but it all happened before something." "From the time I was six years old, I was almost assassinated by my biological father several times," he said. ”
Others: "!! ”
This...... What kind of misery is this!?
"How...... How could there be a parent who assassinated his own child......" Naruto was shocked.
I sneered: "If it's too strong, it will become a terrifying existence, and I was born with ninjutsu to be very mentally unstable, and those stupid people in the village finally found out that I had emotional problems later." ”
"To Kazekage, who is also a father, I am the last trump card of the village, and at the same time a terrifying and dangerous object." "It seems that he has judged me to be a dangerous person since I was 6 years old, so I seem to be carefully cared for by him as a dangerous tool in the village, and to them, I am just a relic of the past that they want to erase now." ”
"I lived in fear of not knowing when I would be assassinated, and then I finally felt more at ease, because I confirmed my reason for living by continuing to kill those assassins." As he spoke, his attention gradually returned to reality, looking at the different expressions of the people opposite, he felt funny, and indeed slightly hooked the corners of his mouth, but the smile was too terrifying and cold.
"As long as I think that I exist to make others feel this, I will feel that this world is very perfect, this world will make me feel that I am still alive, and as long as the people I killed with my own hands continue to exist, my existence will not disappear!" He clenched his fists hard.
"I finally understood that I was alone, I would not trust anyone anymore, I would not love anyone, I would always be alone." He said indifferently: "Yes, only fight for yourself, live only for yourself, and only love your own Shura." ”
"That's who I am, I'm Airo." He said.
"So, what can people like you know? What can be understood? I Airo smiled maliciously again, "The power of hatred is the power of killing intent!" Only an incomparably strong hatred can make a person have the conviction to become stronger! Only killing intent can make a person stronger! You guys! And this Konoha is too weak! Weak! Naive! Amusing! ”
Naruto looked at him stunned, his pupils trembling.
This man is very similar to him.
He finally knew what that irritating feeling was, because he was so much like Iro.
Everyone is hateful, he didn't know what he was before, why was he hated, why did people all over the world stand opposite him and hate him, in this case, what did he live so hard in this world?
Ever since he knew that the Nine-Tailed Demon Fox was in his body, he felt that the people in the village seemed even more indifferent, as if it was useless to know why he was hated, and even more painful and powerless.
However, he met people who identified with his existence.
Three generations of grandfathers, Shimizu sisters, Sasuke, Kusuo, Dingji, Shikamaru, Sakura, Iruka-sensei...... Growing up, he kept meeting people who identified with him.
Therefore, even if the nine-tailed demon fox was in his body, even if he was treated with indifferent and disgusted eyes by the people in the village, he didn't care.
Because, he is no longer alone.
This was such a difficult and distant thing for little Naruto before, and he never imagined that he could live with everyone so excitedly and happily as he did now.
The first thing I do when I wake up every day is to cheer myself up, this time I must surpass Sasuke, and go on a boring or dangerous mission with everyone in Class 7, if I can meet Class 9 in the mission, he and Sasuke can jump with joy, Kakashi-sensei often sends vegetables he hates, the living expenses of the three generations of grandfathers on time every month, and the smile on his face every time Iruka-sensei invites him to eat Ichiraku ramen......
He felt that his life was so happy and beautiful now, and he really felt that it was really good, really good......
As long as he stayed with them, he could breathe a sigh of relief at his existence and not have to think about those complicated and sad things.
So whenever a person stays and thinks about the past, he can't help but shiver, and the pain is so terrible, it's a dark hell.
Naruto pursed his lips and looked at Ara, who was calm and crazy with a complicated look.
He couldn't help but wonder if he had been alone all the time like before, would he have become like Iro?
I've been tormented by loneliness, I love Luo, there is nothing to relax, nothing to be happy, nothing to feel happy, and he can only believe in himself now, and he is still struggling in hell......
Can he really beat this kind of guy?