Chapter 1196: Go on Your Own Terms
After Jiang Fan hung up the phone, he breathed a sigh of relief.
As soon as he put the phone on the table, Yao Xueyan poured a glass of water and handed it over.
"I'm sorry for causing you trouble again."
Jiang Fan drank all the water in one go, then pinched his eyebrows and said, "Am I telling you, don't talk to me like this? You never bothered me, nor did you owe me."
Yao Xueyan sighed: "I'll call my mother later, it must be their ghost over there, they should have seen that I didn't quit the game, so I directly let the Lord solve it."
Jiang Fan said: "If your family insists, the organizers will definitely take a step back. After all, your grandfather's identity is there, and they don't need to anger your parents for you."
Yao Xueyan suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness.
It's as if in front of your parents, no matter how much effort you try, it's in vain.
I wanted to fly out of their control, but in the end, I still lived in their shadow.
Jiang Fan looked at Yao Xueyan who was bowing her head, and from this angle, she could only see Yao Xueyan's drooping hair and long eyelashes.
Yao Xueyan said, "What can I do? Even if I want to participate now, is there any other way?"
Yao Xueyan's voice was thick nasal.
She really had no choice.
It's my own family, but I don't seem to want to be better.
Why are there so many competitions, but only 007 can't?
Why?
She couldn't figure it out.
Jiang Fan said, "As long as you want to participate, I will help you find a way."
She raised her head with red eyes and asked Jiang Fan, "Is there really a way?"
Jiang Fan couldn't bear to refuse her directly: "I try my best, I may not be able to do it, but I will try."
"The premise is, this time you have to be firm in your thoughts and not be distracted by miscellaneous reasons."
Yao Xueyan nodded firmly.
"Don't worry, Jiang Fan, I believe in myself this time, and I am very rich in my heart, I must win to the end and fight for the championship."
Jiang Fan smiled and said, "I don't expect to win the championship, do you think there are no capable people like you in other divisions? As far as I know, there are twins in the Ningya Division, who are even more powerful than you."
Yao Xueyan said indifferently, "It's their business that they are powerful, what does it have to do with me."
"I only do one thing, I don't get distracted by other people, I focus on being myself."
Jiang Fan asked, "Then what would you do if your mother called you this time with a very resolute attitude?"
Yao Xueyan frowned, sighed helplessly, and said, "Actually, I didn't expect my mother to say anything, but my attitude is here, and I will stick to my philosophy."
"I'm not going to wait for her to call me, this time, I'll reach out to her."
Then, Yao Xueyan stepped aside, took a deep breath, and dialed her mother's phone.
The phone rang a few times and was hung up.
Yao Xueyan didn't get tired of it, and dialed it again, but the other party still hung up the phone.
This is followed by a third pass.
This time, the mother answered the phone.
But the tone was impatient, "Why do you still have the face to call me?"
The mother's voice was sharp, as if it had pierced the speaker, directly piercing Jiang Fan's tinnitus.
Jiang Fan didn't expect Yao Xueyan's mother to be so aggressive.
Yao Xueyan connected the phone in a panic, and adjusted the sound to a lower level.
Awkwardly, he said, "Mom, are you the organizer of the practice competition and forced me to withdraw from the competition."
Yao's mother snorted, "I'm just giving you face, just letting you withdraw from the competition, if you make it a little worse, I'll let them cancel your results."
"How did you promise me yesterday? From childhood to the education you were given, did you end up with a person who doesn't believe in your word?"
"Do you think we're going to hurt you? We didn't make decisions for your own good
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Yao Xueyan is no longer as emotional as yesterday.
Today, after careful consideration, she said, "Mom, do you really care what I think? You don't know, do you?"
"Whether it's the bullying I've suffered since I was a child, or the sneers of my classmates, you don't care, do you? You say you care about me, but you don't care about me either, right?"
Her words directly blocked the pile of truths planned by Yao's mother.
Yao's mother said, "Who told you this? You don't want to be influenced by other people, what should you do, don't you know yourself?"
"What kind of environment do you live in, what should you do, you have to be aware of the big picture, you should think more about your family."
Yao Xueyan saw the move.
It may also be that she doesn't care about Yao's mother at all.
Yao's mother forced herself to withdraw from the competition, making her choose to forget the last trace of affection between them.
Since my mother can talk about things, then I will do it again today.
Yao Xueyan looked at her hands and said, "Mom, you always let me think about my family, then I'll just say it."
"I'm thinking about it for my family, you must want me to be rooted in the field of scientific research, I've researched, as long as I win the top 20 in this competition, I don't need to win the championship, I will have half a foot in the door of scientific research, how many top laboratories are waiting to invite me."
"Isn't that a good thing for our family?"
Yao Xueyan's mother may not have expected that she suddenly became so rational as if she had changed her temperament?
Yao's mother changed her words and said, "Of course, we want you to enter the field of scientific research early, but have you ever considered your own safety?"
"By exposing yourself to the public, you're actually making yourself more dangerous."
Yao Xueyan turned to look at Jiang Fan behind her.
Jiang Fan looked up from the computer, nodded at her, and gave her an encouragement.
Yao Xueyan suddenly felt full of confidence.
"Mom, my bodyguard is quite powerful, I'm relieved to have him."
"Last wordMom, if you really care about your daughter's career more than you say, or the big picture you say, you should let me try it myself this time."
"Even if I fall, it's my own fall, I've been on the way for so many years, most of the paths I've walked have been preset by you in advance, and this is what I want to try, if you don't agree, I won't give up."
This time, after Yao Xueyan finished talking about the phone, she didn't take the initiative to hang up the phone.
Yao's mother was also silent for a few seconds, as if time had stood still.
Maybe Yao's mother was busy with work at all, putting the phone aside, and didn't care about what Yao Xueyan said.
But Yao Xueyan felt very comfortable in her heart.
After all, I finally said what was in my heart.
Feelings, it's not important.
He can make people find themselves, and he can make people less like themselves, but she can't accept letting feelings ruin herself.
She felt that she was doing a good job, so she should go in her own direction.
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