Now that he thinks about it, Lin Chengyi also feels that he is really cheap, Ye Yiren loved him and loved him to death and life, but he couldn't get his heart.

Now that Ye Yiren has left, he is in love with Ye Yiren.

The old word lowered his gaze and did not speak.

"Seeing you like this, I know that you must be scolding me in your heart, thinking that I deserve it, don't you? At the beginning, she liked me so much, but I didn't like her, but now that she has Gu Mufan, I am thinking about her wholeheartedly, obviously she said let me not disturb her, but I still bothered her again and again, ancient words, in fact, I don't want to disturb her, but I can't do it, I really can't do it" Lin Chengyi's voice carried a trace of trouble.

He couldn't do it without disturbing Ye Yiren.

"I can only tell her, I try my best, but I try my best to say these three words, I say them very reluctantly" Lin Chengyi put his eyes on the yellow liquid in the glass, and he smiled sadly.

He really can't do it without disturbing Ye Yiren, and if he doesn't drink when he's sober, he may be able to suppress those crazy thoughts, but after drinking, those thoughts are like wings, and they will pop up little by little, driving away all his crazy suppressed thoughts, making his mind full of Ye Yiren's smiles.

Basically, he missed him all night and couldn't sleep all night, tossing and turning.

What's more, at night, he can't sleep peacefully after being tortured, he will miss all the good things that Ye Yiren has done, the things that Ye Yiren has done for him, and the bits and pieces of the past, like mushrooms after the spring rain, crazy to rise.

And the feeling of missing and being unrighteous will make him even more painful all night, and he can't sleep all night after being tortured.

"Mr. Lin, let it go, don't torture yourself, Miss Yiren, she and Mr. Gu are very happy" Although these words were a little cruel, and they even poked a knife in Lin Chengyi's chest, but the ancient words felt that he had to make these words clear to Lin Chengyi.

Lin Chengyi let go to make his life better and happier.

Lin Chengyi smiled faintly, drank some stomach-burning wine into his mouth again, and drank the stimulating liquid into his mouth, which was even more stimulating to the painful stomach, but it was still not as painful as the pain in his heart, "Let go, in fact, the ancient word, I also want to let go, but letting go of it is like glue, it sticks to my mind, lingering, I will especially want to rely on people at night, miss my heart and lungs in severe pain, miss my blood as if it is going to flow backwards."

He also wanted to let go, but he just couldn't let go, he would only miss Ye Yiren more and more every night, and become more and more caught in the longing for Ye Yiren, especially after alcohol, he felt that all of him were Ye Yiren, but when he touched it, there was only a blank.

"Mr. Lin, don't drink" Seeing Lin Chengyi drinking like he was dying, the ancient words frowned.

"Ancient words, I can't help but drink, if I don't drink, I will miss her, and those thoughts of it will drill into every pore of me, making me very painful, I know that she is very happy and wants to let go, but I really can't let go of the ancient words" Looking at the ancient words, Lin Chengyi's eyes floated with some moist openings.

"Old words, I really miss her, think about what she has done for me in the past ten years, think about the wrong things I did to her, and make me really feel very guilty."

In the past ten years, Ye Yiren has silently made a comeback for him, and he will think of it bit by bit, and he will also think of how he treated Ye Yiren, and remember that he squandered those Ye Yiren infinitely good to him, and now that those good things have been squandered by him, there is no more.

"Mr. Lin, you and Miss Yiren have passed" Looking at Lin Chengyi's somewhat moist gaze, the ancient words were a little distressed by Lin Chengyi.

This kind of Lin Chengyi is not at all like the strong, introverted Lin Chengyi on weekdays, this kind of Lin Chengyi is too helpless, helpless like a child, and I can't help but feel very distressed by the ancient words.

"Yes, it's over, but, ancient words, I can't get over the hurdle in my heart, I remember the misunderstandings I had about her before, those were not good, I hurt here, he hurt me and I even felt pain in breathing" Lin Chengyi put his finger on his chest and lightly tapped his chest.

Because he thought of Ye Yiren's goodness, his heart would ache at night, almost painful.

"Ancient words, I usually don't dare to call Yiren, just because I'm afraid that she will not connect, and directly set up a blacklist, so, I deliberately changed a number to call her today, and I have been silently reading in my heart, she must, sure enough, God heard my prayer, she answered, but after she answered, she knew that it was me, so she was anxious to hang up the phone" Looking at the ancient words, Lin Chengyi's eyes were filled with some pain.

Ye Yiren was impatient to answer his phone and didn't remember his birthday.

He stretched out his index finger and put his hand on his chest, "Ancient words, my heart hurts so much, as long as I think of her here, it will hurt here, it hurts, especially at night, those thoughts that I thought I had forgotten will all run out, they will all run out of the way, they will transform into Ye Yiren at night, appear in front of me, smile and smile, almost torture me in pain, ancient words, I really can't forget Yiren, as long as I think of her, my heart will hurt very much, it hurts so much that I almost feel like I can't breathe, do you know, ancient words, my heart hurts, I feel like I can't breathe, the old word, according to the people, she doesn't want me anymore......".

Ye Yiren doesn't want him anymore, and he doesn't want him anymore......

Seeing Lin Chengyi's hand on his chest, Gu Ci looked at the intoxication in Lin Chengyi's eyes, he felt a little sorry for Gu Mufan, and he also knew that Lin Chengyi was drunk, because Lin Chengyi, who was usual, would not be so weak and vulnerable in front of him.

Lin Chengyi like this opened his heart and showed it to the ancient words.

"Mr. Lin, you are drunk" Gu Ci looked at Lin Chengyi and said softly, "Mr. Lin, let it go."

Hearing the words of the ancient words, Lin Chengyi waved his hand towards the ancient words, closed his eyes, and he fell aside, "The ancient words, I am already stunned, I can't let go of my hands......."

He has already entered the devil's daze, he can't let go, he wants to enter the dream, Ye Yiren in the dream will smile at him gently, will gently shout his name, and will gently say Chengyi, happy birthday.

Seeing Lin Chengyi fall on the sofa, Gu Ci went to the room to take out a blanket and helped Lin Chengyi cover it, suddenly, his eyes fell on the mobile phone on the sofa, he just picked up the mobile phone, and was about to put the mobile phone on the coffee table, but he found that the phone was open, and Ye Yuyan's thin crying voice came from the phone.

Hearing the crying sound on the phone, the ancient word sighed a little, love hurts the most.