Chapter 79: Brother, You're going to lose your power and power like this
In fact, the reason why Lu Mingfei willingly licked the dog was entirely because he didn't dare to confess loudly.
Whether it is Nuo Nuo or Chen Wenwen, if Lu Mingfei really picks it up and really says his inner thoughts out loud, they will definitely refuse, at least Nuo Nuo will definitely refuse directly, so that Lu Mingfei will not have the illusion of Don Quixote's illusion in his heart.
But, Lu Mingfei, eh, he just doesn't confess, hey, it's just playing, and he just wants to hold the delusion that you might like me too, right?
However, when Lu Zefei and Lu Mingfei really talked, he found out that in fact, he didn't have that kind of desperate love for Chen Wenwen, and he desperately wanted to confess.
Lu Mingfei found that he suddenly didn't like Chen Wenwen so much anymore.
He is a loveless and lonely teenager, and Chen Wenwen is one of the few people of his age who will convey kindness to him.
Just a little kindness made Lu Mingfei very moved, and he wanted to ask for more care or attention from Chen Wenwen.
It's just that he mistook this feeling for love.
In fact, Lu Mingfei just lacks some friends, if he really has friends, he will not become brothers with his senior brother with facial paralysis, and he will not soak in the Internet café alone every day, Lu Mingfei is just too lonely, too lonely.
Including Nuno after that, in fact, he just reached out and grabbed him when he was in difficulty, he wanted to give back to this girl, but he never thought about whether the other party needed his liking.
They only happened to pass by his life, and saw that the decrepit child was so miserable, so they gave a trace of kindness.
Of course, Lu Zefei also spent a lot of effort to help Lu Mingfei get out of his heart knot.
In the original book, Lu Mingfei is like a child of this world, and no one dares to make him truly desperate.
Whenever he was about to fall into the abyss of sorrow, someone always gave him a little comfort to hold on, because if he was truly hopeless, then he would surely become something like the devil.
As Lu Mingfei's own brother, it is necessary for Lu Zefei to guide him correctly.
That day, in the library of Shilan Middle School, Lu Zefei arranged an actress early and waited for Lu Mingfei there.
As soon as Lu Mingfei entered the library, he saw the girl.
The other party was dressed in a white dress, bathed in the afternoon sun, and sat in a position by the window in the library, quietly reading a book.
The temperament of this literary girl made Lu Mingfei think for a moment that he saw Chen Wenwen. But she is not Chen Wenwen, Chen Wenwen's quietness is more like a student girl during the Republic of China, and this girl's temperament is more like an out-and-out female school bully.
But I have to say that the other party's literary girl attribute seems to be a plus, Lu Mingfei's eyes were attracted again and again, and he had the idea of going up and chatting with the other party in his heart, which was a natural idea.
Lu Mingfei suddenly felt a little dry, he subconsciously licked his lips, and then felt that he looked a little bt like this.
"I said, brother, your embarrassed appearance is better than your brother Lu Mingze... How about her, she or Chen Wenwen, which do you prefer? ”
"Brother, don't talk nonsense, Chen Wenwen and I are innocent."
"Oh, I didn't say what's wrong with you, tell me, who do you think is better-looking, she or Chen Wenwen?" Lu Zefei looked at his younger brother with a smile.
"It's all, it's all good-looking." Although I don't want to admit it, the temperament of the girl in front of me is also very attractive to Lu Mingfei, "But I feel that Chen Wenwen makes me a little more excited." ”
"Because, when you didn't have friends, she invited you to join the literary club?"
When Lu Zefei asked this question, Lu Mingfei's whole person was stunned as if he had been struck by lightning, and he suddenly seemed to wake up from his state of confusion.
"Of course, little brother, no matter who you like, no matter whether you like Chen Wenwen or not, what you have to do now is to work hard to improve your cultivation and connotation, and strive to make yourself a better person, isn't it?" Lu Zefei looked at Lu Mingfei and persuaded him earnestly.
......
Lu Zefei's words echoed in his ears, Lu Mingfei figured it out, he wanted to be a sunny boy from today onwards, a cheerful boy, and what to do in Da Lang's mouth... Spirit guy!
Yes, he's going to be a spiritual guy!
As soon as this idea came to mind, Lu Mingfei saw that in his room, a little boy suddenly appeared.
The little boy was dressed in a small black suit with a white silk scarf and a pair of small white square-mouth leather shoes on his feet, and his appearance was about thirteen or fourteen years old.
The little boy was staring at Lu Mingfei opposite with a pair of pale golden eyes.
"I'll go! Can you give us a preview of your next appearance? Lu Mingfei covered his heart, he would be startled by the way this guy who claimed to be his younger brother appeared every time.
"Brother, do you really want to change?" Lu Mingze asked faintly, a pair of golden pupils staring straight at Lu Mingfei.
"Don't look at me like that, weird, I do hate my past self now, I want to change, do you have an opinion?" Lu Mingfei sniffled and met Lu Mingze's gaze.
Lu Mingze's eyes were lonely, and his tone was timeless and sad, "Brother, if you want to change, you will lose your power and power, and you will still ...... Lose mine. ”
"Power and power? Please, I just want to become rich and handsome and marry Bai Fumei, well, I'm sixteen years old now, and when I'm eighteen years old, whether I have any hope of growing to 1.8 meters is the question I think about. "Lu Mingfei has a thought now, change himself!
"Brother, don't you understand? In this world, the only one who really has the same heart as you is me. Lu Mingze found that his brother's personality had unconsciously changed under Lu Zefei's "persuasion".
Lu Mingfei stretched out his palm and said to Lu Mingze righteously: "You don't want to really have one heart with me, one heart is really one heart, you have played interstellar together, drank flower wine together, gossiped about female classmates together, skipped class together and ate wolf tooth potatoes, you, it's still far away!" ”
"Yes." Lu Mingze sighed faintly. "Looks like you've forgotten about me, brother. But what made you change? ”
Lu Mingfei looked at Lu Mingze, looked at this little boy who was so delicate that he didn't seem to belong to this world, and said seriously: "My brother told me that my loneliness is actually given to myself by myself, and as long as I make changes and become sunny, I can slowly get out of this loneliness." ”
"But you were born lonely, my dear brother." Lu Mingze's voice rose a few points, and his mood fluctuated slightly.
This is the first time Lu Mingfei has seen this little boy's mood fluctuate.