81 Remember, you don't have to apologize to anyone in the future
This night, Gu Xuecen slept very unsteadily.
She had so many nightmares that she intertwined so much that the first day she opened her eyes she even wondered if she was really alive.
She struggled to get up, only to notice that her hand was being caught.
Huo Jinye sat very upright with his eyes closed, he held Gu Xuecen's hand tightly, the sunlight shining through the window shone on him, at this moment he was like a god in Gu Xuecen's mind.
As if across the gap of time, she has never experienced those traumas, and finally chose the right person.
Gu Xuecen slowly stretched out her hand, and as soon as her fingertips moved, Huo Jinye opened her eyes.
He probably hadn't adapted to the current situation yet, and the fierceness in his eyes hadn't subsided, and after getting used to it, he let go of Gu Xuecen's hand.
"You ...... last night"
"When did you start having nightmares......"
Both spoke at the same time.
Gu Xuecen frowned, did she have a nightmare again?
It's really strange that she deliberately pretended to have a nightmare to trick Huo Jinye into marrying her, but when Huo Jinye really found out that she had a nightmare, she didn't dare to admit it.
The past was so sad, she saw everything clearly at the cost of death.
How did she tell Huo Jinye that she had watched his lonely life alone.
How can she say that she still stubbornly married Chen Yu'an in her previous life, and the four major families fell apart, and even the death of the Ye family and the Gu family had something to do with her.
She couldn't open her mouth.
"No, I just watched a movie and had nightmares."
Gu Xuecen lowered her eyes slightly, subconsciously avoiding Huo Jinye's gaze.
Huo Jinye knew she was lying when she looked at her.
"Gu Xuecen, I want to hear the truth."
"I sometimes wonder why you married me, and I also want to believe that you are not trying to find a cheap dad for your belly child, every time I am willing to give you a chance, you will always hurt me accurately."
This is about the first time that Huo Jinye has spoken so bluntly about the old scars in his heart.
In fact, he has been used to it for so many years.
After all, for people like him, unfulfillment is the norm in life.
"It's after the dissolution of the marriage."
Gu Xuecen's heart throbbed, she didn't know how to say this, she just grabbed Huo Jinye's hand indiscriminately: "Brother Ye, I'm ...... I know I'm terrible and nasty. ”
"I've always hurt you, with prejudice against you."
"Gu Xuecen," Huo Jinye gently lifted her chin, the two were very close, and the scent of male perfume on his body wrapped her, inseparable. The man's eyes were all deep, full of emotions that she couldn't understand.
"You don't have to apologize to me."
She was such a proud little peacock.
Born to be noticed, without having to apologize to anyone.
He was just a passer-by standing in a dark corner.
"Remember, you don't have to apologize to anyone in the future."
He stretched out his thumb and gently rubbed the tail of her eye, wiping away her non-existent tears.
Gu Xuecen's brain was in chaos: "Why ......"
"No why."
Huo Jinye withdrew his hand and got up to look at her, unable to see his expression clearly against the light.
"Get up."
"Oh."
Gu Xuecen subconsciously stroked the place that Huo Jinye had touched just now.
Why did she think that Huo Jinye seemed to be a little more cautious about her, did someone tell him something?
Gu Xuecen stepped on her slippers and went downstairs, and at a glance she saw a man reading a newspaper in the living room, and she slowly sat down at the dining table.
The table was full of her favorite breakfast, and Gu Xuecen, who was fluctuating, didn't notice that she had coffee in her hand, took it up, and took a sip before she realized that something was wrong. She hurriedly covered her mouth and rushed to the bathroom.