The reincarnation of heaven is ruthless, and it will eventually clear after several storms.

Ruthlessness is not as affectionate as bitterness, and waking up from a dream is the dawn.

When the final exam ended, the nervous mood of the students also slowly relaxed from the state of the exam, so this afternoon, more than a dozen students in the class met to watch a movie together to relax, including Liu Ling and me.

In the afternoon, everyone met at the agreed meeting place, and walked to the cinema together with laughter.

Several male classmates surrounded me and asked me some things about Chinese medicine, asked me when I studied Chinese medicine, and asked me if I was a family heirloom of Chinese medicine.

Liu Ling, who was next to me, asked me in a slightly vinegary voice: "By the way, Ah Hyun, what were you doing holding Chen Xiaoya's right hand that day?" Is that also healing? ”

I was obviously confused, I didn't expect Liu Ling to ask me this question. A few male classmates next to me screamed and winked at me, and I sighed and said, "That's because her situation is special, I have to use this technique to seal the evil qi in her body, otherwise her illness will be difficult to treat." "I can only use the word evil to explain, otherwise I wouldn't have to scare everyone to say that there is a spirit behind her.

At this time, the students were very curious and pricked up their ears, and they were all listening to what I said, of course, the real situation could not be told to them, and I could only make up a reason to get by.

I continued to explain to my classmates: "The main reason why she had convulsions in class was that her physique was relatively weak, and she didn't have a good rest in order to prepare for the exam, which caused her to have a sudden epilepsy, but there was no major problem anymore, and she could fully recover in a few days." ”

Liu Ling asked me: "I have never seen or heard of the part where you got the needle that day, does this have a name?" Don't look at me like that, I also have some medical books at home, and I usually read them when I'm fine. ”

I nodded and replied, "Of course there is a name, the set of acupuncture methods I used that day is called 'Ghost Gate Thirteen Needles', which can open the pericardial meridian of the human body and make people quickly restore their consciousness." My classmates listened to me with their mouths wide open.

When the students heard my name, some of them were a little taboo, and I explained to them: "The 'Thirteen Needles of the Ghost Gate' is a special treatment method in acupuncture and moxibustion, which is the most magical place in acupuncture and moxibustion in Chinese medicine, and it is the secret of the family of medicine in ancient times. Specializing in the treatment of all kinds of evil and madness, from the perspective of modern medicine, it is depression, obsessive-compulsive disorder, schizophrenia and other mental diseases......"

The students listened attentively, and I continued: "According to historical records, the 'Thirteen Needles of the Ghost Gate' was created by Zhang Tianshi in ancient times, which dispelled diseases and evil spirits, and never recurred after healing, which can be called a medical miracle. ”

After listening to my explanation, the students couldn't believe it, and they were all praising the magic of Chinese medicine, so the students walked in the direction of the cinema with laughter and laughter.

On the way to the cinema, my classmates also asked me a lot of questions about TCM treatment and TCM diagnosis and treatment, and finally one of my classmates asked me to have time to take a look at their parents, and said that I should show them to my classmates, and I smiled and agreed one by one.

Soon our group came to the cinema, everyone was AA system, and handed over the money to two classmates who were specifically responsible for buying tickets, and our large army sat down in the lobby of the cinema and waited.

After the classmates who bought the tickets came back, they distributed movie tickets to everyone, and my ticket number happened to be next to Liu Ling's ticket number, and I don't know if it was intentional by my classmates.

Everyone waited in the hall for a while, and when it was time for the movie we were going to watch, the students entered the theater and sat down according to their seats, and after a while, the movie began to be shown.

Actually, I'm not very interested in movies, but the content of the movie I watched today attracted me and gave me a deeper understanding of life.

Today's movie is about a thief and a terminally ill girl, and the synopsis of the story is roughly as follows: The thief is chased, he runs into an alley, jumps into an old house, the old house is large, quiet, and desolate. Just as he was thinking about where to hide, a weak voice sounded behind him: "Who are you, who are you looking for?" ”

The thief was startled, turned around, and saw a young girl staring at him with big eyes.

There was a quick knock on the door outside the courtyard: "Bang......" The thief's face turned white with fright.

The girl grabbed the thief's hand and pulled him to the door, opened it, and a group of people broke in.

One of them asked, "Did you see a thief come in?" ”

The girl said, "No."

The girl said, "My boyfriend and I are in the yard, and we haven't seen any thieves." The girl looked innocent.

The man at the head looked at the girl carefully. It didn't look like she was lying, but his eyes were fixed on the thief and he asked, "He's your boyfriend?" ”

The girl said, "Then is there a fake?" As he spoke, he leaned against the thief. The men saw nothing out of the ordinary, and they all left.

The thief said to the girl, "You, why are you helping me?" "The thief knew that the girl must have known that he was the thief they were looking for.

The girl smiled and said, "You must have your own troubles, no one was born to be a thief, right?" ”

Someone would defend the thief, and the thief couldn't help but look at the girl carefully, she didn't look like a person with a brain problem.

The girl said to the thief, "Sit down for a while, they probably haven't gone far." The girl invited him to sit down for a while.

The thief said suspiciously, "Are you the only one living here?" ”

The girl replied, "Yes, my family is not here, the house was left by my grandfather." The girl said sadly: "I am not in good health and rarely go out, can you often come to accompany me?" ”

The thief hesitated and agreed: "Okay." ”

In the days to come, the thief went to the old house to accompany the girl when he had nothing to do. He later learned that she was suffering from uremia, although it was an early stage, but it was a frightening terminal disease!

All he could do was to spend time with her and tell her about the outside world, the appearance of the thief made the girl's black and white world colorful, and she looked forward to his appearance every day.

On Valentine's Day this year, the thief appeared in front of the girl with a rose and showed her love. Although she knew that he had never stolen anything after that day, she was terminally ill, how could she accept his love.

Every Valentine's Day, the thief brings a rose to court. As the days passed, the thief lost weight day by day.

One day, the thief was pleasantly surprised to tell the maiden that she was saved, and that he had found a kidney for her, and when the maiden heard the news, she smiled with great joy, the happiest laugh she had ever laughed in all her years.

On the eve of Valentine's Day this year, preparations for kidney replacement surgery were ready. Only then did the girl know that she was going to replace the thief's kidney. He lost weight so quickly because he not only had to sell blood every day, but also had to do a lot of heavy work in order to make up for her surgery as soon as possible.

The kidney replacement operation was very successful, and the girl received the thief's kidney, but the thief was too weak to get off the operating table......

Every Valentine's Day in the future, there will be a rose in front of the thief's grave with a note attached: Love your wife forever!

When the movie came here, all the female classmates were crying, and some male classmates also had red eyes, and it was Liu Ling, who was sitting next to me, who grabbed my arm at some point, and her eyes were a little red and swollen from crying.

This movie is a sad story, when the headlights in the movie hall come back on, everyone is still immersed in the sad plot of the movie just now.

This story made me realize that everyone has kindness in their hearts, and when others are in danger, they will be unbearable and want to help, but if your good deeds are just to calm the unbearable in your heart, rather than to really improve the situation of others, it is "small kindness".

And this thief is a good interpretation of what it means to "put down the butcher's knife and become a Buddha on the spot" and what it means to "turn back to the shore".

There are some things in the world that are not humanly possible, and they are not subject to human will, in fact, many things and things in the world may not end up happily, which is probably also the rule of heaven.

I have realized that it is precisely because the way of heaven does not pay attention to human feelings, so the rules of the way of heaven can be "independent and not changing, and the circumference is not lost", and "the heavenly net is restored, negligent but not lost", and the whole world will be so orderly, orderly, metabolized, and cyclically evolved.

If God talked about feelings, in order to take care of some individual creatures and repeatedly violate the rules and break the rules, then the whole world would have been chaotic a long time ago.

Therefore, Confucius once said, what is the heaven, what is the heaven. Heaven and earth do not express anything, nor do they interfere with anything. It seems ruthless, but it is actually the great good of heaven and earth.

True goodness must be matched with wisdom, people must not only have insight into the world's hearts, but also need to understand the laws of nature and heaven, only in this way can his good deeds conform to the way of heaven, do not violate nature and can help others get out of trouble.

The students came out of the cinema together, and their hearts were a little heavy, maybe today's movie made everyone experience something that they can't usually touch. No matter how bumpy the road ahead is, students will be hopeful about life.

After coming out of the cinema in the afternoon, the classmates "parted ways", I was also about to leave, but Liu Ling stopped me, she asked me if I could send her home, saying that her stepfather Zhu Yu also wanted to see me.

I thought I should go to see Uncle Zhu, so I agreed without thinking about it, after all, people gave me all the ancestral magic needles of his family, and it would be a bit unreasonable to thank them.

When Liu Ling's mother opened the door, she was very happy to see me following Liu Ling, and enthusiastically let us into the house.

When Zhu Yu heard that I was coming, he came down from upstairs, and when he saw me, he laughed and said: "Xiaoxun, you are here, your acupuncture and moxibustion that day are so bad, and I have never committed this tennis elbow problem again." ”

I also smiled and said, "Uncle Zhu, in fact, there is nothing wrong with you, you can just rest well, I just happened to have it." ”

Zhu Yu listened to me speak so modestly, pretending to be unhappy and said: "Xiaohyun, you are not half-off, I can see this, it is not a problem to sit in some big hospitals with your medical skills, although I understand medical skills, I also understand some things, by the way, you and Ling'er are classmates, you can often come to my house to play when you are fine, otherwise such a big house is also lacking in popularity." ”

I scratched my head and nodded in agreement, Uncle Zhu saw that I agreed, and his heart was also very happy, let Liu Ling's mother prepare dinner, and be sure to leave me at home to eat together at night. I can't see the excuse, so I had to call home, my mother on the other end of the phone heard that it was a female classmate dinner, immediately energetic came, asked this and that, I was a little embarrassed, so I had to perfunctory a few words, and hung up the phone in a hurry.

In the evening, Liu Ling's dinner was very rich, and during the meal, I deliberately observed the state of their family, and there was no need for the previous relationship between their father and daughter, and I was sincerely happy for their family.

We chatted while eating, and this time Uncle Zhu has gained a new understanding of life and family after this period of precipitation.

Uncle Zhu and I discussed faith while eating, and I said to them: "My understanding of faith is that faith is to kowtow, to face everything in the world with humility, and to be able to let go of one's body; Look up to it, raise your head proudly, look at the blue sky and white clouds, face everything in the world with self-confidence, and be able to take responsibility. The traditional Chinese belief is eight words: good will be rewarded, and evil will be rewarded. These eight words are the foundation. ”

I continued: "I often see the news that a poor old man has been selling waste paper for more than ten years to sponsor dozens or hundreds of poor students, and finally he is destitute. While being moved by the nobility of the elderly, no one tortured the recipients why they were so grateful? Although doing good deeds does not necessarily make you how to reciprocate, it is unfair and unfair to take others for granted, to eat and use them, not to know gratitude, only to wish others and yourself, and not to be grateful and reflective. ”

When Uncle Zhu heard me say this, he also felt a lot: "The lack of faith leads to a bottomless morality, always wanting to get more for yourself, never wanting to be able to give anything, always wanting to get but not wanting to lose, always thinking that others are merciful to you and you are still complacent with bad words to others." ”

In fact, when you are at a disadvantage, you don't reflect on why you are disadvantaged, but blindly insult and maliciously speculate, and only choose to act recklessly in your own favor.

When we abandon our beliefs, hold on to the idea that there will be a monstrous flood after death, and lose moral restraint for the sake of immediate selfish interests, the cause and effect will eventually fall on our heads; When we are blinded by money and blindly greedy for acquisition, we are destined to not be able to get it for a long time; Don't blame others, corrupt officials, environmental pollution, smog, and social morality have our own contributions, how can we sweep the world if we don't sweep a house?

The moral degradation of society cannot escape our involvement, do not think that we are all pure and immaculate, society is complex, and we all contribute to the good and evil of society.

Always reflect on your mistakes and don't blame others.

No one can get rid of it, and the current society is like this because the consciousness of our group has chosen to do so! Even if it's unintentional, it's still intentional.

Faith can make people have the least moral bottom line, everyone has negative energy in their hearts, and they need to restrain themselves with basic good thoughts and have a basic sense of awe for the world.

Faith is to enable people to live with dignity, to be able to face their own lives calmly, not to be proud and ignore their own shortcomings, not to be inferior and ignore their own strengths, not to be afraid of others talking about their weaknesses because of their fragile self-esteem, and not to abandon their ideals and goals because of their low inferiority.

When you have faith, you will know how to be afraid and how to give, and you will give compassion to others, and others will give compassion to you. When you don't have faith, you give it to others, for fear that others won't give it to you, be kind to others, be afraid that others will be unkind to you, worry about whether you will get a return for your efforts, don't want to be with others, people don't want to be with yourself, what does it matter if you return it or not, just do it yourself.

When we are surrounded by darkness and bound by no faith, we should not blindly complain about the loss and indignation of people's hearts, but should feel our hearts and show the light of goodness and faith to our surroundings. Of course, we may encounter cold reception and injustice, but the light of goodness and faith will illuminate people's hearts, and it will also make you see the terrible things in the darkness, complain less and do more, everyone can be a messenger of good deeds.

When tribulations and hardships blind our eyes, we feel that we have lost our light, and faith shines like stars there, no matter how small it is, it will guide us forward and give us the motivation to move forward.

Faith is gold, condensed by the little good thoughts in everyone's heart, even if it is crushed into powder, through the furnace of wise thought, faith is as immortal as gold.

We all had a good meal, Uncle Zhu seemed to have a common language with me all of a sudden, and I was very happy to talk about this belief, this may be the psychology of most rich people, when money is a low-hanging fruit, often people who have a pursuit will continue to enrich their inner world.

I found that Liu Ling tonight, she smiled very charmingly, Zhu Yu's family is actually very kind by nature, but it is just because of the trivial matters of the family.

Dinner was a bit long, and when I went out of Zhu Yu's house, Liu Ling sent me to the door, and we made an appointment to meet when we returned to school in a few days.

When I got home in the evening, in my room, I read a few medical books that Mr. Cao gave me, and I had basically memorized the contents of these medical books.

After reading the book for a while, the time was about the same, I sat cross-legged on the bed and started today's practice, when I entered the state of meditation, I had a different feeling when I meditated today, and this feeling was like the legendary fetal breath state.

The state of fetal breath is to suddenly find that it has not been breathing for a long time, it is the stomach breathing, many people think that fetal breath is a feeling, it is not at all, it is really breathing with the stomach, those people do not believe it if they can't cultivate, so they can't experience this state.

In this state of fetal breathing, a more static state was reached, and the other space that my heavenly eyes saw was richer and more abundant, and in this state, the comprehension of the Tao was further felt.

What is the difference? I found that the space in which human beings exist is, in a certain extent, an illusory existence, existing in a system, both real and not so real.

For example, if a person drinks a glass of water in a dream and quenches his thirst, then the events that occur in the whole system are logical to quench his illusory thirst with illusory water in the dream world, but it cannot prove that the world or this event is real.

It's like someone hitting themselves and saying, "Oops! It hurts! I'm not dreaming! In fact, he may have been in a dream when he said this!

Logic is just a concept or an illusion that we are accustomed to under the characteristics of time and space in which we live, and people often say that it is false and untrustworthy when they encounter a concept that does not conform to their own understanding, and even if they really encounter it, they will also say that they must be dazzled and must be a natural phenomenon. That's the logic trap! People are often unaware of this trap.

Therefore, this logic also confirms the concept of an illusory world that the Buddhists say is from another aspect. Or it can also be understood that the other space is the real world, and the human space is not real.

In order for people to believe in this logic, they themselves must break the inherent old concepts, and whether a theoretical theory can be established should be judged by its practical effect, not by whether the sentences in the classics of its doctrine are unclear and illogical.

Otherwise, you might think it's a fantasy! At present, the scientific study of the universe can be said to be a blind man's touch on the elephant, and the more he explores, the more he knows, the closer he gets to the truth, and he can only "tell" the truth of the universe in a relative way.

The scientific explanation of the truth of the universe proposes a model hypothesis to explain some phenomena, and when modern technology can detect something, it will put forward a hypothesis from what is known and recognized, and then see if this hypothesis is also applicable to other phenomena.

Moreover, these assumptions can only be applied in a specific space-time environment. It can be said that under different systems, there is also a relativity of "reality". Illogic is not necessarily false, and logical is not necessarily true.

I found that the magic of space and space, the difference in space leads to different perceptions of things, and the things seen with the eyes of heaven are in this state in this space, and may become another state in other space.

The space I saw in the fetal state tonight was much more space than before, switching back and forth in several spaces, which made me understand a little bit of the different forms of existence of things in space.

The composition of different spaces and different times makes different things exist in different spaces.

This reminds me of an ancient poem: "I don't know the true face of Lushan, only because I am in this mountain." Only by jumping out of this box can we see more clearly and understand.

When I woke up from the meditation state, it was already early in the morning of the next day, and the end of the final exams in the past few days was a holiday time, and I spent most of the day in Mr. Cao's consultation room.

There were not many patients this morning, and after seeing a few patients, I asked Mr. Cao for advice on the technique of diagnosing the pulse of Chinese medicine.

Because I am not very familiar with the pulse, but the cause of the discovery through my own eyes, the reason why I want to learn this is actually to better hide people's eyes.

Teacher Cao said: "The pulse of traditional Chinese medicine is to look, smell, ask and cut, which is an important part of the four diagnoses. For TCM pulse, the first thing is the time, morning or morning is better, because at this time, the qi and blood are not moving, and the interference is small. The second is the position, the position of the high bone is fixed, the high bone is the styloid process of the radius, and the corresponding position of the radial artery is the guan, the front is the inch, and the back is the ulnar. ”

Mr. Cao particularly emphasized that the inch, guan, and ruler are three parts, and a light hand is to take lightly, take and sink, so it is three parts and nine marquis. The left hand cun, guan, and ruler correspond to the heart, liver, and kidney, and the right hand is the lung, spleen, and kidney, and the corresponding parts indicate the corresponding diseases. Traditional Chinese medicine pays attention to the combination of four diagnoses and references, and sometimes the diagnosis of diseases is based solely on the pulse signs, which has certain limitations. Therefore, it is necessary to integrate the overall concept of traditional Chinese medicine and the four diagnoses into the process of pulse treatment, so as to better identify and treat diseases.

I carefully recorded Mr. Cao's words, and from time to time to Mr. Cao asked some questions in my heart, Mr. Cao also answered them for me one by one, and when my mind was all focused on this, a person hurriedly ran in from outside the clinic.

The one who came in was a man in black, sweating profusely, and shouted when he entered the consultation room: "Who is Dr. Cao here, help!" ”

Dr. Cao was also shocked by the person in front of him, and replied, "I am, what's the matter?" You take your time. ”

I saw that the man in black looked at Dr. Cao and said hurriedly: "Doctor Cao, go and save my old man, the father of Sun Qiusheng, the chairman of the Oriental Group!" ”

When we heard this, we understood that it was Mr. Sun's business, so what are we hesitating about, saving people is like fighting fire, we don't dare to delay, Mr. Cao instructed me to take the medicine box and go to Sun's house with him to see what is going on with Mr. Sun.

We got into the car that came to pick us up from Sun's family, the vehicle was driving fast on the highway, and Mr. Cao took advantage of the time to ask the man in black who picked us up about the situation of Mr. Sun.

The scenery outside the car window flashed behind at a rapid pace, but Mr. Cao's brows were tightly locked.