Chapter Twenty-Four: The Heart of the Cold Sun
The days went by, and they did not notice the changes in the outside world, nor did they notice the heavier and heavier moisture, nor the thick fog that persisted in the morning.
Leng Yang has completely given up the idea of going out to find the army in the past few days, he just gets up to eat every day, plays cards with two women, and if the two women scold him a few times during the period, a little ambiguous little act will make him happy. It's exactly what a woman looks like when she gives a little sunshine.
Fortunately, he still remembers that he insists on exercising every day, which is just a habit of his, because women will not be with him for a day, and when he is alone, he will remember that this is the end of the world, and he will exercise himself.
To put it mildly, Leng Yang is like the kind of man who was used as a spare tire by Bai Fumei in the previous society, as long as the woman smiled at him, he was willing to do anything, and tried to show himself in the woman, even if his jokes were not good, and his cards were very stinky.
Thankfully, the small world was only seven or eight stories in size, and food and water were consumed quickly without them saving. On this day, when Leng Yang was still exercising in his room, Xiang Yuning came to his room.
Leng Yang gulped and sighed, "Is there something wrong?" Sister Ning! After Xiang Yuning finished cleaning, she realized her age, she was older than Leng Yang, and she had fully matured about twenty-seven or eighteen, and Leng Yang didn't know how to follow He Min to call her sister.
Xiang Yuning didn't wear the amazing tight leather coat that she took out of the bath that day, she just wore an ordinary down jacket casually, but this dress still couldn't stop her beautiful figure.
"Leng Yang, I think we should talk." Xiang Yuning looked at Leng Yang, who had just finished doing sit-ups and was still lying on the ground.
"Okay, what are you going to say?" Leng Yang sat up and put on his coat with his gloves. Looking at Xiang Yuning, getting along in the past few days is also a little beneficial, at least Leng Yang will not dodge anymore when he sees Xiang Yuning now.
"Have you ever thought about the future? Are we going to stay like this? Xiang Yuning didn't have a smile on her face today, only when she saw Leng Yang exercising when she came just now, there was a smile on the corner of her mouth.
"This, I still thought about it, after all, we can't live here forever, I still want to go to Xiaonanshan to have a look." Otaku is not a fool, Leng Yang naturally thought about how to do it in the future, but he was just confused by the present and unwilling to work hard for the future.
"Have you ever thought about it? So where are your actions? Do you know that we don't have much food, and the hope of our two women is you, what have you been doing these days besides playing with us? It's good that I see that you're still exercising, otherwise I'm wondering if the warrior I saw in the zombie horde that day was really the man in front of me? ”
Xiang Yuning's words in one breath surprised Leng Yang, he always thought that he had taken good care of them, they wanted to take a bath, they wanted to stay, he had tried his best to do what they thought, why were they still not satisfied?
"Aren't you going to stay, you're having a good time these days?" Hearing Leng Yang's words, Xiang Yuning was very disappointed, at first she thought that Leng Yang was to let them rest and relax for a few days, she also tried hard to cooperate with Leng Yang, and she also thought in her heart, Leng Yang is really powerful, and she knows that there is a way to relax. But it had been several days before she realized something was wrong.
And now Leng Yang asked her with a blank face, she was really disappointed, "If we want to stay, let's stay?" We want the world to go back to the way it was, can you do it! You disappointed me very much, Leng Yang, think about it, when I first met you, I used to thank God that you brought us hope, but now you look at what you are doing? ”
Xiang Yuning grabbed the playing card that Leng Yang put on the coffee table and threw it at Leng Yang, "Do you think fighting the landlord is really so fun?" Do you think we'll be happy? You're not a real man! With that, she walked out of the room in a rage.
Playing cards were all over the sky, and when Xiang Yuning left, he casually brought the door through and made a loud noise. And Leng Yang sat on the ground, he was very confused.
Leng Yang knew that in the future, if they continued to play like this, they would soon run out of food and water, maybe he could take the women to another building, but the bottled water would also expire, and the food would always run out. He knows all this, but he just doesn't want to act, and one day at a time counts as a day.
His otaku inertia was not formed in a day, and when the end of the world came, he showed his other side, bold and careful, fearless, otherwise he would not have lived to this day, and he could still live under the same roof with beautiful women. But once he relaxes himself, no, to be precise, once he is with people, he always puts himself in the position of a listener. Whatever others tell him to do, as long as he feels that what others say makes sense, he will go to the task and give up his own ideas.
However, everything in this world can speak its own truth and constantly listen to others, so where are your own opinions and thoughts?
Leng Yang sat like this all the time, he remembered that he was not like this before, when others were playing, he studied hard, even if others told him to play and rest, he would unswervingly finish his homework before playing. But I don't know when, things changed, buddy left, all night, he went, he didn't have a girlfriend in college, and if he didn't fail a course, he didn't go to college, okay, he went to try to fail the course, tried not to listen to the class.
And then slowly, he lost what he had. Play, he has no talent, when he goes out to play, whether it is singing, playing ball, games, playing cards, he is just one of the people in the vast expanse. And his achievements, his work, these things that he could achieve a certain position in the crowd as long as he spent time and worked hard, he gave up in the contempt of others again and again. And later, he no longer has anything to be proud of, what others say is right, they are experienced people, they are leaders, they eat more salt than you eat.
Leng Yang lost his confidence and lost his assertiveness, only when he was alone, he could show his true self, but who can live in his own world all the time? So he became an otaku in the real world, but at the beginning of the end of the world, he was able to be calm and comfortable, and after meeting a woman, he became an echo worm.
"Ahhhh Leng Yang clenched his fists and hit his thighs hard, he roared loudly, no longer worried about zombies, no longer worried about alarming women, he wanted to vent his frustration and affirm his thoughts.
What experience, what reason, let it go!! What Xiang Yuning said only made Leng Yang understand some things, what really made Leng Yang wake up was his actions in the past few days, from being invincible when maintaining his true heart, to being restrained after listening to the woman's words, Leng Yang finally knew what he should do.
Work hard according to your own ideas, regardless of what others think, no matter how things will become, believe in yourself and work hard to do it, this is life. What wealth, power is nothing more than a means to achieve one's own ends, not a pursuit!
No one can control their own life, even if your idea is wrong, you have to do it, and you can do it right!