It was already ten o'clock in the evening, Sheng Yu's voice sounded very dry, he said, "I'm really happy, you're coming to me, Yiyi, I miss you very much, I want to see you."

Shang Miao lowered her eyelashes, "I don't want to see you."

"I know......" Sheng Yu smiled wryly, he raised his head and looked at the neon outside the hotel, "I just missed you and felt like I wanted to tell you."

Shang Miao heard the sound of the wind on his side, his breath was lightly choked, and he closed his eyes and reminded him, "It's getting late now."

Sheng Yu said stubbornly as if he hadn't heard it: "What I said was true, not drunken words, but heartfelt words, I really never wanted to hurt you."

"Also, I'm downstairs in your hotel now, one by one, I'm ......."

Shang Miao interrupted him, "If you don't go back quickly, Qi Song will think you're missing again."

As soon as she finished speaking, there was a sudden loud thunder on the other end of the phone, and the weather forecast said that there would be rain today.

It's summer, and the weather is really changeable.

Shang Miao took a deep breath and said in a deep voice, "It's going to rain, Sheng Yu, don't be so naïve."

"I'm not naïve." Sheng Yu's throat seemed to be blocked by a ball of cotton, and he spoke with difficulty, saying word by word, "You said the other day, let me let you go and let myself go, I can't do it."

"One by one, I really can't do it......"

"You can beat me and scold me, but don't drive me away, it's worse than killing me......

Sheng Yu's voice sounded no longer clear and cold than before, but very hoarse and weak, after he woke up in the afternoon, he knew from Qi Song that Shang Miao had left, so he came here.

He wanted to see Shang Miao like crazy, and those emotions that had been deliberately suppressed in his heart came out of all parts of his body in another surging way.

Sheng Yu has always thought that he is very self-reliant, and his living environment since he was a child has always made him feel that he has no ability to like it.

He didn't expect such emotions either, he looked at the lives of He Sui and Sheng Canghai, and felt that it was bad enough.

He has always felt that love is nihilistic and absurd, far less important than what can be held in his hands, so he has always valued interests.

Shang Miao's appearance was an accident, at least at the beginning, Sheng Yu just felt that Shang Miao was very similar to him.

The same will endure, the same will pretend.

He just wanted to see how long she could endure and pretend.

So he patiently created an encounter, an encounter that now thinks about it, and it feels incredible.

And this planned encounter is just the beginning.

They are very similar, they are compatible, and their beautiful Sheng Yu almost thought that he had finally received the gift of fate once.

Until he saw Shang Miao and Sun Jin, until Sheng Canghai threw those things in front of him.

He suddenly came to his senses, a selfish and extremely selfish person like him was not qualified to talk about love.

Sheng Yu was entangled, he hated himself while forcing himself to stay away from Shang Miao.

He felt like poison and he shouldn't touch her.

But the outer layer of the poison is very sweet, and so is Shang Miao.

He couldn't hold back his longing, and a man accustomed to the darkness would never be willing to go back to that dark place when he suddenly saw the sun.

So he thought again, if Shang Miao could have some eyesight, it would be good for him to leave-

If only she could hide it from him.

If only she could stay......

Those mean and vicious words, when Sheng Yu forcibly endured his disgust and hatred for himself, would become a reverse knife pierced in his heart, repeatedly, and finally the flesh and blood tossed in that place were blurred and full of holes, until in the end there was no good place.

Sheng Yu hated that kind of self more than Shang Miao.

Especially when he saw Shang Miao's desperate and silent eyes every time.

But what can be done, he is like a snail, only

used the way of evasion to avoid Shang Miao, but he couldn't help but be tempted again and again......

Like a psychopath.

And he tried again and again, and finally let the person who had been patiently with him toss away, so he was finally willing to crawl out of his shell, and clumsily chased in her direction.

It's just that the snail crawls so slowly, can it really catch up?

Sheng Yu didn't know.

He only felt that he was really stupid and bad, obviously he had isolated Shang Miao with his own shell, and he had to test her silent emotions again and again, wanting her to boil for herself again.

It's really bad.

There were wet droplets of water falling on his face, Sheng Yu raised his head, just as a flash of lightning flashed, he reached out to cover his eyes, and a stream of water fell down his fingers and fell on his chin.

Upstairs, Shang Miao stood by the window, and the moment the lightning lit up the sky, the downpour followed.

It also illuminated the figure downstairs.

Shang Miao stood behind the curtain, looking downstairs through the gap in the curtain, her face was as usual, but the corners of her lips were pursed, as if she was enduring something.

Sheng Yu ......

She closed her eyes, and the corners of her lips finally overflowed with pain.

She exhaled a breath of turbidity lightly, but still picked up her mobile phone to call Qi Song.

Qi Song came quickly, and Shang Miao watched Qi Song take Sheng Yu away before turning around and leaving.

This night, probably because of the rain, Shang Miao slept very well and had no dreams all night.

She stayed in Jinnan for another two days, and there was no news of Sheng Yu in these two days, only Qi Song sent her a message, saying that Sheng Yu's condition had worsened because of the rain.

Shang Miao didn't reply to the message, and Qi Song didn't send it again.

Shang Yan reminded her that she could prepare to go back abroad.

He said that Jinnan didn't need Shang Miao for the time being, and Shang Miao said, "After the contract abroad is over, I won't be with you anymore."

She felt quite depressed, and everything had to be arranged by Shang Yan.

Shang Yan: "Yes, that's your freedom."

Shang Miao asked again, "Didn't you say that you were looking for someone in Jinnan, did you find it?"

Shang Yan was a little silent: "Found it."

"Is it Qin Chu Nian?"

Shang Miao has seen a lot of news about the Qin family from the news recently, probably because the Qin family has really changed hands, and the whereabouts of Qin Songbai, the second young man of the Qin family, are unknown, that is to say, the Qin family is now finally in the hands of Shang Yan.

Shang Yan's voice suddenly turned cold, and he said, "It's none of your business."

Shang Miao didn't ask, originally she and Shang Yan weren't very close, that is, they just took what they needed.

It's just that when he was packing his luggage, Shang Miao was a little uncomfortable.

She has a feeling that she is like a marionette, constantly being pushed away, whether it is Sheng Yu or Shang Wei, it seems to be the same.

The day before Shang Miao left, Lin Ya came to Shang Miao and brought a message: "Sheng Yu has been discharged from the hospital."