The moon is full and there is no sun, and people have a time to part.

It's a pity that all living beings are stupid, they are all obsessed with dreams.

When I got home at noon today, I reported my test results to my parents, and when they learned my results, they seemed very happy. So, I saw the right time to tell them the idea of traveling to Huashan, at first they were a little hesitant, and it took me a lot of words to get them to agree that I would go alone.

I said to them: "I'll go find a travel agency in the next few days, with the group, you don't have to worry about anything, after all, I'm not too young, mom and dad, you still work hard, I can take care of myself, don't worry!" ”

However, they also made a request to me, that is, I had to keep in touch with my family on the phone every day after I arrived in Huashan, so I pouted and had to agree to them.

In the afternoon, I went to Mr. Cao's consultation room, and as soon as I entered the consultation room, I met the yellow-haired Sun Haohai and his uncle Sun Qiusheng, they were obviously waiting for me, and when they saw me come in, they immediately greeted me, and I felt that their attitude towards me now, in addition to the importance of me, seemed to have a little more respect.

Now Mr. Cao is not here in the clinic, only Dr. Wu is busy, I heard Dr. Wu say that Mr. Cao went to a patient's home to see a doctor in the afternoon, and I don't know when I will be back.

Huangmao Haohai is still the same, sitting shoulder to shoulder with me, looking very intimate.

At this time, Sun Qiusheng, who was sitting next to me, took out an envelope from his arms, handed it to me with a smile, and motioned for me to open it by myself.

I looked up at Mr. Sun, and he smiled and said to me: "Haha, Brother Xiaoyun didn't expect it to be this, I asked a lot of friends to do this, and I got it, no one can stop you from seeing a doctor in the future, and it will be legal for you to see a doctor in the future!" ”

This is indeed good news for me, it makes me happier than how much money I pay for the consultation, I admire Sun Qiusheng's efficiency, and the forces behind their family, it has only been a little more than a day, and my qualification certificate has actually been completed, it seems that the energy of the Sun family is not ordinary.

I thanked Mr. Sun, but he waved his hand and said disappreciatively: "These are all trivial things, not enough to worry about, compared to saving the old man's life, it is still far behind." ”

I stopped being polite to him and put away my qualifications. I began to ask about the current situation of the old man Sun, Sun Qiusheng smiled and said: "Haha, the old man woke up at noon today, and he is conscious and can have a simple communication, there should be no big problem, I heard that it was the old man you saved, and he asked me to thank you well." ”

I nodded reassuringly and said, "It's good to be sober, it means that the operation was successful, and then the main thing is to recuperate, and after a while, I will prescribe a few pairs of Chinese medicine to the old man, so that the old man can drink it regularly, which can speed up the recovery of the body's functions." ”

Haohai next to him, unable to hold back his temperament, said to me: "I heard that your school is on winter vacation, where are you going to play?" Where do you want to go, tell my brother, I'll take you! ”

I said to Haohai: "I'm going to go to Huashan on vacation, and I'm going to see the scenery there!" ”

When Haohai heard me say that he was going out, he immediately became interested, put his arm around my shoulder, and said, "You want to go to Huashan?" No way! I have to go if you go, I haven't been to Huashan either, this time I happened to follow you, I covered all the food and accommodation on your road, let's drive over by ourselves, wouldn't it be better to play while walking? ”

At first, I was a little hesitant whether it was appropriate for Haohai to follow me, but at his strong request, I thought that it would be much easier to have him with him, so I agreed to let him go to Huashan with me.

We agreed on an approximate time, when Haohai would come to my house to pick me up, which also saved me the trouble of finding a travel agency again.

Before they left, I prescribed a few pairs of Chinese medicine that could quickly restore the body, and after telling him how to take it, they left happily.

Now that I have a doctor's qualification certificate, that is, I have the qualification to practice, and now I will no longer have any worries about treating people and taking medicine, and I can rest assured that I can boldly treat patients.

At noon, I didn't go home, but waited for Mr. Cao to return to the consultation room and told him that I had a doctor's certificate, and he was very happy when he heard it.

At noon, we had a meal together in the clinic, and Mr. Cao kept telling me to learn Chinese medicine more seriously and benefit the people.

This may be the reason why so many patients come to us for medical treatment, maybe this is also a kind of cause and effect, good cause and effect.

In the afternoon, we had a special patient in our clinic, which caught the attention of me and Mr. Cao.

This patient is an elderly man, who looks to be in his fifties, he came to our consultation room and just sat on a chair and waited quietly for me and Mr. Cao to see a doctor.

At first, Mr. Cao and I didn't pay much attention to it, because there were a lot of patients in the clinic, who would pay attention to an old man, and when all the patients in the clinic left, only the old man was left, he still sat in his seat and didn't move.

Teacher Cao and I were very curious, and walked up to ask him about his situation, he looked around first, hesitated, and said in a voice that only Teacher Cao and I could hear: "Two gentlemen, I am not here to see a doctor, I just want to talk to someone." ”

When Mr. Cao and I heard this, we were both very surprised, and we came to the consultation room to talk to someone. There has never been, so Mr. Cao stepped forward and asked, "This old man, this is our consultation room, a place to see a doctor, not a place to chat, do you have something to do?" If you have something to do, you might as well just say it and see if we can help you. Teacher Cao had already seen that this man was a little preoccupied.

I only heard this old man sigh and said: "Now there is no one in the clinic, I will tell you directly, my name is Li Feng, I am fifty-three years old this year, my family lives nearby, I met something in the hospital a few days ago that I never thought I would encounter in my life, people say that I am a neurotic, now I am so miserable, so depressed." ”

Teacher Cao and I listened carefully to the man's story, it turned out that this man suffered from the cold wind several times in a row, coupled with the accumulation of overwork, the root of the disease was planted in his body, and he suffered from coughing and chronic illness every autumn and winter until the late spring and early summer of the following year, and he coughed constantly every day.

In the autumn of this year, the long-term cough reappeared, and as in previous years, he went to the clinic not far from his home to hang a drip.

When he arrived at the clinic at 8 p.m. that night, the doctor said that the penicillin he usually used had been used on a child, so he had to try another lot of the drug.

The doctor asked him to test the skin of the drug before using it to see if there would be an allergic reaction, and the result was a "positive" reaction, with the skin of the wrist bulging and a red spot the size of a coin, and a radial phenomenon.

In the skin test, the batch of the drug was generally not suitable for his constitution, and he asked the doctor suspiciously if the drug could be used. The doctor was silent for a while, and then replied, "This should be a 'false positive', it may be caused by different batches, since you have been hanging penicillin for the past few days, there should be no major problem." ”

In order to prevent allergies, the doctor injected phenagen, which is a common cough suppressant, and added dexamethasone, which inhibits allergic reactions to the drug, to the drip.

After that, he lay down on the hospital bed as usual, and asked the nurse to give him a drip.

When the drip was inserted, he slowly closed his eyes and began to rest. After about half a minute, he felt a ringing in his ears like the roar of a train, and then his consciousness seemed to fall into a dark tunnel, and he kept rushing forward.

A huge sense of fear came over him, and he thought that he had just been fine, why did he suddenly do this? He wanted to scream but couldn't make any sound, and his body was in a predicament where he couldn't stop, couldn't go back, and couldn't even struggle.

At this moment, he felt that his consciousness had turned into some kind of material particle, sprinting in a never-ending loop. Even though his body was still in place, he entered the space that was separated from it, and his consciousness clearly knew that it was not in a dream, but a drip of drug allergies, but his consciousness was already in this predicament and could not be separated.

Alone in this predicament, he thought, "Is this death?" If so, why is he so sober? Just isolated from the world, but not gone? In the darkness at this time, a certain "consciousness" appeared by his side, soothing his panicked heart. He didn't know how to describe this "consciousness" as warm, kind, magnanimous and bright, but silent and invisible, like the spring sun shining on him and guiding him.

At that time, his inner voice told him that this being was a soul above me, a prophet or a sage, telepathically, telling me the nature of the world, the true meaning of life, opening the door to life and death, and seeing the other side of life.

Teacher Cao and I listened, and what this man said deeply attracted us.

He continued to speak, and at some point he had left the dark tunnel and was in a bright, warm white world. He suddenly felt the liberation of his soul, all his troubles left him, and he felt eternal peace and happiness embracing him.

At this time, his consciousness threw out many questions, the nature of the world, the true meaning of life, and the mystery of life and death, and this "consciousness" answered his questions one by one: "The world is composed of material particles, and the particles flow and aggregate to form thousands of worlds. For example, the tree in front of the door is a real tree in the eyes of people, and what we see here is a pile of particles in the shape of a tree, and the particles are circulating and flowing in eternity...... "He did see a world of particles gathering and flowing!" His body was still hanging from the hospital bed, but his consciousness followed it, and he saw the tree outside the clinic.

He asks "consciousness": "Am I also a particle of matter?" It replied, "Yes, the human body is also the aggregation and flow of countless particles." Tissue metabolism, exchange, etc., are all the flow of material particles. At this time, you are also part of the particles, in the cycle. "The particles gather into a certain form at this time, flow into the cycle, flow to other places, and then enter another aggregation, becoming another image, an infinite cycle, without birth and without death, which is eternity, the true posture of the world.

When the "consciousness" says, "'Death' is a stage of life, just like you at this moment, the soul is real, thinks clearly, and is only detached from the body." It's like you're separated from the world through a glass door, you can see everything outside the door, but people can't feel your presence.

You can't tell people in reality where you are now, people can't know the truth, and people in the world will feel heartache about life and death. "Hearing the truth of what it said, the sad scene of my parents for me, and the process of my children growing up without me, these uncomfortable thoughts flashed by.

At this time, he is only conscious, not one with the body, but both separate and connected, his consciousness floats above the body, directing the body to breathe, expressing the state of "living".

The physician came in to observe his condition, and he commanded his body to winkle his eyebrows, which caught the doctor's attention, and firmly grasped the doctor's hand, because only in this way could it be possible to bring him back, parents, children...... I still have a mission to complete.

As soon as these thoughts came to him, he felt his soul fall downward, and after a whirlwind, his consciousness finally returned to his body.

He opened his eyes, sat up, and began to vomit profusely, spitting out most of the black liquid from the basin, and feeling his body become empty.

The doctor was surprised and said, "How can you have so much in your stomach?" He looked up and saw more than 20 empty pill bottles hanging above, it seemed that the doctor was trying his best to save him, he looked at the clock in the examination room, and found that four full hours had passed, and he told the doctor about his wonderful experience of just four hours, the doctor only listened silently, his face was pale, as if he was in a very critical situation at that time.

When the man finished telling us this, he calmly said to us: "I have no harsh meaning for the doctor's negligence, because I have gone through this wonderful journey, gaining insight into the world here and there, dispelling the fear and doubt of death, and completely changing my understanding of life and the world. From then on, the struggle for fame and fortune in the world became meaningless in my eyes, and I began to pay attention to the suffering of people's hearts. I share my miraculous experience of providing spiritual help and relief to the dying, cancer patients, people who have lost loved ones, and those who are experiencing fear, despair, and mental anguish. Always having compassion and love fills my life with joy. ”

When Mr. Cao and I heard this, I interjected: "Sir, your experience is really amazing, in the end, you have said it, you have seen through the essence of this world, and you have understood some truths, and you are still selflessly helping others, so what are you still depressed about?" ”

When the old man heard this, he looked up at me and said with a bitter smile: "Yes, I have helped many people, but the only one who has not been helped by me is my family, just last month, my little daughter died in a car accident, when I tried to tell my wife about my magical experience, I wanted to alleviate her pain, but what I didn't expect was that when I said this, she said that I was crazy, and scolded me for being inhumane, is it a good thing that people are gone!?" Hey, our husband and wife had a very good relationship, because of this matter, now the two of us quarrel every day, and now I am depressed, do you have any good ways to relieve me of this pain? ”

After listening to his story, Mr. Cao and I both sighed deeply, listened to Mr. Cao, and said, "Brother, if you want to ask me if you believe this thing you told us, I can tell you clearly, I believe what you said, things that people have not seen do not necessarily do not exist." Hearing Teacher Cao say this, the man's eyes lit up obviously. But have you ever thought about other people's feelings? Can others accept it? Even if what you say is true, others won't easily believe it if they haven't seen it, don't you understand? Teacher Cao continued.

When the man heard this, he slowly lowered his head and fell silent, as if thinking about something, raised his head and said to Mr. Cao: "Doctor Cao, the relationship between our husband and wife has always been very good, she will listen to everything I say before, and there has never been a time when she didn't believe me, why don't you believe me this time!" ”

Teacher Cao patted the man on the shoulder and said, "Brother, people will go through a lot of ups and downs in their lives, when I was very young, I heard the story of a monkey breaking corn, the story said that the monkey passed by a cornfield, can only break one corn, and can not turn back, it wants the biggest one, but the long road is long, everything ahead is unknown." The greedy monkey always thinks there will be bigger corn ahead, so he goes all the way empty-handed, until the end is reached, and the monkey begins to get annoyed. ”

The man looked at Teacher Cao and listened to Teacher Cao continue: "Don't forcibly impose your own views on another person, everyone has their own ideas, everyone has different life experiences, you have to learn to let go, not be so greedy." You have to try to make her accept it, not force it, man, you are too selfish. ”

When Mr. Cao said these words, my body was shaken on the side, and I thought: Yes, this is also selfishness in disguise, thinking that it is for your good, but in fact, isn't it forcibly instilling your own concept to the other party? If the other party doesn't accept it, it's not okay, isn't this another attachment?

After listening to Mr. Cao's words, the man obviously fell into deep thought, and after a while, he seemed to suddenly understand something, held his head in his hands, and said, "Oh, I'm confused!" He got up and grabbed Mr. Cao's hand and said, "Dr. Cao, I thank you, you are not only a good doctor, but also a good psychiatrist. After speaking, he strode out of a consultation room, and the depressed look on his face was swept away.

Teacher Cao and I glanced at each other, I gave Teacher Cao a thumbs up, and said with a smile: "Hahaha, teacher, you are so amazing, I didn't expect you to be a psychiatrist, you have this ability, and you also know how to counsel!" ”

Teacher Cao kept shaking his head and said, "I don't know much about psychological counseling, I just have more experience." That person just has a knot in his heart that has not been opened, and in this case, if he blindly ponders, it will become a kind of heart disease, and this heart disease will become a real disease after a long time, which will affect the function of various organs of the human body, which is a source of disease..."Mr. Cao used this case to explain to me in more depth the miraculous effects of Chinese medicine treatment.

Teacher Cao said: "The magic and wonder of Chinese medicine lies in the fact that compared with Western medicine, the diseases that cannot be seen by Western medicine can be said to be undetectable, but in the hands of our Chinese medicine, they can be treated with hands, and they can be treated dialectically, and the recurrence rate of the disease cured by Western medicine is very high, while the recurrence rate of the disease seen by Chinese medicine is very low. ”

I nodded on the side and said, "Teacher, what you said is so right, there are some things in Chinese medicine that cannot be explained, but they are real, so that some people's concepts cannot be accepted, but whether people accept it or not, facts are facts, and Chinese medicine is irreplaceable by Western medicine." ”

Just as Mr. Cao and I were discussing the concept and knowledge of traditional Chinese medicine, suddenly, there was a commotion outside the clinic, Mr. Cao and I didn't know why, we both looked at the door, and saw that the door of the clinic was vigorously pushed open, and at the same time, four or five people came in, they were sweating profusely carrying a middle-aged man into the consultation room, and behind them, followed by a middle-aged woman with teary eyes.

When the middle-aged woman entered the consultation room, she knelt down in front of Teacher Cao, wailed, and said, "Doctor Cao, you are merciful, save my husband!" Just ten minutes ago, he said that his heart hurt, and he passed out as soon as he finished speaking, fortunately it was close to our clinic, so let these kind-hearted big brothers carry him here, you can save him! ”

Teacher Cao was already squatting on the ground when the woman spoke, and checked the middle-aged man's body, not for a long time, Teacher Cao frowned, sighed, and said: "This eldest sister, with all due respect, your husband is no longer alive..."

Seeing this, Mr. Cao immediately ordered someone to carry the woman to the bed in the consultation room for first aid, and I called the men just now and lifted the middle-aged man on the ground to the side.

At this time, I turned on my heavenly eye and looked at the man, and found that it was indeed as Mr. Cao said, this person was no longer alive, because I saw that the soul of the middle-aged man had left his body and was taken away by a man in black who could not see his face clearly. Intrigued, I continued to observe.

I heard the middle-aged man say, "Can you give me a little more time to say goodbye to my lover?" I was so reluctant to leave her suddenly! Besides, I've never done anything bad, so can't I be accommodating? ”

The man in black said in a cold voice: "I am also acting on orders, isn't there such a sentence as 'The king of Hades told you to die for the third watch, and you will definitely not survive the dawn.'" I also know that you are a good person, so I have spoken to you so politely now, otherwise I would have put you in a shackle a long time ago, you still listen to me and follow me on the road! ”

The middle-aged man wanted to say something more, but was interrupted by the man in black waving his hand, but when he saw him stretch out his hand and pat the honest man on the shoulder, he immediately shouted: "Let's go!" ”

I saw the figures of the two of them, and instantly crossed out of this space and came to the space of the underworld.

The man in black who led the way in front said: "You better follow fate, it is impossible to go back when you get here, this is your life, and you are a certainty." Life is only a hundred years in the world, there will be a fate to die, some things are destined to have no fate with you, no matter how hard you ask, it is useless! Eventually, they will all leave you! Some people can only be passers-by in your life, and no matter how nostalgic you are, in the end all your expectations will come to naught. If it doesn't belong to you, then give it up, the world, reckless and vast, what you can have is limited after all, if you want to grab everything, you can only catch nothing in the end, because people's final destination is just that handful of loess. ”

The middle-aged man lowered his head and muttered, "Hey! I still have a lot of work to do! It's really unwilling to leave like this! ”

The man in black shook his head, no longer paying attention to the middle-aged man, pointed forward with his hand, and said, "See?" The front is the ghost gate, and after the ghost gate, you will go on a road called Huangquan Road. ”

Sure enough, not far ahead, there is an archway, on which the three big characters of "Ghost Gate Pass" are vigorously and powerful.

The man in black continued: "After this 'Ghost Gate', there is Huangquan Road in front of you, and there are large patches of flowers blooming on the road, which looks like a carpet made of blood from a distance, and it looks very beautiful!" Huangquan Road is known as the road of fire because of its red flowers. The flower on the other side is a flower that blooms on Huangquan Road. Because the flowers and leaves bloom in two different seasons, the leaves cannot be seen when the flowers bloom, and the flowers cannot be seen when there are leaves. It is also the only scenery and color on this long Huangquan Road. And man walked on the guidance of this flower to the hell of the netherworld. ”

When I saw those patches of flowers, I couldn't help but sigh in my heart, this flower on the other side really looks really beautiful, and I can't help but think of that poem:

Butterfly love flowers. Flowers on the other side

Flowers bloom on the other side. Crying alone and gloom, the flowers are not returned. Who will read it again? Huang Quan teared tears all the way.

The leaves fall and the flowers bloom alone. The world is reincarnated, and the flowers and leaves are empty and sad. Don't sigh that the soul of the world is bleak. How do you know that life and death are far away!

The man in black continued to walk forward, and said as he walked: "After crossing this Huangquan Road with flowers blooming on the other side, you will arrive at the Lechuan River, the water of this Lechuan River is blood-yellow, and it is full of lonely souls and wild ghosts that cannot be reincarnated, full of insects and snakes, the fishy wind blows on your face, and the waves are rolling, I advise you not to look down, hahaha." Oh yes, there is a Sansheng stone next to the Lechuan River, and the words on the stone are bright red as blood, and there are four words engraved on it: 'Ascend to the other side early'. You can carve the name of the person you love most in this life and the person you want to wait for in the next life. After crossing the river, Meng Po soup makes you forget everything, and if you cross the bridge again in the next life, you can find your past life, this life and future life, as well as the name of the person you love the most..."

When the middle-aged man walked to the side of the river bank and saw the stone with the three big characters "Sansheng Stone" written on it, his tears rolled down again, and he ran over quickly and knelt in front of the Sansheng Stone, as if he was trying to find something.

The man in black behind him smiled and said, "It's useless for you to do this, you have to write your own name on it first, so that you can see your past life and future life." You can also write the name of the person you love most in this life, so you know who she will be in the next life. ”

After the middle-aged man wrote his name on the Sansheng Stone according to the method, a magical scene happened, and after seeing the "Sansheng Stone" flickering a few times, a picture appeared on the stone, which was the man's past life, present life and future life, the middle-aged man was looking at it seriously, as if he wanted to remember these pictures one by one, for fear that he would forget, he watched all the images with tears.

It was strange that the man in black behind him did not disturb him, but stood quietly behind him, watching everything that happened in front of him, and after the middle-aged man watched all the images, he turned around and asked, "Can I still put the name of the person I love the most?" ”

The man in black nodded and said, "Yes, you can try it." ”

The middle-aged man took a deep breath, calmed his mind, raised his hand and wrote a name, when the name was written, it was the same as the scene just now, and after the "Sansheng Stone" flashed a few times, another picture appeared.

When the picture was played, looking at the middle-aged man who was kneeling on the ground, holding the "Sansheng Stone" and crying silently, the man in black sighed lightly, shook his head and said: "Once in love, overnight lovesick and thin; A wisp of melancholy, a farewell to the end of the world; A piece of red dust, a piece of paper about the old times; A bright moon, a lifetime of Chanjuan. The man in black walked up to the middle-aged man, patted him on the shoulder, and continued: "Okay, let's go, you will cross the Nai He Bridge in front, and when you drink that bowl of Meng Po soup, you will forget all the things in your past life and this life, cross the Nai He Bridge, throw you into the well, and then you can be reincarnated as a human being." ”

The middle-aged man begged the man in black and said, "Can I not drink Meng Po soup?" Because, I don't want to forget the past, I don't want to forget my lover, I don't want to forget my memories. Can you beg Meng Po for me to let her let me go? ”

The man in black was categorical and said, "It's impossible! Why don't you kid understand, you are a dead man now, although you are a good person, you don't need to go to Fengdu City to report, the procedures are simple. However, you are crying and crying along the way, which makes people so upset! You are no longer alive, why can't you let go of the obsession in your heart? On the Sansheng Stone, you have carved a marriage, and since then, you have treasured it in your heart. Let's go, it's time for us to hit the road! ”

As he spoke, the man in black helped the middle-aged man who was kneeling on the ground to his feet and walked towards the direction of the Nai He Bridge with him.

I found an old woman standing at the head of the bridge, who looked full of white hair, but had delicate skin, and she was holding a bowl of decoction in her hand, waiting for someone to come.

I saw the man in black clasping his fists and arching his hands, and said, "Grandma Meng, this is the person who came today, drink your Meng Po soup, so that he can hurry up and go on the road." ”

The old woman nodded, stepped forward, and prepared to pour the bowl of Meng Po soup into the middle-aged man's mouth, and when the middle-aged man saw this, he didn't understand what was going on, so he kept retreating, repeating in his mouth, and said, "I don't drink!" Don't drink! ……”

The black-clothed man standing beside him was a little impatient, grabbed the middle-aged man in front of him with his hand, took the soup bowl, and poured it into the middle-aged man. After that, the middle-aged man was carried to the "reincarnation well" on the other side of the bridge.

When I observed this, I withdrew my eyes and sighed in my heart, this life is the real end when I drink that bowl of Meng Po soup, forget my troubles, forget the past, forget the ...... the person I love the most.