Jiang Fan said, "If you are talking, this point will be gone."

Yao Xueyan furrowed her brows, holding the wine glass in both hands, and turned sideways angrily.

Vigilantly staring at Jiang Fan's movements.

Seeing that Jiang Fan didn't mean to grab the cup, he poured the wine in the wine glass into it in one gulp.

"I take back what I said about the wine badly, I think it's good."

Jiang Fan raised his eyebrows and said, "Oh, I still remember what I said before."

Yao Xueyan said angrily, "Of course, I didn't drink too much."

Jiang Fan looked at Yao Xueyan's state, and suddenly threw out a sentence: "What time are you coming to my office this afternoon?"

Jiang Fan took it step by step and wanted Yao Xueyan to talk to him about the reason.

When Yao Xueyan heard this, she was silent.

"It seems to be past four o'clock, I can't remember clearly."

Jiang Fan browsed the videos and articles about Yao Xueyan on the Internet, and at the same time connected these with Yao Xueyan in front of him.

I always feel that according to her original situation, shouldn't she be hearty after saying those words?

Why are you depressed?

Could it be that after she said these words, something happened?

After waiting for a while, there was a sudden sound of a cup rubbing against the table, gradually approaching.

Yao Xueyan timidly pushed the cup over, and said pitifully, "Can you pour me some more?"

Jiang Fan was merciful and poured her the bottom of a bottle.

Yao Xueyan seemed to be bold, and after drinking this sip of wine, she pretended to be relaxed and said, "I will apply to the organizer tomorrow and withdraw from the competition."

Jiang Fan nodded: "Why?"

Yao Xueyan's hand holding the cup gradually became stronger, and even her knuckles began to white.

"I'm a nuisance, I'm causing trouble for my family."

In a word, Jiang Fan suddenly understood Yao Xueyan's emotional changes.

Looking at her situation, it is estimated that her family called her.

After coming into contact these days, Jiang Fan has learned a little about Yao Xueyan's family situation.

and parents are related by blood, occasionally meet, but not familiar with each other.

When she was a child, she had relatively more contact with her grandfather, perhaps because of the older generation, or because her parents didn't have time to take her, so they put her at her grandfather's house, and her grandfather took her to the research institute.

The reason for this is unknown to Jiang Fan, but the relationship between Yao Xueyan and her relatives is not particularly good.

The education that Yao Xueyan received since she was a child is top-notch.

She is also very good-looking, if it weren't for the alcohol paralysis to a certain extent, maybe she wouldn't have opened this opening.

But her heart is like a wine glass with a crack.

From the beginning of oozing a little bit of wine, what happened today seemed to find an outlet.

She said, "You know what? My mom hasn't contacted me for almost two months, and today she called me out of the blue, do you know how happy I am?"

Jiang Fan listened quietly.

"But the first thing she said was to complain that I was ignorant and caused trouble to my family."

Yao Xueyan smiled bitterly: "I just simply competed in a game, but in their opinion, it's just a game, winning or losing doesn't matter, I am now directly exposing myself for this competition, I don't want to die."

Yao Xueyan's tears burst the embankment.

She thought she didn't care so much about what her mother said, but in the end, her mother's attitude was like a thorn that would not fall off slowly over time, but would only get deeper and deeper.

"When I was interviewed, I said so many heart-wrenching things, saying that I was bullied, excluded by other people, and I was strong and strong for so many years to make my life better, but my mother didn't seem to notice this at all."

"She only noticed that I had made a farce in front of the whole people, do you think it's ridiculous?"

She angrily picked up the cup and poured it directly into her mouth, but only a few drops of wine flowed down.

Jiang Fan gave it with interest

She poured a little more.

Jiang Fan thought for a moment and asked, "You decided to withdraw from the competition for the sake of your family?"

Yao Xueyan was crying at this time.

She rubbed her eyes, "yes, didn't I work so hard just to get a place in the finals? How could I be willing to quit the race."

"But it can't be helped, since my mother has said so, I can only quit, I can't cause trouble to the family anymore."

Yao Xueyan looked at Jiang Fan with red eyes.

"I can't trouble you anymore, the more I expose, the more people will attack me, and more tasks will be added to you, and I don't want you to be in danger because of me."

Jiang Fan took a sip of wine: "Why do I feel troubled?"

Yao Xueyan looked at Jiang Fan's legs, and said with a heavy heart, "Last time, because of me, your legs ......."

Jiang Fan said, "You said that the time you were injured? My leg was already healed, and it was only three days."

He rolled up his trouser leg, and in the dim light, Yao Xueyan saw Jiang Fan's leg, where he was injured last time, there was only a light pink scar.

If you don't look closely, you really can't see clearly.

Jiang Fan said, "If you think that fighting with others is causing me trouble, then you really think too much."

"Actually, it's the class that I don't like."

"Huh?"

Yao Xueyan looked at Jiang Fan with a surprised expression, her mental center processing system couldn't quite distinguish the meaning of this sentence, he was trying to digest it.

Jiang Fan said: "For us soldiers, shooting and fighting to the death is like eating and breathing."

"Do you know why some special forces need to receive psychological counseling after returning from the battlefield?"

Yao Xueyan shook her head.

She really didn't know this, Jiang Fan was the only special forces she had ever known in depth.

Jiang Fan said, "Because in our lives, or in our consciousness, everything around us is potentially dangerous."

"We put ourselves in mental tension every day, scouting the world with our flesh and our eyes."

"We've been through brothers who were born and died, only to disappear into the battlefield, or you'll see your best comrades get hit by a cannonball in front of you, leaving a bloody hole in their bodies."

"He looks at you in despair, but you can't do anything about it."

Yao Xueyan looked at Jiang Fan, who was sad, and wanted to comfort her, but she didn't know what to say.

Jiang Fan said, "I belong to one of them, I have experienced all the things I just said, but I have already passed the stage of needing psychological enlightenment."

"Do you understand what I mean by this?"

Yao Xueyan shook her head.

Jiang Fan: "Actually, I just want to say that I am more familiar with those dangerous environments, and too comfortable environments will make us soldiers lose their sharpness."

"If I had to choose to teach all the time, I would have preferred to be on the front lines."

Yao Xueyan still looked at Jiang Fan blankly.

Jiang Fan raised his wine glass and gently touched Yao Xueyan's glass: "I want to tell you that I am not in the scope of your consideration."

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