Zhang Haizhong said with a smile: "Now that I am at home these days, I will explain the specific things to you." ”

"Xiao Deng will arrange for you to join the company later."

In the next few days, Jiang Fan faced the vast amount of data and felt that the content he received exceeded his expectations.

But there is indeed a lot of time-sensitive data in it, and it is a harvest for myself.

Through a few days of contact with Jiang Fan, Zhang Haizhong discovered more and more that Jiang Fan was quite intelligent.

During his tenure, Zhang Haizhong was recognized as a genius.

At the stage when China's national strength was not very strong, it was Zhang Haizhong and his subordinates who used pen and paper to calculate the precise data.

At a time when other countries are already using computers to conduct research, we still have to use dozens of specialists to study day and night.

And Zhang Haizhong is the leader of it.

At that time, because of the irregular diet all year round, I also had stomach bleeding.

The child couldn't see his father for a long time, and Zhang Haizhong devoted himself to his career.

It can even be said that without Zhang Haizhong, there would be no foundation for Xia Guo's current scientific research.

Jiang Fan also realized Zhang Haizhong's status in the process of getting along.

Because there were too many confidential items involved, Jiang Fan didn't know much about him before.

When he learned the true identity of Zhang Lao, he was dumbfounded.

Jiang Fan once asked Mr. Zhang: "Mr. Zhang, I know it is more convenient for you to engage in scientific research here, but what about your children?" ”

"It's been so long, and I haven't seen your child coming."

Mr. Zhang expressed his sadness and said: "My wife and I had a daughter before, I was busy with scientific research at that time, and when my daughter was three years old, she suddenly had a fever in the middle of the night. ”

"Our family lives far away, and my wife first gave emergency treatment to the child, but the child's condition is getting worse and worse."

"My wife went to the village chief's house and called me and told me to go home."

"I got a call at the time, but I was busy with a project at hand, and at the critical stage at the end, I said to my wife, you take Xiaoyou over first, and I'll go to the hospital when I'm done."

"But she is a woman's family, and she has to walk the road with the child in her arms, how difficult is it? I didn't think much of it at first, my mind was full of the results that were about to be made, and I would stick with it. ”

"In the end, the calculation went wrong, and the project went from one day to three days."

"At first, she called me several times a day, crying and telling me about the child."

"I'm always distracted by things at home, and I make more and more mistakes."

Speaking of which, Jiang Fan seemed to have guessed the ending later.

It should be a tragedy.

Zhang Haizhong smiled bitterly: "You said how stupid I was at the beginning, I actually said to a woman's family, can you stop bothering me, I'll go back and watch the child's affairs." ”

"After that, I never received any more calls from her."

"I was busy with the project at hand and rushed to the hospital as soon as possible. But the doctor said that because of acute encephalitis, the child's treatment equipment at that time was not so good, and it was too late to be delivered, and he had already left. ”

"My wife is gone, too."

"I was feeling a bolt from the blue, and I asked for the date, which was the day she made my last phone call."

"She called me at noon, and the child left in the afternoon."

Zhang Haizhong was in tears, although more than 50 years have passed since this incident, this is a scar in his heart.

Zhang Lao's eyes were cloudy: "Actually, she made the last call to me, maybe she just wanted me to see the last side of the child." ”

"But I don't know anything, I'm still yelling at her."

"Xiaoyou is gone, and she is gone. I couldn't imagine how much pain she felt when she faced this. ”

"I went to her mother's house, and her family scolded me, saying that they wanted us to break off the relationship."

"I don't want to, because she's really a good wife and very considerate of me."

"At the beginning, I didn't have any other thoughts, that is, I felt that people should stay by my side, and there was another meaning, that is, I wanted to compensate her."

"But I've only come to realize in recent years how ridiculous I'm doing, and I'm being so selfish."

"Self-righteousness is the ability to control everything, and everything is self-righteousness, and it has led to such a disaster."

"In the field of scientific research, I have done subversive projects, and I have led researchers to carry out new reforms countless times."

"I thought I was the same at home, but what happened?"

He wiped away his tears, and said to Jiang Fan embarrassedly: "Young man, I'm sorry to let you see the joke." ”

Jiang Fan shook his head.

He hugged Zhang Haizhong's shoulders and comforted him.

Zhang Haizhong smiled bitterly: "Later, I still found my wife, who worked as a textile worker in a factory. ”

"She doesn't want to see me, she doesn't want to forgive me no matter what I say."

"She even said she wanted to separate from me, and she thought I was the murderer of her daughter."

"Of course I didn't accept it, and I even made all kinds of reasons and excuses for myself, hoping that she would give me a chance."

"I thought she was very vexatious, just because of a small mistake, how did she seem to be a different person, and her previous virtue and reason disappeared."

"I always go to her, but she doesn't pay attention to me."

"It's been going on for several years, my patience and enthusiasm have been exhausted, I think she's not sensible, I've done everything I can, and I've been trying my best to make up for it in the past few years."

"I still agreed to divorce her, and it wasn't until that day that I realized that she would feel like a burden when she left me."

"She took the initiative to talk to me and said that she would never see each other again."

"I really didn't go to her after that, and I don't know how she was doing, but it was definitely better than being with me."

"It's been almost fifty years, but I can still remember Xiaoyou's face, as if it was right in front of me."

"She wore two pigtails and wore a pink dress, and the fabric was still issued by my unit."

"Don't look at the fact that she is only three years old, but she is smart, I taught her to write equations, which are so complicated, she can remember them, and said that she will make a fighter with me in the future."

Speaking of the depths of love, Zhang Haizhong was even more unable to cry when he was old.

After so many years, he rarely tells others about his past, especially this young man who hasn't met a few times.

Maybe if his daughter is still there, the child may be as old as Jiang Fan.

In front of a child who can almost be his grandson, he cries breathlessly.

He was also uncomfortable in his heart, but he couldn't control it.

Jiang Fan didn't say a word next to him, and patted him on the shoulder again and again.

After a long time, Zhang Haizhong slowly recovered.

embarrassed to say to Jiang Fan: "It's a shame, I'm old, and I still let you see the joke." (End of chapter)