At the beginning of the chapter--Song Yan pondered Zuo Miaomiao's words, she subconsciously refused, after all, because although she had been secretly in love with Qin Sheng for so many years, she felt that Qin Sheng was always high and a little far away from her.

Only she remembered the life-saving grace of the year, but Qin Sheng never remembered, for Qin Sheng, it was just a gesture, and even when he saw her again, he didn't remember her, but she remembered this gesture for so many years and kept it in her heart.

She just looked up to Qin Sheng, and even worshipped her, because he saved her from danger at that time, so she was a little girl at that time in her heart, but after so many years of worship, it was gradually wiped out little by little when there was no response like that.

At this moment, Song Yan suddenly felt that she might just be grateful to Qin Sheng for saving her, and slowly and imperceptibly, she put Qin Sheng in her heart, but maybe there were not many elements of love in the middle.

Otherwise, when Blair was forced to marry, she never thought of marrying Qin Sheng, and even Qin Sheng completely disappeared in her heart at that time, and it wasn't until that side many years later that her inner memory was evoked again.

For so many years, she has also thought of Qin Sheng among them, but there are still not many.

After so many years, in fact, she has almost forgotten Qin Sheng, although Qin Sheng appeared with An Yirou, some of the pictures are so dazzling, but she does not have the pain in her heart at the beginning.

Or perhaps, as early as many years ago, when Qin Sheng held the hands of other women, he only left her a back and let her watch him and other women live together, she may have given up on Qin Sheng, after so many years, she suddenly felt that she was just a little unwilling.

She has been in unrequited love with someone for many years, but that person never knew that from beginning to end, she was always a stranger in that person's heart, and she was really a little unwilling.

Raising her head, Song Yan looked at Zuo Miaomiao's questioning eyes, and at the same time she was unwilling at the moment, she also refused in her mind, and one was because she felt that Qin Sheng and her cultural background were different, because they had never been together, and they didn't even know what each other's interests and hobbies were, so she definitely couldn't be with Qin Sheng.

Thinking of this, Song Yan was stunned again, she was able to find so many reasons not to be with Qin Sheng, why couldn't she find these reasons for rejection when she was with Jons?

In fact, maybe her heart recognized Jons one step earlier than her, and she found that she was really an afterthought, and she was really slow to respond to things like love.

After being silent for a long time, Song Yan answered Zuo Miaomiao's question softly, "Miaomiao, I don't think I should agree."

Zuo Miaomiao took out a cigarette, she looked at Song Yan with a shallow smile on her face, "Do you mind if I smoke one?" ”。

Song Yan shook his head.

Zuo Miaomiao lit a lady's cigarette, she swallowed the clouds and spit out the fog, she flicked the cigarette ash, and her bewitching face was a little affirmative, "Song Yan, I knew you would refuse, because in your eyes I can't see love Qin Sheng, although I am about the same age as you, but I am much more complicated than you, and I have more experience than you, on the day we met on the first day, I said about Qin Sheng, I actually noticed you, although you struggled in your eyes at that time, but after all, you didn't expect much, so, I guess you must have loved Qin Sheng for so many years, and gradually stopped loving Qin Sheng, I will take you to see Qin Sheng."

Taking another puff of the cigarette, Zuo Miaomiao put the cigarette in the glass ashtray and extinguished it, she glanced at the pensive Song Yan, decided to take something and put it in her somewhat bitter mouth, picked up the coffee in front of her, Zuo Miaomiao drank it, "You said that you still have feelings for Qin Sheng, I have also seen your eyes, I estimate that you may still have some feelings for Qin Sheng, after all, he has been in your heart for so many years, and you are a long-term person, but I can now be sure that after Jons is inserted into your life, it has occupied your mind, Because when you said that Jons proposed to you, you didn't refuse, and your expression was a little expectant at that moment, I knew that you must have liked Jons, but you didn't realize it."

Song Yan locked her eyebrows and looked at Jons, her eyes a little tangled.

Zuo Miaomiao smiled, her delicate face was painted with heavy makeup, and she looked very enchanting, "Song Yan, you are an insider, so I don't know, and I am an outsider, so I can naturally see you clearly, not to mention that we have been classmates for so many years, I also know you more or less, if we change positions today, I think you will say something like me like me, if you think what I say still can't sort out your heart, then let's do an experiment."

Song Yan's eyebrows tightened, "Experiment? ”。

"Well, it depends on whether you like jons or Qin Sheng, didn't you say that you met Qin Sheng last time, and then your heart fluttered?" Zuo Miaomiao raised the corners of her mouth, and the more she thought about it, the more she felt that this plan was feasible.

Song Yan nodded, there is indeed such a thing, "Yes, not only is my heart beating fast, but I don't dare to look at him, for fear that I will fall into it."

Therefore, for so long, she has never looked at Qin Sheng's gaze, whether it is meeting alone or on an occasion with An Yirou, she does not dare to look at Qin Sheng.

"Yes, in that case, let's go find Qin Sheng, you look at him, and see if it's him or jons in your heart" Glaring at Song Yan, Zuo Miaomiao continued.

Song Yan wanted to refuse, she shook her head, "Miaomiao, I don't want to."

First, she said that she wanted to forget Qin Sheng, and secondly, she didn't want to do such an experiment, she was afraid that she would have anything to do with Qin Sheng, she had already made up her mind to forget Qin Sheng, so she really didn't want to have anything to do with Qin Sheng, so as not to cause some unnecessary trouble.

"Song Yan, you are too unconfident in yourself, you have been hiding like this, making yourself think that you love Qin Sheng, be brave, and go to the experiment, don't you know who you really like? I know you're afraid that you actually like Qin Sheng in your heart, but you should be confident and believe in yourself."

Zuo Miaomiao hoped that Song Yan would take this step, after all, Song Yan was in such a dilemma, that is, he didn't see his heart clearly, although such a move was not an appropriate move, but it was the most effective way to make Song Yan recognize his heart.

Song Yan hesitated, but finally nodded, she was moved by Zuo Miaomiao's words, she also wanted to know this result, and wanted to know who she liked, "Okay." End of chapter content - remember after reading: easy to read next time, or.