You know me

There was no word for a while.

Xu Zhiyan loosened his grip on Lu Chenyu, fell back like self-abandonment, sat on the ground, stared at a certain place with scarlet eyes, and continued to drink.

Seeing that the young man seemed to ignore him, Lu Chenyu was silent for a while, then stood up and sat beside her.

"You remind me of a friend I used to have." Lu Chenyu said to himself. The boy didn't react to this, as if acquiescing to his words and actions.

He scooped up a bottle of wine and blew on it as the boy did.

The sparkling water mixed with the rich alcohol flavor exploded on the tip of the tongue, and the mellow grape aroma carried a smell of inferior cola saccharin, and Lu Chenyu's expression almost lost control after taking a bite.

He kept giving himself a mental hint that this was 200,000 bottles of Romani, and then resisted the urge to spit it out and swallowed it without a drop.

After a pause, he continued, "Really, you're just like her right now. ”

"She's also frustrated, even if it's over if she makes a joke and haha, if she keeps being chased and comforted, she will break her defense."

Xu Zhiyan neither objected nor agreed with this, so Lu Chenyu glanced at her and continued.

"I still remember when I was a child, she played with Xie Shuyan......"

At that age, Xie Shuyan was always attracted by some fluffy dolls, and Lin Yan always liked to tease her, saying that she liked to sleep with dolls so much, be careful that this thing suddenly came back to life in the middle of the night.

Once, during the fight, Xie Shuyan accidentally dropped the doll to the ground.

Lin Yan had bad thoughts again: "Yanyan, you apologize to it quickly!" ”

Xie Shuyan subconsciously said: "Why should I apologize to a doll? ”

"Because you got it on the floor, it didn't have to get dirty." Lin Yan picked up the doll and patted the ash on it.

"But it's obvious that you came to rob me and didn't hold it steady, I'm protecting it!"

"But if it weren't for it, you'd fall, and it's clear that it protected you, shouldn't you apologize to it?"

Xie Shuyan was stunned and thought......

"It saved me!" The little girl bowed gratefully to the doll, "Thank you!" ”

"Hahaha, no......" Lin Yan laughed unscrupulously, "No one really apologizes to the doll!" ”

"But you said it saved me......"

"An apology is something that is said to a person. What's more, if you get it off the ground, it will fall to its death! It's impossible to accept your apology! Lin Yan held the doll up and made a funny grimace.

"It's dead! Got it? ”

Xie Shuyan: "......" (crying)

Lin Yan: "...? Oh, no, that's crying. ”

Lin Yan: "Hey, isn't it a good thing that the doll is dead, so that it won't suddenly come back to wake you up in the middle of the night." ”

…… Xie Shuyan cried even more.

"Oh, you really ...... It's stupid, I'll cry like this when I tease you......" She hurriedly wiped the other party's tears, "Stupid like this, who else wants to play with you except me......"

"Don't cry, okay......"

……

At that time, Lin Yan probably really realized that he was bullying people hard, and he wanted to coax people but was awkward and refused to say it directly.

"I saw that she was awkward and uncomfortable, so I went to persuade her, and I said that children don't hold grudges, so you can go and sincerely apologize to others and reconcile immediately." Lu Chenyu recalled.

At that time, Lin Yan also said that it was okay, it was okay, how could I worry about Xie Shuyan holding a grudge, I was worried that she was too stupid to grow up, and she might not be at ease when she grew up......

But he didn't know how to persuade him at that time.

What did Lin Yan say at the time?

"I'm so soberly aware of what I need, I don't need you to shoehorn a meaning to save me!"

Lu Chenyu repeated it in imitation of her tone, and then turned his head to look at the silent young man.

"That little wolf cub is exactly like you."

"Actually, I'm talking about Lin Yan, I don't know if she told you about what happened when she was a child." Lu Chenyu still couldn't help but laugh a little when he thought of this, "Now that I think about it, Lin Yan, this guy may have a little PUA gene." Otherwise, she would have bullied Xie Shuyan like that, and people still hate Sister Lin every day, and Sister Lin is short ......"

When the boy heard this, he snorted softly. Just when Lu Chenyu thought that she was going to continue stand-up comedy again, she spoke.

Xu Zhiyan took a sip of wine and asked seemingly casually, "Then what kind of person do you think, Lin Yan is?" ”

"She's ......" Lu Chenyu almost didn't think twice.

"The most decent villain, the most aggressive scumber, the most extroverted introvert, the most conformist rebel...... Inherently contradictory. ”

"I feel disconnected from the world, and I take a daily break from the world to look at the world as a bystander. But others asked her why she suddenly fell silent, and then passed with a grin. ”

Lu Chenyu concluded, "My impression of her is: 'Sun and rain in summer'." ”

"Bright sorrow."

Xu is talking about familiar people, Lu Chenyu hasn't opened the conversation like this for a long time: "That guy is extremely conceited and extremely rational...... The price of these two is a lack of empathy......"

That's why she was so awkward when she coaxed Xie Shuyan, because Lin Yan didn't realize that her behavior of having fun sometimes really hurt others...... No, maybe I still want to work hard to learn empathy, so I accepted the comfort method that my heart identified as hypocrisy, and tried to coax Xie Shuyan awkwardly......"

So one time when she really tried to understand me, I realized that she really had come to see me as an extremely important soulmate. Because only at this time, Lin Yan's rhetoric lost its effect. ”

"Hmm...... In fact, although Lin Yan loves to work, she is actually not annoying, because her personal ability is really excellent. ”

Lu Chenyu thought about it and said: "Because she is too good, her behavior of loving the whole job has become her personal charm, especially after getting acquainted, she is simply the most cheap puppy in the world......"

"Really." He smiled again, "There can be a lot of joy when there is such a person around......"

Xu Zhiyan, who had been silent for a long time, suddenly interrupted him, and then continued: "But in fact, she doesn't think it's fun most of the time, she just tries it for fun, this is the so-called 'having fun'." ”

Xu Zhiyan: "It's like, others are happy so they will laugh, and she will be happy when she laughs." This is the reason why Lin Yan will make others feel cheap, and she needs this happy atmosphere. ”

Lu Chenyu added: "And it is intellectually necessary for this kind of happiness." ”

The boy smiled: "Yes, intellectually necessary. ”

"That's why you like to have some black humor when you're emo, and you intellectually need that kind of happy atmosphere. Being too conceited leads to never showing your weaknesses to others. Lu Chenyu said.

Xu Zhiyan went on to say: "Always sober and rotten, and then point to your sluggish self and laugh uncontrollably: 'Is this you?' ’”

This time they really laughed uncontrollably, looking at each other and laughing breathlessly.

The two of them held up 200,000 bottles of Romani and touched it and dried.

Blowing on the bottle.

"Xu Zhiyan, do you think my analysis is correct?"

The boy just laughed and didn't answer him.

But in fact, he didn't need to answer.

Because the boy's eyes told him plainly:.

"You know me."