In the blink of an eye, this book has been written for more than a month, and from the opening of the book on February 3 to the present, more than 40 days have passed, and the number of words has also come to more than 200,000, and it is time to put it on the shelves.

Here, I would like to thank my editor Kirin for taking care of me, and thank him for signing my book......

In addition, the most important thing to thank is the unwavering support of all book friends.

Although I started the industry early, I was still a newcomer at the beginning.

Readers, I really appreciate the fact that I am a 'newcomer' with my writing garbage, the plot is boring, and the ideas are old-fashioned!

Here, I would also like to ask for your support, votes, subscriptions, and comments in the future!

If it's miserable, I'm thin-skinned and can't say it, so I won't talk about it here.

Tell us a little bit about why I wrote novels in the first place......

Ahem, I majored in nursing, and I used to work in the neurosurgery intensive care unit of a tertiary hospital.

The brain surgeon is very sick, and when I work here, I can say that I am dealing with death all the time.

And patients, especially serious patients, have no dignity in the intensive care unit, with invasive ventilators, intracranial pressure monitors, ECG monitors, central venous catheters, and as many as three or four infusion channels throughout the body, which are filled with instruments and infusion pipelines......

But even then, many times we can't do anything about it.

The most uncomfortable thing for me was a 32-year-old female patient who came in with a brain stem hemorrhage, which is almost fatal for young people.

The medical expenses in the intensive care unit are very expensive, her family conditions are not good, her husband is dressed very shabby, and he worries about the high medical expenses every day.

While visiting the patient, her daughter took us by the hand and asked when her mother would be home......

We can't answer because the mortality rate of this disease is too high, and the elderly may still survive because of brain atrophy, but the young ......

At that time, I was sad and self-blaming, and the patient passed away three days after being admitted to the hospital, and the family gave up on resuscitation.

There are many similar examples......

During this period of work, I experienced too many life and death, and in severe cases, I even had to send away several patients a day in the intensive care unit.

The huge pressure at work, the upside-down work state day and night, made my personal mental state very depressed, and even severely depressed.

So, I gave up my dream of continuing to be an angel in white and left the hospital.

I didn't have any skills, so I joined the army of online articles and became a glorious street fighter......